I wanted to try a gangbang.
I am a woman 35 years old, loving sex but having had it, let's say, the "normal way". I loved it but I wanted to explore further.
I am single, I am not a beauty, I am just a normal woman, and however I have lots of energy and drive. Also when it comes to sex I am very generous and can be very demanding to my partner. I never had sex with more than one person, never had homosexual sex, perhaps because of a lack of opportunities and that I never really looked for it. Anyhow I am always willing to try whatsoever.
So I thought that I should take the initiative and plan to have a gangbang. I started to exam myself and the first question that I had to tackle with is: Why?
Well; because of several reasons...like, I am curious to find out whether I could have the power to attract a group of men to the point of concentrating in having sex with me. Of course I know that I could have sex any time I want to with a man. That's the power of a woman, but that was not the point. My concern is: If I am, let's say, fucked simultaneously by three man and there are another three or more in the line. Would I have enough appeal to retain them until their turn arrived? I concluded that only the real experience would answer that question, therefore a good reason to go ahead with my plan.
Another reason: most of the times I have sex, when my partner is totally spent I feel like wanting more. When he falls asleep I have an urge for more, sometimes even I have to masturbate to calm down. Moreover, after "normal sex" I feel like being in the best moment for having a lot more sex, like when you warm up for exercise and you feel in great shape for the main effort and then something comes up and you cannot continue and you get frustrated. It's another thing in favor of having my own gangbang. I expected that in my own gangbang I would always have a hard and eager cock to keep the fuck on.
Yet another reason: I really want to experience being fucked by more than a man at the same time. As the flip side of that coin I also wanted to know if I could please several men simultaneously.
And even another good reason: I wanted to experience some practices that require more than a cock...That's a good reason!
Up to now all these reasons seemed more than enough for me to continue with my plan, however the concerns were also there, like: what kind of people would I invite? Could it degenerate in something violent? I hate and fear violence. What about the diseases? I prefer bareback sex but I also wouldn't like to catch anything bad. I wanted to be confident if I was going to take several loads of cum in all my openings. I suppose too that the attending men would have approximately the same concerns on this matter.
How many men should I invite, if a man could yield an average of three loads in one session and I invited ten I should handle 30 fucks, would that be enough, too few or too much? I really didn't have a clue.
Another concern was about the initiative. Should I have the commands, should I try to pass it over to the men, should I try to balance between the two extremes? I really did not want to be a rag doll, I also wanted to ask for special services without neglecting the pleasure to get used by the men. Again I would try also to satisfy the special requests of my partners.
You might think that I am too complicated, that should I want a gangbang it would be enough to take my agenda and call a good number of guys, get fucked and that's it! Well yes, but that's not me, I really need to organize things and this is a real THING for me!
So there I went, it took me a whole weekend to think about this and I decided to go ahead my way, the organized way. That Sunday I started to work out a tentative list of partners.
I did not want only friends to fuck with and I decided to invite just a couple of them and asked them to spread discreetly the word to whom of their acquaintances they thought would be a good partner and ask the interested ones to contact me through email.
I started to receive some emails and the number started to dramatically increase, I suppose as the word spread more and more. When I widely surpassed the hundred I decided to post an automated message thanking everybody and declining the offer due to the large number of candidates.
I was astonished! I wouldnยดt have imagined that success. Just because the evidence that I was advancing towards my goal made me feel a strong need to masturbate so I went to my bed, stripped and picked my favorite dildo together with my Teddy Bear (Yes, believe it or not I need to feel my bear against my skin while masturbating. I normally place it under my thighs). I laid on my bed on my side hugging my Teddy Bear against my breasts and caressing the insides of my thighs slowly and sensually. I closed my eyes and allowed my imagination to fly. I saw myself on a massage table. Around it many man that looked the same to me; around six foot, lean, athletic, dark hair, tanned skin, dressed only with a white slip and white sandals, they were sensually caressing my body, every part of it but my breasts my crotch and my butt. They were using a kind of oil, perhaps olive oil. The caresses were profound, smooth and with a tantalizing rhythm that flew me into a state of ecstasy. After a long while some of my men started to caress my butt. An erotic warm sensation enveloped my body and started to breathe faster.
There I was laying on my side, rubbing my thighs with one hand closer and closer to my pussy and hugging my Teddy Bear against my tits with my other arm, while my brain projected my own image with those men thoroughly caressing my body.