*Author's note- This is the third installment of the Goddess series. This chapter will make more sense and be much more meaningful if you read the previous Goddess stories—
Goddess
and
Leaving Heaven Behind
—first.
Blondie
I woke up first, my mind groggy. I saw Mark, eyes closed, mouth open and drooling, as per usual, but why was he so close? And why was his hair brown? And why the hell was he wearing a mask?
Then everything that had happened the night before came rushing back to me.
Sara.
I smiled, feeling my own mask nudging my cheeks. I woke up staring at Mark most mornings, sans masks, from my own bed across our dorm room, and the dark hair mine, not his. I ran a hand across my head, feeling hair that was now shorter and much, much blonder than it had been 48 hours before.
I contentedly stretched my entire body—arms to the headboard, toes to the edge of the bed—enjoying the soft sheets. Surprised at how much I was enjoying them, actually. If you'd have asked me a second earlier if I'd been completely satisfied after the previous night, I would have shouted, 'FUCK YES!' without a second's hesitation. The tent below my bellybutton apparently had a dissenting opinion. There was a good chance nothing except dust would come out once it got worked on, but I was willing to test that theory.
I was disappointed not to wake up next to Sara—she must have been in the bathroom. Mark was starting to stir, his own tent suggesting he'd be game for a group shower.
It hit me that I hadn't even considered sneaking into the bathroom to have Sara to myself. I probably would have done it in a heartbeat just a couple of days ago, but now it would feel...wrong. And I was surprisingly okay with that.
I'd had real concerns that this weekend would be the end of our friendship, but the plan Mark and I had conceived had worked—just not at all the way we'd intended. The end result was better than I could have imagined, even if we'd joked about it. I never saw it coming, and I'd be willing to bet a million dollars that Mark hadn't, either.
I guess neither of us should have been so surprised by something years in the making.
Dark-Hair
My friendship with Jeff should have started with an acrimonious beginning—it would make for a better story—but the truth is we fell ass-backwards into friendship, and it had worked for us from day one. It was fate that we were thrown into the same dorm room as freshman, and even the misfortune of our other two miserable roommates brought us closer together; nothing cements a good friendship like hating the same people. That was what brought Sara into our lives, too.
Sara was great, but she was also torture, though neither Jeff nor I would admit it for a very long time.
The first time I saw her, she was laughing with one of the aforementioned roommates just outside of our dorm room, and it was abundantly clear to me she was too good for him. That impression could have been due to the fact that Dave was an absolute douche, but it was more likely because it took all of my self-control to not kiss her hard and fuck her right there against the wall.
I wasn't sure why she affected me the way that she did, but good god, she absolutely did. I practically salivated at the thought of her pale skin yielding under my hands, her large breasts in my mouth, her soft body under mine. It took me a really long time before I could talk to her without fantasizing about stripping her out of whatever clothes she was wearing to run my hands over every curve of her body. I mean, I still fantasized about it, but I was also able to carry on a conversation.
The only reason I never acted on my cravings was because Sara was...cool. Like, crazy cool. Smart, funny, sweet, sarcastic—basically perfect. She didn't date douchebag Dave for long, but by the end of their short relationship, Jeff and I had both bonded with her, friendship cemented.
Friend-zoned would be the wrong term for what we had with Sara, because that would imply girls are things you put niceness into for sex to pop out of, and that's a pretty pathetic way of thinking. But it didn't ever feel there was a right time to try and make my relationship with her something more. For one thing, Jeff was
always
with us, and on the rare occasion he wasn't, Sara sought him out. It would have broken my heart if it had been anyone else—or if she didn't search for me the same way when she was alone with Jeff.
For our part, Jeff and I refused to admit how we felt about her to each other. It was the only thing we'd ever lied to each other about, but in a lot of ways it was okay because we refused to admit it to ourselves, too. Then Sara mentioned there was a certain cologne she really liked, and the next day both of us showed up with an industrial-sized bottle of it.
Jeff's eyes were wide when he saw I had one, too.
"Sara?"
"Sara."
All we could do was shrug and grin. After that, our crush was open conversation, though neither of us knew what to do about it anymore than we had before.
Blondie
Eyes still closed, Mark yawned loudly, and stretched as deeply as I had. Turning my way, he grinned at me and tapped his mask.
"Do you think she's ready to take these off yet?"
"Unless she's showering in it. Let's go give her a surprise."
Mark shifted his mask on top of his head and rubbed his eyes, yawning loudly again.
"Yeah, sounds good. Should we unmask here or in there?"
I thought about Sara dropping to her knees and pulling off our costumes before she started stroking and sucking on our cocks. My tent got bigger.
"In there. She'll appreciate the drama."
Mark slipped the mask back over his face while we rolled out of bed. I saw the bathroom door was slightly ajar, but I couldn't hear water running.
I pushed it completely open, the room was dark.
"Sara?"
I flipped the light on an empty room.
"Well...fuck. I didn't see that coming."
Mark took the words out of my mouth. He was the first one to see the note; I was too busy staring at an empty shower with intense disappointment, erection deflating. He pulled his mask off with one hand and the note off of the mirror with the other. He read it quietly then passed it to me and I did the same. The "adhesive" was still damp. It smelled like her, and revived my hard on, but I was still disappointed that she was gone. We must have just missed her.
"She...she really didn't know it was us. There were a couple of times I could have sworn she did."
Mark shook his head.
"Me too. Damn, I wouldn't have guessed our costumes would be quite so effective."
He laughed.
"Of course, I wouldn't have guessed anything that happened last night would have happened, ever."
I couldn't disagree.
We decided to take advantage of the large shower before we made the walk of shame to our own hotel and drove home. I offered to let him go first, but Mark scoffed.
"Dude, after last night, I think we can shower together."
I laughed and turned the water on; Mark shut the door behind us. The shower was enormous—it felt as big as the communal shower in our dorm. We each claimed a section of jets and passed the soap back and forth.
I lathered and could feel Sara's hands on my body. Her mouth on mine, working her way down my chest, my stomach...I suddenly realized my cock was very clean. With an embarrassed grin, I looked over at Mark only to see him stroking his soapy cock as well. He returned my grin with a smirk of his own.
"Sorry, man. I can't stop thinking about her."
I displayed my aching erection.
"You're not the only one."
I started stroking myself again, seeing Sara in front of me, under me, on top of me, remembering how I'd come in her soft mouth and her wet pussy and her tight ass. I groaned as my come flew hard and fast from under my fist. I opened my eyes to see Mark, wide-eyed. I gave him a questioning look.
"I was going to apologize for coming on you, but then you came all over me!"
We stared at each other, then burst out laughing. With all of the hot water jets pelting us, I never would have known if he hadn't said anything.
"It would have been a much bigger deal 24 hours ago."
He was right again.
Dark-Hair
At first, I was worried that being fixated on the same girl would tear me and Jeff apart, but it surprisingly had the opposite effect; it was cathartic to talk about her without trying to pretend she was just a friend or any other random girl. Sometimes when we were a little sleep-deprived and feeling punchy, we'd speculate about the body she hid beneath the over-sized clothes she wore, or whether the rest of her body was as soft as her hands. We'd share details about glimpses of cleavage or thighs from minor wardrobe malfunctions. More than once, it led to both of us discretely jacking off under our covers while we talked over fantasies—we knew what the other was doing, obviously, but we didn't acknowledge it. It should have been insanely awkward, but because it was Jeff, it wasn't, not even when it got to the point we could toss lotion or tissues at each other on request.
We both dated other girls on and off, but never for long. Not only were personalities incompatible in even the hottest girls, it was obvious to both of us that Sara meant more than any of them. Unfortunately, it was just as obvious that if one of us did manage to cultivate a romance with her, the other was going to be left out in the cold. That sucked. And it sucked for years, because Jeff and I were simultaneously afraid of both rejection
and
success.
Whether it was proximity or something more, the three of us hung out, studied, you name it, on a regular basis. Jeff and I decided to stay in the dorms each year just to be close to her, afraid we'd fall out of her life if we moved off campus.
One ordinary night in her dorm room, Jeff motioned to me to stand guard at the door when she ran to the bathroom. He mouthed
'Is she gone?'
I nodded and he immediately started messing with her computer I chastised him in a harsh whisper.
"Dude! What are you doing?"
He took a picture of the screen with his phone and put everything back the way it had been when she left.
"I'll explain later. Sit down."
Later that night in the safety of our own dorm room, he pulled up the screen on his phone and found the page on his laptop. It was the last thing I would've expected from Sara, but my pants got tight at the thought of her just
looking
at the page.
It was a confirmation for a room at Caesar's Palace and a ticket to their annual Hedonism Masquerade. My mouth hung open—Sara,
our
Sara, was planning to go to a notoriously debauched party...ostensibly to get laid.
"No way."
"Totally true, dude."
Jeff pointed at the dates.
"Look—it's the day after her forensics tournament, which is