This is part of a series. This Chapter does not stand on its own. Please read from Chapter one.
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On the journey down to Jackie's place on the following Sunday I Thought things over yet again. I had to deal with Graham and I had to be kind to him. He is a good man and would make someone else a good partner. The split wouldn't be too difficult in practical terms, we'd always had separate finances and the flat was his. I didn't have that much in the way of clothes or other things; it would all fit in a trunk, I thought.
Then I wondered how it would go with Jackie. What if our sex had just been a short-lived thing for her? A sort of holiday romance! I nearly laughed out loud at the idea of having a holiday romance with someone who'd been my closest friend for more than ten years. These thoughts at least clarified in my mind the fact that I wanted a sexual relationship with her to continue and that I'd be disappointed if it didn't. I needn't have worried. When I arrived she hugged and kissed me very meaningfully.
"Are you hungry Gail? I've made a casserole. It can be heated very quickly."
"Maybe later. I'd rather have you on a plate."
She smiled and led me to the bedroom. We made long, slow love, neither of us coming for ages. Then we showered together and Jackie helped me unpack. Then we ate.
"You realise this isn't a holiday for me? I'll be at work all day."
"Of course, darling. Don't worry. I'll have to see Graham tomorrow evening, but I hope it won't take long. He must have guessed that I won't be going back to him. And then I'll have to go into work and throw myself on their mercy. I just walked away, you know. But I'm hoping I can persuade them to still give me a reference."
"You worked for them for years, didn't you? With no problems? That ought to count for something. What reason are you going to give them for leaving so suddenly?"
"I dunno. Any ideas?"
"How about a mother suddenly struck down needing care?"
"Hmm, I don't really want to tell an outright lie."
"No, well you wouldn't. Ok, unspecified personal reasons then. They'll probably think there's a man involved. If only they knew! Remember, hun, you have a right to do what you want."
Jackie rose early for work so we were in bed again by ten-thirty and she was asleep by eleven after a quickie. I lay awake for a while just enjoying being with her. She left in the morning without waking me, which was considerate of her, but I'd rather she'd woken and fucked me. I wanted to make the best of every minute with her.
I texted Graham asking if it was ok to see him that evening. He just sent back "Ok". He wasn't hostile when I went round but he was very cold and sullen. I suppose I didn't deserve anything better. I packed the few things I wanted saying I'd have the trunk collected next day. He offered to take it to work with him so it could be collected from there more easily. So he was quite happy to be rid of me quite quickly. He let me off any possible financial ties, too. I didn't give him my address, though of course he could read it on the trunk. He didn't ask me anything about my new life, I suppose he assumed I was with another man. He seemed resigned; I felt relief. Not too bad for either of us. I was back at Jackie's before eight. She wrapped her arms around me to offer comfort, but I didn't really need it.
"It was the right thing, then, love."