Thursday morning and Janie was barely awake when she felt Fred pawing at her tits. "Here we go again," was her first thought. Immediately ashamed of the thought, she reached down and found her husband already had his shorts off. She grasped his hard penis, knowing he wouldn't leave her alone until he got it off. Just as they did several times a week, Fred pulled her nightgown up while she obligingly opened her legs for him. As usual, he mounted her and, with almost no foreplay, shoved his dick in. She had to admit, it did feel good to have her pussy filled, but she knew that was going to be the only reward she got. Closing her eyes, Janie fantasized that she was being fucked by someone else. Someone with a big dick - and someone who would use it to be sure she had her own pleasure.
But it wasn't some fantasy lover. It was Fred. True to form, in and out for about two minutes and bang - he was done and out and getting up.
Janie laid there, completely unsatisfied, listening to Fred clean up in the bathroom. When he was through she got up and headed in to the bath, holding her nighty between her legs so she wouldn't drip semen on the carpet. "I might as well just suck him off in the morning," she thought. "It would be quicker and a lot less messy. He's not going to do anything for me anyway."
Later, over breakfast, Fred reminded her that he was going out of town to a business meeting and wouldn't be back until the next Tuesday. "Hate to leave you alone for the weekend again, Babe, but the boss says I have to go."
"That's okay," she said. "Sally and I are going to dinner and a movie Saturday."
"You and your sister behave now," he said kiddingly. "She's such a wild woman." Sally was probably the least wild person Janie knew, which Fred was well aware of.
"I think we can restrain ourselves," she said. Janie didn't believe for a minute that Fred was going to "behave himself." It seemed odd to her that he had so many business trips on weekends and she assumed that these trips were not all usiness. "Probably has another woman somewhere, she thought. "I wonder if he's any better in bed with her than he is with me. I'd really be mad if he's getting her off and leaving me frustrated. Well, at least he won't be grabbing at me all weekend. Maybe he'll be all fucked out and leave me alone next week."
Later at work that morning Janie got a call from her sister. Sally's little boy was sick and she didn't want to leave him with her husband. "Sorry I have to cancel." she said.
"That's okay. Maybe I'll rent a movie or something." Janie really wasn't upset not to be spending Saturday night with her sister, but she did wish she had something to do. What she really wanted was for her fantasy lover - the one with the big dick - to show up at her door.
"Not much chance of that," she thought, resigned to another lonely evening.
When Janie got home that evening, she stopped and visited a few minutes with her neighbor Bette.
"You seem kinda down," Bette observed.
"Yeah, I suppose. Fred's off on another of his business trips this weekend and I'm really not looking forward to sitting home alone again."
"Uh," Bette said, "Ted and I are having a party Saturday. You're welcome to come, but. . ." Janie was well aware of the kinds of parties Bette and Ted threw. They were pretty open about their swinging, and Janie knew this would be another of their sex parties.
"Well, I'm mad at Fred, but not sure I'm that mad," she said. "Or am I? It would serve him right," she added to herself. "I think I'll have to miss it," she said aloud to Bette.
"Well, if you change your mind let me know. Always room for another woman."
Despite her best intentions Janie couldn't get the party out of her mind, even though she knew she wouldn't go. And the more she thought the angrier she got at Fred. He was off somewhere probably fucking some woman's brains out, while she was going to sit at home watching old movies. Life just wasn't fair.
When she finally got home from work Friday she knew she had to talk to someone or she'd go nuts. Sally was definitely out. She was certainly the wrong person to discuss your sex life with. Hell, it would shock her to have Janie admit she had a sex life. Janie realized that probably the only person she knew she could talk about omething like that with was Bette. "Nothing's gonna shock Bette," she thought as she rang up her neighbor.
"You busy," she asked on the phone.
"Not really, Ted and I are just watching some TV. Do you need something?"
"Yeah, I need to talk. Can you come over, I'll make some coffee."
"Why don't I bring some wine instead. I'll be right over."
So, over a glass of red wine, Janie poured out her heart to her neighbor. "He never even tries to satisfy me," she admitted. "The only time he pleases me is when he goes down on me, and I practically have to force him to do that. And now he off somewhere banging some floozy, probably giving her multiple orgasms."
Finally, after exhausting her grievances, and after several glasses of wine, Janie asked tentatively, "Tell me about your party, I suppose it will be a drunken orgy?"
"Orgy, maybe. Certainly not drunken. We'll be having four other couples over. We'll all drink some wine or soda. The men don't like to drink too much. It impairs their, uh, performance."
"Oh yeah, performance is good," Janie joked. "Then what happens?"
"We sort of pair up, although sometimes there are more than two to a pair. We have the spare bedroom set up with mattresses on the floor, and we just kinda drift in and out of there. Usually by that time we're all pretty much naked."
"I suppose you have to do it with everyone?" Janie asked.
"Oh no. Nobody has to do anything she, or he, doesn't want to. You take part in just as much or as little as you care to, and you can always say no. Hell, there's one guy who doesn't have sex at all. All he does is videotape his wife. But if you ask," Bette added quickly, "he won't include you in the video. He's very considerate that way."
"So, if I came I could just watch if I wanted?"
"Sure, if that's what you want."
"I'm not sure I'd have the nerve to undress in front of a bunch of strangers anyway," Janie mused.
"Really, when everyone else is naked you feel more out of place dressed than undressed," Bette pointed out. "I should tell you, though, some of the women play with other women too. Not all of them, but most. Would that bother you?"
"The whole party idea bothers me," Janie responded. "But I have to admit it intrigues me, too. Maybe I just need to fuck someone who will think about my needs as well as his own. But I don't know if I could do it." Janie thought of her fantasy lover and shivered, wondering if he would be at the party. "That's silly," she thought. "He doesn't even exist."
"Well, you will be welcome. Just come on over if you want."
Janie debated with herself all day Saturday, without coming to any decision. Then, as it started to get dark, she heard car doors slamming and the sounds of couples talking and laughing. Peeking out the window, she saw two couples greeting each other with hugs. Then the door opened and they went inside. Janie noted that as usual, Bette had covered all the windows.
Janie sat for a while, speculating on what was going on inside the darkened house. Was "he" there? The more she thought, the more uncomfortably hot she felt. She realized that the heat she was feeling was coming from between her legs. For the first time in a long time Janie put her hand under her skirt and touched herself, discovering that her panties were wet. Still debating about the party, she began rubbing her clit through the nylon. Pulling them off, she worked a finger in and out of herself. Her breathing became ragged as she continued to masturbate until suddenly an orgasm overcame her. Shaking with passion, she fingered herself through her climax. As she calmed down, she made the decision, "Okay girl. That was nice, but you really need a man. Go on over there and get yourself a nice cock."
Not stopping to put her panties back on, Janie grabbed her bottle of wine and headed next door while she still had the nerve. As soon as she knocked, she started having second thoughts. Behind the door she distinctly heard the sound of voices moaning. She was about to turn around when the door was opened by a red headed woman holding a sheet around herself.
"You must be Janie," the woman said. "Bette told us you might dropping over. I'm Nora. Come on in."