This is Chapter 3 of Keeping a Grown-Up Carlee, Company. It was part of Chapter 2 but it was running too long for one chapter, so I split it off. All characters are over the age of 18 and the story is completely fictional. Edited and proofed with software so I would expect something may have been missed. Comments on my stories are always appreciated.
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I knew that getting caught with Carlee by Peggy was imminent, it was just a matter of time. We seemed to get more and more careless, or daring you could call it, as time went on.
Carlee, and I had a free evening at her house, her mom Peggy would work an occasional weekend, turn over at our place of work was high, and sometimes she was needed to process new employees. There was a high turnover rate, no one wants to work at an assembly job, boring as hell, but pays well for someone like me who does not want to work at a coffee shop, or sell shoes to people with smelly feet.
Carlee and I had no real plans as far as I knew, she mentioned something about me meeting a good friend of hers, a close male, but yet just a Platonic friend. We talked a little, she wanted to know what I thought of the threesome we had with Gina a couple of weeks before, we had not talked much about it yet. I was careful how I answered. I said, "I enjoyed having sex with you and Gina together, and having your blessing, your encouragement just made me feel closer to you, but I hope you know Gina is a cousin, you are my true love," then I kissed her, "I really do love you Carlee."
There, I had said it, maybe in a roundabout way, but it was not because I didn't really mean it, I am in love with her.
Carlee replied, "I love you too, and I am so glad you feel that way, I want you to be happy, and I wanted you and Gina to enjoy each other, and it was fun joining with her for the seduction part. You are just too much fun seducing, so reluctant to have sex with your cousin, but you were no match for the two of us." She then said, "We are both too young to quit having new sexual experiences. It's the only encouragement in the sexual area that my mother has ever given me, she said that to me on my 18th birthday, we shared a bottle of wine to celebrate, and she got loose lipped and said, "Enjoy lots of sex, with lots of partners while you are young, so you don't have any regrets later like I did, and then end up being married too young, unhappy, and having inappropriate couplings."
"I wondered what she meant by that, but figured it was better not to know. I know she was always close to my uncle, my cousin Tommy's dad, who passed away, she really took it hard, they seemed to be too close for just a sister, brother-in-law relationship. Once I got older, I wondered more about it, because if he was my father, it would make me and Tommy, not just cousins, but half siblings as well, but it was likely just my mind taking things too far."
I did not give it much thought, we have rumors like that in our family too. It was hard to believe, and I didn't then, but as we get older we wonder about that kind of stuff more. I have heard my mom who is still a looker, was a whole different person in her teens, and early 20s when she got pregnant with me. In fact, I would not be surprised if either of my parents have not had extramarital relationships, without the other's knowledge. I was premature, so that fueled thoughts of maybe the 8 months between their marriage and my birth was suspect, I have left it alone as I did not want to know.
It felt good to hear from Carlee that she did not have our whole life planned, because our love is not a cure for our curiosity about sex with others. I hoped that having a threesome, would happen again, as it would make things easier for Gina and I. I feel bad about what I have done after that one, instead of setting up a scene where we all three could be together again, I secretly had sex with my cousin since then. We just can't help it, the sex between us was so good. I thought it was the newness, and the reliving of our previous relationship, and thought it would quickly go away, but now I am not sure.
The first time it was her that called me, and talked me into coming over to talk, turned out it was to talk me into us getting naked, and fucking again, but I did not put up a fight.
The second time was on me. I told her I just decided to drop by her place, and see how the room looked since she put back up the drapes etc., a weak story. We both knew why I was there, and were the first couple to fuck in the newly painted guest room, later in the kitchen, then we ended up in her bed most of the day, we are just so infatuated with each other sexually.
Eventually we decided to meet at the park, and we took a hike in the woods, so we could just talk about it without the beds being so convenient. We had a good talk, and we both claimed to be on the same page relationship wise, I just hoped we were being honest. We both claimed to still love each other, but only as kissing cousins, and that we would probably get over the sex part eventually.
We were headed back to our cars when we realized there was no one on the trail, or cars in the lot. So much for our plan, as we ended up naked in the woods, laying on our clothes in a bed of ferns, fucking like wild animals. I have been trying to forget how good I feel having my cock in her, but it is taking a long time to fuck it out, if young Carlee's sage advice was true.
Despite all the weirdness going on with the three of us, I was still not prepared for what Carlee proposed to me next.
"I just want to put this out there," she said, "seeing you consummate long time desires you and Gina had for each other, got me thinking. I have a similar situation in my life. I also have to admit, that I have always wondered how it would be to have two guys at once. Something I never thought I would get a chance to do, but I never would have imagined having two men I love, and trust in my life. It would be you, and my lifetime friend Chip, my relationship with him has been almost totally Platonic. You are my true love, but he has been my best friend since I can remember."
"This would be so similar to you and your cousins experience, because it will clear up some unfinished business for us. I think Chip and I too, need to get rid of any pent-up sexual frustrations we may have built up over the years from being as close as we were. We had done things some might consider sexual, but they were innocent, and mostly driven by my curiosity, I told you about them before, what we did was no more than getting naked, to show each other our private parts. I guess it might have been a sign of sexual attraction, I wanted to see all of him, and wanted him to see all of me, it seems like it was long ago and was very brief, almost a flash."
"We did have a type of one-way sex a few months ago, I guess you would call it a loving, but not driven by sexual motivations on my part. He was so hurt from a breakup, that he got intoxicated at a party and I had to drive us home. He could not stop talking about her, so I found a place to pull over, and I started jerking him off to get his mind off of his girlfriend who had just broken his heart, but it had little to do with sex. It is just that I love him so much I would have done about anything to make him feel better. I would have just blown him, or even fucked him if I thought it would have been a cure for his hurt. I just worried about it sending him a wrong signal at such a vulnerable time, and that the hand job would not be that sexual.
I admit though, that the feeling I had almost immediately when I pulled his cock out. Then watching it grow in my hand as I jerked him, made me not able to resist leaning over to finish him with my mouth, and take his shot there too. You are the only other person I have had anything close to that kind of feeling with. I worry that I have been lying to myself about my feelings for him being only Platonic. He later told me that he was worried that what I did for him might have a bad effect on the friendship we both cherish, he has always been more cautious than me about crossing that line."
Well, here is my proposal, "Chip is coming over for a visit, just to meet you he thinks. I thought if we were all comfortable with it, the three of us could party awhile, and eventually I will figure out a way to get us all naked together. Then I just have to fuck him. But it has to be in front of you, and maybe with you in some way, like him fucking me as I suck your cock. It would be a good way to put a period, at the end of a chapter in Chip and I's life, and I want to do it with you present, like you had me there when you made love to Gina.
I probably should not have jerked him off earlier this year, causing me to lose control and suck his cock. I may have done it more for myself. To be completely honest, I now really feel like I must have him inside me. It would always be an unanswered question to have never been totally intimate with him."