Why was I a virgin? I don't know, really. When I looked in the mirror I didn't think I looked that bad. I had wide, blue eyes and long, light brown hair. I was silly, sure, but a lot of girls are. I just didn't get why I was getting passed over by the guys my age. I wasn't too nerdy and I hung with a crowd that wasn't considered to be socially deficient. I just hadn't met the right guy yet and I guess I was kind of picky. That's why, when I met my boss's husband and felt something inside of me change, I took notice.
I had never felt the way I felt about him with anyone else. In fact, I was starting to wonder if I was one of those asexual people who would live with permanent virginity for the rest of my natural life. I still remember the first time that I saw Carlos, his large arms lifting a heavy box, his legs straining as he lifted it. He saw me and gave me the warmest smile. I knew I should have said hello or something but I was so flustered I must have given him the strangest look before I bolted from the room like an animal startled in the woods.
"Who was that?" I asked my boss, Angie, when he was gone.
"That was my husband, Carlos. He's hot, isn't he?" She smiled like she knew something and I was scared. I had been scoping out my boss's husband and she had seen it. I didn't know what to do. I blushed deeply with embarrassment.
"I'm so sorry. I didn't know he was your husband. I thought he was hot and I was looking. I'm so embarrassed," I admitted. "I'm so sorry. I'm so bad at this kind of stuff. I've never been with a guy before. I always screw things up somehow. You don't have anything to worry about," I tried to explain to her that I wasn't a threat but she didn't seem threatened. In fact, she looked like she was deep in thought. "Angie?"
"You're a virgin?" Angie asked me, her mouth agape. "I can't believe it. You're so beautiful. How did you manage that?"
"I don't know. I guess I never met the right guy? I don't know what's wrong with me, Angie. I just want to lose my virginity and be a normal girl and yet I can't seem to make it happen. I guess I'm only attracted to certain guys and then those guys aren't into me? I'm not sure."
"But you're attracted to Carlos?"
"Your husband? Yes! I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to be but he's very handsome. I like his muscles," I blushed, knowing I should shut up but having trouble actually being quiet about Carlos and his assets.
"It's okay! Do you want me to see if he wants to help you with your virginity?" Angie smiled warmly at me and I was shocked as I processed her words.
"You would let him devirginize me?"
"Yeah, if he was into it. I'll have to ask him first but if you're serious about wanting to lose your virginity I think I can make it happen."
"Why would you do that? He's your husband."
"I'll tell you a little secret about me but you can't tell anyone else," she leaned in as if she was telling me an important secret.
"Okay," I whispered.
"I like watching Carlos have sex with other women. He's always wanted a virgin and I really want to give you to him as a gift. Does that sound fun?" she asked me and I nodded. It did sound fun. It sounded like we would all get something we wanted out of the situation.