Author's note: All sex in this made-up story involves humans aged 18+ who do not expect what happens. It is not rape but what happens to this Loving Fiancé is not exactly consensual. Views expressed are not necessarily the author's. Your constructive comments are welcome. If you like this entry in the Winter Holidays 2014 Contest, join the 1% and VOTE!
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Gift Box
She was all she had to give
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Grace Kim was nervous as hell. You might be twitchy, too, if you were tightly scrunched-up stark naked inside a not-too-large gift box. Like Grace, you would likely squirm, queasy but hopeful, waiting in your fiancé's living room. Waiting for him to come home; waiting for contact; waiting for his reactions.
Surprise! That is what Grace wanted. And happy laughter, lascivious laughter. And expressions of lust. And love. And... acceptance.
Grace had carefully prepared the scene.
A trip to K-Mart for a cheap bicycle, just for the right size box. (She donated the bike to a youth center.) Careful decoration of the box to render a perfect this-is-for-you Christmas gift look. Careful punching of thumb-size air holes -- she would be inside for an unknown time. Hiding her Vespa behind her fiancé Benito's garage and sneaking into his faux-adobe house on Tucson, Arizona's east side that warm Winter Solstice afternoon, a week before the scheduled wedding. (All okay -- Benito gave her the keys.) Arranging the room. Stripping, and hiding her clothes under the sofa. Powdering and scenting her body
just right
. Climbing into the tight box. Pulling it shut from the inside. Crouching on hands and knees.
And waiting. Benito should be home soon.
The box was not huge but neither was she. Even tightly packed, she did not feel stressed or compressed. The air temperature was comfortable. She felt some little perspiration at body joins, and her pussy... well, her pussy was getting wet, she had to admit that. She was getting excited.
Four days till Christmas. Three days beyond till the wedding and reception in Tohono Chul Park's main gallery. Then on to their New Year's honeymoon in Mazatlan. And why was she here now? She thought she knew.
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Grace Kim's family ran an Asian market and reputedly the best Korean BBQ eatery in greater Tucson. Cat-corner from their site at a busy intersection, Benito Borges' family ran a Latino market and allegedly the best Salvadoran
loncheria
in the area, renowned for shrimp-stuffed
pupusas
.
Grace and Benito had vaguely know each other all their lives. Benito was a year older so they rarely interacted in public school. They really met when Grace started in the drama program at the nearby community college. She was fascinated with stage design: scenery, lights and sound. He concentrated on direction and production. The inevitable: they got together. But not easily.
The senior Kims were old-school Methodists with old-country morality. They tried to imprint their offspring with their values.
"You still a good girl, Grace? You haven't disgraced yourself or anything?"
Grace was helping her mom Naomi inventory the store's stockroom early that year. As usual, they talked. As usual, Naomi embarrassed her daughter.
"I mean, you're hanging out with that Bore-hays boy all the time. He's not too bad and neither is his family, but... well, you know how those Catholic boys are with sin and confession. Do whatever they want, confess it, do it again. You've got to make sure you're protected." Naomi marked her checklist and moved to another shelf.
Grace felt herself flushing.
"Yeah Mom, I'm on the pill, you know that. You got me the prescription. But I haven't done anything, not with Benito, not with anyone."
"You'd just better be careful. Don't want to be married with a big belly - or worse yet, not married."
Grace blushed again. "Mom..." she whined, and turned away.
"Oh, go on, get going, I'll finish this myself. You have schoolwork, right?"
Yes, Grace had schoolwork. Yes, she thought about Benito. Yes, she masturbated. Are you surprised?
Grace spent that year growing closer to Benito. Invisible sparks flew when their hands brushed as they passed scripts and design notes and sheets back and forth. They touched. They kissed. They fondled. First base, second base... but Grace was reluctant to move beyond, not yet.
Thanksgiving took them almost to third base.
Thanksgiving Day in USA usually means family gatherings and feastings. The following day, Black Friday, is for insane hyper-materialistic shop-a-thons and vicious bargain-grabbing. Grace and Benito sat out that greedy day.
The womenfolk went shopping early, leaving the men to somehow run things. Grace was invited to ride her salmon-pink Vespa scooter to Benito's rental cottage instead. The day was fresh; a recent late-autumn cloudburst filled the air with spicy desert scents. Grace felt like anything could happen. It did.
"Oh yes, I'll marry you!" Grace cried. Joy streamed down her face.
They were sitting on his sofa listening to quiet Mizrahi music when he pulled out a little jeweler's box and popped the question. After gasping (not quite a shreik) Grace released her death-grip hug on Benito and held out her hand. He slid the symbolic bauble on her finger and claimed her as his own.
They embraced and kissed. Their shirts disappeared, then his tank top and her bra. Hands and mouths explored upper bodies. When fingers tugged at Grace's waist, she pulled back and held his head between her hands. She kissed him and gazed happy-sad into his eyes.
"Is something wrong, baby?" he asked.
"No more yet, Benito, not yet. Not till we're married. It wouldn't be right."
They talked about the when, where and how of sex. Talked, not argued. Benito already knew better than to argue with a woman. There was no way he could win.
"No fucking or sucking till after the wedding? You're sure?" Benito almost begged.
"I'm very sure. When I say
I DO
I'll be all yours." Grace's Methodist upbringing whispered instructions in her ear.
"Then let's get married right away! I'll see how soon I can arrange it."
The new fiancés were cozily cuddling half-naked on Benito's bed late that afternoon when Grace's phone sang
Mama Said
.
"Hi Mom, what's up?"
"Where are you, young lady? You're late! You're supposed to be back here to help setup for tomorrow."
Benito rolled on the bed. The old boxsprings squeaked.
"What was that? Are you at that boy's place?"
"Oh Mom, we're engaged!"
"Engaged? Engaged in what?"
Engaged in heavy necking, she giggled to herself.
"Engaged to be married! Wait a second, I'll show you."
She snapped a picture of the ring on her hand and sent it to Naomi.
"What? You're going to marry him? Not in the church, I hope, 'cause you'll have to convert, and you know our family won't like this much. His probably won't, either, not unless you convert; I know Julian and Maria well enough. Well, congratulations. Now get your tush back here, pronto."
"Okay Mom, right away."
Grace rolled into Benito and kissed him. He had heard her conversation.
"We'll be fine, Benny baby. We don't need to elope. But how about in a month? Right between Christmas and New Year's. Then our anniversary parties can just be part of the holiday season."
"Yeah, that's a good time," he said, lights figuratively flashing in his head. "We can do it on-stage in the school theater, stage it as a wedding play that's the real thing! I'll put video crews on it. And we can get that Unitarian gal to officiate. And-"
Grace silenced him with another kiss.
"And we can work out the details later 'cause I've got to scoot now." She had already donned and arranged her clothes. She pulled sneakers back on her feet and grabbed her scooter duffle.
She held him close. "I love you so much, Benito!" And then she scooted.
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She loved him so much! But... she worried. (Of
course
she worried. Women
always
worry about sex. Worry is mandatory.)
They spent as much time together as possible but schoolwork and family business chores limited their private encounters. Grace carefully shepherded their face-offs and hands-ons. Kissing, yes; slurping, no. Pants on and intact.
Benito was frustrated but patient. (Was he getting any on the side? I will never tell!)
Grace was frustrated but conflicted. I want him, she thought. But I have to admit that I am afraid of him. Not just him, not just because he is who he is. No, she self-confessed, I am afraid of sex. And I am afraid of how I will change and how change will be forced on me. A whole new world... am I ready for a whole new world?
How would an outside observer describe Grace? "She's pretty inexperienced and very reserved sexually and that has caused some tension between them." Tension, yes, that is the right word. Grace felt the band joining her to Benito being twisted tight.
I can wait, Grace told herself. I
have
to wait. But I
cannot
wait! But I
will
wait. But I... she broke down in confusion. She felt (and looked a little) like a dazed squirrel. What do do? What to do?
And that is why she crouched stark naked inside a just-large-enough gift box.
She had decided to show Benito she would "give herself to him completely". And this evening: a sneak preview. She told him she would be shopping today. That was a distraction. This was the real thing. It's showtime, folks.