"Honey, are you sure about this?" Ken simply grinned at my question.
My husband of two years just asked me if I wanted to visit a glory hole with him and I was amazed at his question. Hell, I didn't even know there was a glory hole anywhere near us. In fact, I didn't even know what a glory hole was until I married Ken. I was twenty-three and he was twenty-five, and yet I was still somewhat inexperienced.
The idea filled me with several different feelings. First, I was disgusted by the idea of a glory hole, a place where women went simply to suck off a bunch of strange men. Second, I was excited by the idea of a glory hole, a place where women went simply to suck off a bunch of strange men. Third, I was concerned about the emotional impact on our marriage. Ours wasn't a perfect marriage but it was good enough that both of us were fairly happy, and I was trusting that it would get better as time went on. But me on my knees sucking off strangers while he watched? I never considered that idea as a means to improving our marriage, and I had no idea how he would react to the idea once it happened.
Hell, I had no idea how I would react! Would I like it? Would I want to go back later and do it again? Would I be satisfied with my husband ever again? I looked at Ken and asked my question again, serious misgivings in my heart.
"Honey, are you sure about this?" He laughed and gave me what I should have known was a very predictable answer.
"Suzi, the idea of you sucking off a bunch of strange men turns me on so much I think I will be hard for a week." And he grinned at me, but his sincerity showed in his eyes.
"Come on, honey, you like my cum, don't you?" His question required no answer.
"Well, yes, but..."
"And I wasn't your first, right?" I was almost embarrassed at this question.
"Well, no, but..."
"Then we should try this once and see if we like it." He said that as if his comment ended the discussion, and I guess maybe it did. I smiled at him, and probably looked as nervous as I felt.
Hell, nervous didn't begin to describe my feelings. I was terrified!
"But do we even have a glory hole around here?" He laughed at my question without answering. Three minutes later we pulled into the cracked and broken parking lot of an old gas station that looked abandoned. Yet I counted eleven cars in the parking lot.
Ken turned off the car and opened his door. Suddenly, I was shaking so badly that I couldn't grab the door handle. In fact, I was trembling so hard that Ken had to open the door for me, as if he was actually a gentleman. I stepped out of the car, trying hard to keep from falling on my face out of an inability to place my feet on the ground properly. I gulped hard and looked around me as if searching for a place to run and hide. But before I could make a move, Ken grabbed my hand and pulled me toward a unmarked and unpainted door in an unmarked and unpainted wall with only a small light bulb above to light the door handle. Ken never hesitated as he pulled the door open and walked into a barely-lit room. But he jerked to a halt when I stopped before entering the place. He quickly turned to me and looked into my eyes.
"Look, Suzi, if you really don't want to do this, then we will go back to the car. But you and I both know that there is something deep inside you that wants to try it once. So, do you want to walk away wondering about this experience for the rest of your life? Or do you want to try it once just to see what it is like?" He waited for a response without a word, but still holding onto my hand. I looked down at that hand, not sure what to say or do. And Ken showed more wisdom than normal with his next words.
"Honey, I will be with you every minute. You will be safe with me there, I promise." And then he shut up, almost as if he knew that the next one to speak would lose. I looked at him in silence for another couple of seconds and a voice from the almost dark room broke the silence.
"Coming or going, people. You are letting in the mosquitoes." I jumped, startled by a voice coming from a room I assumed was empty.
"Coming." The word almost squeaked out, sounding nothing like my own voice. I took a step into the room and closed the door behind me. Ken stood there for a second and then gently kissed me on the cheek. Turning, he led me over to a desk that I had not seen and spoke to a man almost hidden in the darkness.
"Do you have an open booth tonight?" I was surprised that Ken actually sounded like he knew what he was doing. Briefly, I wondered how many times he had been here before. And then I spent several seconds wondering if he had ever taken a woman here before. And then the man behind the desk asked me a question.
"Are either one of you in law enforcement?" We both declared we were not with any law enforcement agency in any way. Both Ken and I smoked with regularity and we had even experimented with pills, so we would never work with any law enforcement organization in any way, and it showed in our words. Then the faceless man spoke directly to me.