My loving wife and I have been together for almost thirty years now, married for the last twenty of them. We had both been married previously and neither of us were anxious to jump right back into the saddle after our divorces. Well okay, I guess maybe it was more me than her. I was happy being single for a few years after my first marriage had failed.
We've always had a good sex life. It was never dull. We enjoyed every position we could imagine and every kind of sex including anal. My wife had an insatiable appetite for sex. She was proud to tell friends that she liked to swallow. Occasionally we spiced things up with minor bondage. We even briefly experimented with water sports and some minor scat play.
One thing I could never get my wife interested in was having sex with another man or men. I always had a fantasy for watching her. Early in our relationship I had gotten her to tell me in detail about some of her sexual exploits with prior lovers. That provided fuel to the fire for me wanting to watch.
Cindy is eleven years younger than myself. She is fifty-five and I am sixty-six. For the past few years I've had difficulty in getting a full erection. I also have issues with premature ejaculation.
Due to heart issues I'm unable to take Viagra or other erectile dysfunction medications. Our wonderful sex life has all but disappeared. I still pleasure my wife orally but the only thing hard she gets between her legs is the dildo I bought for her. While she claims to be happy with what we do, I feel bad for not being able to give her the pleasure of a good hard cock between her legs.
Because of my performance issues I've started pushing more for my wife to have sex with other men. I would truly enjoy seeing the pleasure she would get but she continues to be adamant against it.
Cindy claims that she couldn't enjoy sex without also having the intimate feelings of making love. I've tried to convince her that having sex for the pleasure it provides is really no different than masturbation. I thought it was a valid argument but she still wouldn't budge on her standards.
Despite my wife's insistence that she wouldn't do it, I never gave up on the idea of watching her with another man. Every so often I continue to bring up the idea without pushing it too hard on her.
The first time I sensed my wife's attitude was changing was one evening when we watched some porn together online. We often do that now to spice things up a bit. On this particular night I picked a video showing a women enjoying sex with four men at the same time.
Cindy watched but didn't say much throughout the video. Even though this was something I very much enjoyed I hadn't picked a video with that topic before since it seemed to be something my wife wasn't into. I hoped I wasn't pushing the idea too hard.
I got the answer very quickly. When I went down on her orally afterwards, her pussy was as wet and slimy as I ever remembered it being. It took little time before she pulled my head tight into her crotch and moaned loudly with orgasmic pleasure.
For the entire evening Cindy seemed more turned on than I had seen her in a number of years. Despite her obvious pleasure she still never mentioned the video and I never questioned her on it.
A few weeks later another incident occurred that really got me thinking she had changed her mind about being fucked by a group of men. It was a Saturday morning. I had some errands to run and was gone for a few hours.
When I returned, my wife was in an incredibly happy mood. It's not that she isn't always in a good mood but this time seemed more pronounced.
That afternoon Cindy went shopping while I did some yard work. When I put my sweaty shirt in the hamper, my wife's panties were laying on top. They were noticeably wet in the gusset. I couldn't resist checking them out.
Cindy's panties were absolutely soaked with her juices. There was no doubt she had masturbated that morning when I was gone and I wondered what had got her so turned on.
I went to the computer to see if she had been watching any porn as that is what she likes to do when she masturbates. When I checked the history I found she had watched three videos. Each involved a female participating in a gang bang.
My heart began to beat with excitement. It appeared that at long last my wife was coming around to the idea of having sex with multiple men, and hopefully with me watching.
I didn't say anything to her that day about the computer or her masturbating. A few nights later I broached the subject and got pretty much her usual no interest response. It confused me yet it seemed that deep down inside she was more interested than she was letting on.
The next time we watched porn together it was Cindy's turn to choose the video. I was absolutely shocked when she picked a gang bang video where the husband was watching his wife. I looked at her curiously but didn't say anything and she smiled.
As we watched the video I could tell she was getting into it. During a scene where the woman was sucking one guy while being fucked by another she moaned faintly and sighed.
"Oh god, that is so hot."
I again looked at her with curiosity.
"So you like that?"
"Mmmm, uh-huh."
I was loving it and enjoyed letting her watch. After the woman had fucked and sucked in every position she was laying on the bed with her legs spread. She looked at her husband who had watched every moment.
"It's your turn honey. Come eat my delicious creamy cum filled cunt."
My wife looked at me.
"And that's what you want to do?"
"I would love it!"
Cindy shook her head as if in disbelief. Nothing more was said until the video was over. I looked at her with eager anticipation.
"So what do you think? Are you game?"
"It is hot but I really don't think I could just have sex with someone for the fun of it. I'm sorry. Besides, I can't imagine any guy wanting to get it on with my fat flabby middle aged body. I'd be embarrassed to have a stranger see me naked."
"What do you mean? You have a great body and you're sexy as hell. There are lots of men who would jump your bones in a heartbeat "
"Thanks, but you're my husband. I know I'm fat and I'm sorry for being that way."
The conversation went nowhere after that. My wife was very self conscious of her looks. I knew it wouldn't matter what I said, I couldn't convince her.
Cindy had always been a little chunky and she gained several pounds after getting a full hysterectomy. She had to quit taking the hormone pills that helped alleviate weight gain due to a high risk of cancer in her family. Although my wife exercised regularly it didn't seem to help.
At five foot two and one hundred eighty-five pounds, my wife had gone past chunky to chubby. She didn't mind that her thirty-six inch C cup breasts had gotten a bit bigger but Cindy hated that her big butt had gotten bigger, fatter and more flabby. She also hated the fleshy paunch hanging over her pubic area. Despite her weight gain, to me she was still an attractive woman.
After that night I started thinking that maybe I should just make it happen. There was no longer any doubt in my mind that my wife would enjoy it. I needed to find the right time and place. I also needed to find some men who would be interested in having sex with my wife while allowing me to watch.
For our twentieth wedding anniversary celebration Cindy and I went to a resort and casino for a weekend. We arrived on Friday night and enjoyed a nice romantic dinner. Most of our time on Saturday was spent around the pool and after dinner that evening we headed to the casino.
Cindy wore white leggings with a loose fitting bright colored print top. She felt comfortable and I have to say that she looked fabulous.
Neither Cindy or I are big gamblers. She does enjoy the roulette table and that is generally where she spends most of her time. I play some too but for the most part I just hang with her and watch.
After about an hour at the table Cindy was up a few dollars and continued to play. She is very outgoing and was enjoying the group at her table. Included were three men. Each appeared to be in their late thirties or early forties, average build, tan, and reasonably good looking.
My wife after having a few drinks was her usual outgoing happy and somewhat flirty self with the three guys. They seemed to be without female companionship and seeing that I had no objections flirted back.
One other thing I noticed about the three men, they seemed to like my wife's butt. There were times when Cindy bent over to place chips on the table, her top pulled up enough to allow a view of her lace panties noticeably showing through her white leggings. I saw them looking every time.
As Cindy continued to play I took a break and went to the restroom. While standing at the urinal, one of the three men from the roulette table stepped up next to me. We acknowledged each other and as we washed our hands we began to chat.
"It looks like your wife is having fun. I think she won a nice amount right after you walked away."