âThe doctor will see you now.â Florence the nurseâs voice broke into my thoughts. I looked down at the magazine in my lap, closed it, and replaced it to the table in front of my chair. I looked around, ascertaining that I am the last appointment of the day. She smiled. I followed her through the low swinging door.
It was just a routine visit. Since there is a history of reproductive difficulties with the women in my family, Iâd decided to be proactive.
My regular doctor was on vacation. I wonder whom she got to stand in for her. I hope itâs not a man. No offense to male gynecologists, but the experiences I had with them were not very pleasant. They were too rough, and their examinations hurt. Also, one tried to seduce me while on the table. Pervert.
Florence led me to the last examination room on the left, took my blood pressure, checked a few things, and left me alone. Iâd taken off my blouse, bra, and panties, and slipped on the gown sheâd left. I looked at the plate on the desk: Dr. Lutakowski. Okay. I climbed onto the table and waited.
There was a soft knock on the door, then it opened slowly. I was zoning out again, so I didnât notice anything until I heard the doctor call my name. My head jerked up. Dr. Lutakowski is a
man
. I started to say something, butâŠ
what a man
. He seemed to be about my age (late 20s) and tall with dark, carefully styled hair. He stood behind the door, smiling, the corners of his hazel eyes crinkling. His white lab coat covered a toned, lightly muscular physique. I was dumbstruck.
âMiss Thomas, are you all right?â I nodded. He was holding out his hand for me to shake.
âIâm sorry, doctor. Iâm just a little nervous about male gynecologists. Iâm sorry.â
âI understand. I get that often. Donât worry, Iâll be gentle,â he said, winking. He smiled again. I suppose this wonât be
so
bad. He seems friendly enough.
âI wouldnât mind having
his
head between my legs,â I thought. He asked me some questions about my medical history that I answered in robotic fashion, trying to hide my attraction to him. Finally, he stood up.
âThe first thing Iâm going to do is check your breasts for any tumors. If Iâm squeezing too hard, or hurting you in any way, just tell me.â His voice is so soft and even. I get the feeling that he wonât hurt me. He put the clipboard down and walked towards me. I must keep my control.
His hands went to the ribbon that tied behind my neck. I gasped slightly as his fingers brushed my skin. I hope he didnât notice that. He didnât seem like he did. My breasts came into view, my nipples almost betraying my arousal. The roomâs cool air hit them, and they became more erect. I blushed. He looked at them, and then he looked at me.
âWould you like me to turn up the thermostat? It is rather chilly in here.â I shook my head.
âThatâs fine, doctor. I feel fine.â It was all I could to do to keep my voice from shaking. I could have died on that table. I was hopingâsilently pleading--for my nipples to return to normal. Dr. Lutakowski nodded. With a business-like air he palmed my left breast, kneading it, looking for lumps. I savored the feeling and tried to keep my breathing even. Inhale, exhale; inhale, exhale. Come on, SarahâŠhe applied the same attention to my right breast. I felt myself becoming very wet. Oh, no. Not here. Not now. Anywhere else, but not here. He hefted me.
âYour breasts are very full, Miss ThomasâŠâ His voice was slightly husky. Looks like heâs enjoying his work.
âPlease, call me Sarah,â I whispered.
âSarahâŠI take it all the women in your family are endowed as you are?â I nodded. I was expecting him to quote some statistic about the size of my breasts and how that corresponded to the risk of breast cancerâŠor something. I just didnât trust myself to speak at this point. He looked down again. My nipples were more erect from his ministrations. âI see youâre still cold. Let me warm you up?â Surely he meant warm the room, turn down the a/c. I shrugged. The next thing I knew, his mouth was on my right nipple, suckling gently and swirling the tongue around the areola. With his other hand, he gently kneaded my left breast, pulling the nipple between his fingers. My head fell back and I pushed myself into his hands. He pushed both of my breasts together, running his tongue between my nipples, then drawing them into his warm mouth. Iâm warm! Iâm warm! My hands tangled in his hair, holding his head to my chest. Please donât stop, Doctor.
He suddenly lifted his head. There was a horrified look on his face. âIâm sorry, Sarah, I justâŠâ He frowned slightly. âYour breasts are just so tempting. I couldnât resist.â
âIâm not mad at you.â I smiled weakly. âMen seem to love them.â
âDonât you?â He smiled wickedly.
âYes, but not as much as they.â He chuckled.
âHow about I just get on with the exam? No hard feelings?â
âNone whatsoever.â My eyes moved to the bulge in his trousers. âNot hard at all.â His eyes followed mine, and then it was his turn to blush. He bade me lie back on the table while he pulled out, then adjusted, the stirrups. I was staring at the ceiling absently, and then I remembered my still-wet pussy. Oh, no! My breasts were tempting enough to him, but what aboutâŠ? I relaxed. I decided that I wouldnât mind anything he had in mind from that point on.
âAt least I wonât need to use any lubricant.â Dr. Lutakowskiâs voice drifted back to my ears. I raised my head to see him smiling his smile again.
âOh, thatâŠwellâŠâ
âDonât worry, I wonât attack you or anything.â âPlease? Would you?â I thought. I felt him insert then open up the speculum. Ugh. I hate the pelvic exam. I hoped that he would just get it done and over so I could leave. If I stay any longer in this room, Iâll be tempted to
really
test the doctorâs ethics.
I heard him slip on a latex glove. I tried with all my might to relax. His gloved fingers gently prodded around the entrance to my vagina. I stared at the ceiling, counting to one hundred.
âSarah, Iâm going to need you to relax a little.â I didnât realize that I was still clenching. I slowly released my muscles. His fingers entered me, then moved up, checking my ovaries, cervix, uterusâŠroutine, routine. My juices were dripping at the idea that this handsome man had his hand inside me, the purpose didnât matter. All too soon, he pulled out. I felt the speculum being pulled out at well
âDonât move, Iâm just going to make some notes.â I heard the glove being pulled off, then thrown into the disposal receptacle. âYour ovaries and cervix felt fine, but Iâm a little worried about the size and feel of your uterus. Iâm going to schedule an ultrasound for next week. Otherwise, everything seems to be fine.â Good. Now, stop talking to me. That voice is getting me worked up again. I heard him move back to me and an intake of breath. That wasnât my breath, was it? âSarah, your vulva is absolutely beautiful. Your boyfriend must love it.â
âUh, I donât have a boyfriend.â