I've been happily married to my husband John for 15 years. Today things in our marriage are going to change, and I hope they will be for the better. I enjoyed a great sex life with my husband for the first ten years, but in the last five some things have changed between us. As he has gotten older he seems to be less interested in me, and I have been increasingly interested in sex. This has created a little bit of tension between us, mostly on his part. He feels frustrated that he isn't pleasing me the way he thinks he should. I have, until today, been trying to reassure him that things are fine, that I don't need to be satisfied every time I get horny.
Until today...
He has tried a lot to try and satisfy my increased sex drive, all the way up to suggesting that maybe I need a second lover. When my sex drive started increasing, he started doing reasearch on what he could do to help his declining sex drive. Eventually he stumbled across something called hotwifing, where a husband would share his wife with her lovers for her satisfaction. He approached me with the subject and it became something of a fantasy between us. We would roleplay and pretend that I was with other men, including his friends. He kept asking if I was actually interested in doing this without the roleplay. Until today I told him that this was just a fun fantasy for us. I told him that I didn't need anything more than him.
Until today...
He tried taking testosterone supplements, edging, pills, porn, and methods of pleasing me without himself. All in the hopes of satisfying my increased sex drive. He would regularly go down on me, finger me, use toys on me, all without any pleasure for himself. He did this in the hopes that he could remain horny and satisfy me. It works, kind of. Until today, I told him that this was a good compromise, that I could work with this even though it wasn't the sex that I was craving. I tried making the toys and the fantasies work.
Until today...
Today is Saturday. Saturday is usually a solo day for both of us. I tend to go shopping, and he goes to the local adult theatre with his best friend, Adam. I have often asked him about this ritual, and he always responds the same. "We spend the afternoon there, from about noon til almost 8. We bullshit and chat and appreciate the porn on the screen. But we never do anything there." I have occasionally joined him on this activity, and he is true to his word, he sits and talks to Adam quietly in the back of the theatre, glancing occasionally at the screen. Rather boring if you ask me, but to each their own.
Today I went out shopping at my favorite store. It's a small clothes boutique and I was just looking for a cheap new outfit. The clerk at the store was new, a young man with blonde hair, a nice build, clean shaven, and half my age. I was browsing blouses and shirts when he asked if I needed assistance. I politely declined. Having shopped here for years, I felt I would be better able to assist him than the other way around.
After finding three items to try on, two blouses and a pair of jeans, I started looking for a clerk to access the dressing rooms. I once again found the young clerk behind the counter, eager to assist. He grabbed the keys to the dressing rooms and started guiding me back to the dressing area. As we were walking, he gently placed his hand on my back, something that no clerk had ever done before at this store. It mentally shook me, but I said nothing, thinking it was just a nice gesture.
When we reached the locked dressing room doors, he gently let his hand fall, sliding over my butt before breaking contact. He stepped around me, placed the key in the lock on the door, allowing me to gather my composure at the unwanted contact. Once unlocked he turned back to me, "Let me know if you need anything else," he said, then winked at me!
This man was young enough to be my child if I had any, and he was flirting with me. I immediately assumed he was just trying to get a reaction out of me, or maybe he had a kink for old women. Either way, I did not give him any reaction and stepped into the dressing room as he placed my items on the hook on the door. I closed the door and began taking my top off to try on one of the blouses. Standing in my leggings and bra, I caught my reflection in the mirror. The first thing I noticed is that I still look good for my age. At 40 I have retained most of my figure from my youth and I didn't look bad standing there half naked in the mirror. The second thing I noticed was my nipples poking through my bra.
I guess my body reacted to the young man's attention more than my mind did. I ran my hands over my torso and breasts as I stared at the woman in the mirror who did the same, and a thought occurred to me. Why shouldn't the clerk flirt with me? I am a good looking woman, I'm not in the grave yet. Maybe I shouldn't have dismissed his flirting as quickly as I did. Maybe he did think I was worth a fling. My hands found my hard nipples and began playing with them. I felt myself getting more aroused and thought about how I could use this as a story with John to get a steamy sex session with him.
I grabbed the first blouse and tried it on as I started going through a story in my head about pulling the clerk into the dressing room and going down on him. I wasn't as thrilled with the first blouse on me as I thought I would be and quickly shed it for the second one. As I slid the garment over my head, the story in my mind continued, with the clerk playing with my butt and pussy as I sucked his hard on. This blouse looked better, so I left it on as I shed my leggings to try the jeans on. As the leggings came off, I ran a finger over my panties, teasing my sensitive and apparently sopping pussy. I quickly put the jeans on, pulling them over my butt and fastening the front.
I admired myself in the mirror again, liking what I saw, both the woman, and the outfit. I ran my hands over the fairly tight jeans and imagined how much effort the clerk would need to put in to get them off of me. The story in my head was running wild, I was getting so horny in the dressing room, I was starting to wonder if I was going to ruin the jeans before I got them home. Deciding to put the story in my head on pause, I quickly shed the new clothes and worked on getting re-dressed, acutely aware of the lady in the mirror stripping and dressing for my amusement.
Once dressed and ready to face the world again, I exited the dressing room and headed for the counter. I handed the first blouse to the clerk, telling him that I wasn't interested in that piece, but would get the other two. He rang me up quickly, and offered for me to come again as I left. Little did he know that I was planning to go home and do just that.
I sped home, tossed the bag of clothes to the side as I climbed the bed and found the toy I keep in the nightstand. I set the toy to a steady hum and began running it on my sensitive areas over my clothes. My head had unpaused the story from the dressing room, and the young man was now stripping me out of my clothes and running his hands and mouth wherever he could get them on my body. My clothes found themselves quickly discarded as I guided his head between my legs. The first orgasm rolled through my body as his head was sucking on my clit and my toy was vibrating there. The second one shook my legs as I moved the toy into my now sopping pussy, imagining the clerk sliding into me from behind. The third left me out of breath as he pounded me against the dressing room wall, with my legs wrapped around him.
Out of breath, I set the toy aside, still not satisfied, still in need of a good fucking. As I lay there panting, wanting nothing more than a hard cock between my legs, my mind went back to the clerk and his flirting. I realized that I liked the attention, further, I realized that when I spurned it, it wasn't because I was married, it was because I thought myself not good enough to warrant the attention. But the lady in the mirror was good enough for that attention, in fact she wanted it. Craved it. Maybe it was time I acknowledged her. Maybe it was time I took my husband up on his offer of having more lovers. Maybe...
And this is how I find myself in my current situation. I am currently driving down the highway wearing a simple over the head black dress, with flats, and my hair secured in a ponytail. No bra, no panties. I won't need them where I am heading. My mind is racing as I drive. I wonder if I am doing the right thing. I wonder if what I am doing will cost me my marriage.
I wonder what it is going to feel like.
I pull into a parking lot a few buildings away from my actual destination, and step out of the car. The wind flutters the dress around my thighs, but doesn't threaten to reveal anything. I walk across two lots, to the nondescript building, heading straight for the door. I take note of John's car in the lot as I reach the door and pull it open. I pay the clerk quickly and walk through a door into a darkened theatre.
The sound of sex quickly assaults my ears, and I quietly walk through the theatre. I am headed for one of the darkest sections of theatre, away from the door, about halfway to the screen. I don't want anyone to be able to see my face. I hear John and Adam near the back of the theatre, close to the door, talking about politics. I also note four or five other men in the theatre.