"Hey, it's Liz. Can I watch someone fuck you?"
I hadn't given Liz much though since I gave her my number before going home with her friend, an occasion I have also written about. The text surprised me, and it took me a few seconds to remember who she was. It had been about a month since my encounter with Justin and his monster cock, and while it was fun I didn't plan on doing it again. I figured that Liz had finally talked Justin into letting her watch him fuck someone, but that someone wasn't going to be me.
"Hey Liz, I had fun with Justin but tbh his dick is a little big for me. Maybe try someone else?"
Her reply came back straight away.
"Not Justin, a guy from work said he'd be down. Are you interested?"
Was I interested? I'd never had sex in front of someone else before, but the idea was intriguing. Having sex with a stranger while another virtual stranger watched? Arousing, but frightening.
"Can I think about it?" I replied, not wanting to say yes or no right away.
"Sure, just let me know. Here are some pics of him." She sent me a couple of nudes of a guy that I didn't recognise. He looked cute enough, and had a nice-looking dick. If he'd come up and hit on me, I probably would have considered going home with him.
I thought about it for a day or two, and did a little reading on voyeurism. Justin had told me that Liz was super-keen on watching two guys fuck, and I liked her enough that I thought I would be comfortable with her watching me. The whole idea made me nervous though; I think I would have been self-conscious enough with someone watching me have heterosexual sex, let alone watching me get fucked by another man; I was still very much in the closet about my bisexuality. Having an audience as I rode a dick would be a degree of openness about my sexuality that I wasn't sure I was ready for. I couldn't even bring myself to share the idea of it with my closest friends, and I was considering letting a stranger watch the reality? It was a really tough choice, and felt kind of pivotal. It felt like a big step towards outing myself; if I was willing to have gay sex in front of someone that I didn't really know, it wouldn't make a huge amount of sense to keep my bisexuality secret from my friends and family. It felt like a big step, but one that I would have to make sooner or later. In the end I realised that I was overthinking it- why not fuck a guy while a cute girl watched? I didn't have to out myself if I didn't want to, but unconsciously I was making mental steps in that direction.
"Hey Liz, I'm down. Let me know when works for you."
Even if it got weird, I could just bail, and at least I would have a good story to show for it.
It took her a few days to sort out the details, but we agreed to meet at her place on a Thursday in three weeks. I felt weirdly calm about the whole thing- it was really no different from hooking up with a stranger, and Liz had made me feel weirdly comfortable the one time we had met. I started to get a little nervous when Thursday rolled around- I wanted to look my best, so I shaved and washed obsessively. About an hour before I had to leave, I found myself picking out an outfit. What do I wear? I wanted to look sexy and confident, but didn't really have anything of the sort in my wardrobe. Eventually I decided that I'd be getting naked pretty quickly anyway, so it didn't really matter, and settled on a t-shirt and shorts.
We were supposed to meet at Liz's place at half nine, and nervous energy meant that I was ready to go by about eight. To alleviate some of my anxiety, I decided to settle in and watch some tv, and ended up running late. I ended up arriving at Liz's place just before ten, running up the steps and knocking on her door apologetically.
She opened the door a crack and peeped around the edge to see who it was before stepping back behind the door and opening it wide to let me in. She closed it behind me and I realised why she had avoided standing in the doorway; she was wearing a corset, lace panties and fishnet stockings, secured by slim garters. Her hair was loose and hanging down almost to her waist, and she wore six-inch stiletto heels. She looked amazing, and for a second all I could do was stare.
"I was about to text you, I thought you weren't going to show!" She locked the front door and started off down the hallway. "Come on, Matt and I are running out of things to talk about." I hadn't moved, and she turned impatiently to see what was holding me up, and caught me ogling her. She smirked and came back to take me by the hand "You aren't here for me, come and meet your co-star!"
She led me down the hallway to her bedroom; she lived in a share-house, and it had been tricky to find a night that all three of us were available and that her room-mates were out. Matt was sitting on her bed, texting someone on his phone, and didn't say anything as we entered. He looked appraisingly at me, and I looked expectantly at Liz. I had no idea how to start, and was hoping that she'd lead the encounter.
Fortunately for me, Liz had a pretty specific idea of what she wanted, and was assertive enough to make it clear. She explained to me that Matt was 100% gay, so she would be involved only as an observer. This was a little disappointing, as I had cherished a small hope that this would turn into a no-holes-barred (pun intended) bi three-way. There was a bottle of lube on her bedside table, along with three condoms (which seemed like too many, but okay). One wall of her room was occupied by a closet with mirrored doors; her bed faced toward it and in front of the mirrored doors was a wicker bucket armchair with a thick cushion, on top of which was a towel. More towels had been placed at the foot of the bed. The room was lit by a dimmer lamp, giving it a cosy and intimate air. Next to the arm chair, on a small side table, were two vibrators and a dildo. It seemed that Liz had given this a lot of thought.
Liz explained that she would sit in the chair and watch as unobtrusively as she could, and asked that we just pretend she wasn't in the room. Privately I thought that it would be a little hard, as she went on to ask that we make use of the towels on the end of the bed. I observed Matt as she spoke- he was about my height and in pretty good shape, though I guessed that he would weigh a little more than I did. I had a swimmer's physique, while he carried a little more bulk. His face was handsome but fairly average-looking, with no real distinguishing features. I found him attractive enough, but wouldn't go out of my way to get his number either. As I studied his face and demeanour from the corner of my eye, I decided that given the option I would rather fuck Liz than Matt.
She asked us if we had any questions and when neither Matt nor myself said anything, she retreated to her chair and gestured at the bed. Matt and I had barely spoken and hadn't really had time to get acquainted, so I wasn't sure how to begin.