Jen's husband was getting ready to go off on one of his business trips. She sat on the edge of the bed watching him pack his case.
'You know Jen, these days I always get butterflies in my stomach when I'm getting ready to go away. I think about that crazy situation you created with Pete and those other guys and it unsettles me. I'm like two different people - split personality. Part of me experiences hell of a turn on remembering how it looked on the screen, seeing how you let yourself be used, then rationality takes over and my brain screams at me, telling me nothing like that must ever happen again. I know I've asked you before several times - but I can't believe that you never have regrets or experience pangs of guilt.'
'I'm afraid I don't, Joe - I think you're in denial - you enjoyed watching me - more than you are prepared to admit. Remember that the idea of me having sex with other men began in your head. And the memory of it still dominates our sex life - you're the one who keeps insisting that I describe what they did and how it made me feel. Do you not sometimes wish it could happen again?'
'I'm not sure I'd be able to handle it. Anyway, it's probably a good thing that Pete moved away, it's hardly likely to happen again.'
Jen looked at Joe's crotch and saw his cock was erect.
'I notice that you haven't totally dismissed the idea!' Jen pointed out, with a naughty smirk on her face.
'Sure, you could get some guy willing to have sex with you, but you're not likely to run into a bunch of guys like the ones who came with Pete.'
Jen said nothing, thinking it best to keep her thoughts to herself - at least for the time being.
The subject wasn't mentioned again for a couple of days after Joe left for the Continent. Jen and her husband chatted online but she let him concentrate on his work; she would know when the work pressure eased. On the third evening when Joe went online Jen had a surprise for him.
'Bloody hell, Jen, how come you're dressed like that - where are you going?
That skirt's a bit damn short!'
Jen took off the little jacket she had on. Underneath she was wearing an almost sheer, very tight low cut top that didn't leave much to the imagination.
'I'm going out for a drink with Mary, though she may not be staying out long, I might finish up drinking on my own.'
'What the hell are you up to, Jen?'
'For months I've watched how excited you get when we talk about the men I had sex with while you watched me on that Zoom call. I bet you're excited and aroused now seeing me dressed like this - and on my way out for the evening - wondering what I might get up to!'
'You're going out to pick up a man?'
'Oh, no, Joe, that would be boring. Not one man, and preferably more than two. Three or four men would be much more interesting - like it was the last time. You said it couldn't happen again, but it just might! I know you'd like it if I brought home some men and I let you watch them use me - let them do whatever they liked to me. I've heard that all the hotels in town are full due to a big conference that's taking place. So all the bars will be full of men looking for some fun while they're away from their wives. Are you feeling aroused now Joe?'
'Is this a joke, or are you testing me to see if it turns me on?'
'I already know that it turns you on Joe. Not just the thought, not just the fantasy, you want to see the real thing, experience the same thrill you got the last time you saw me with other men. And I want to experience that same thrill again too, Joe. I'd love nothing more than to bring home several men and let you watch, from a distance as I'm made to submit to all manner of dirty sex acts. I'm going out now Joe; I may not meet any suitable men tonight, but if not then I'll try again tomorrow night.'
Jen ended the Zoom call, took her coat, left the house, and climbed into the car of her friend, Mary.
'I'll stay and have one drink with you, Jen, and then you're on your own. I'm astounded by your plan and would love to know more, but I can't let my husband get wind of me being involved; I'm almost jealous of you, to be honest.'
Shortly after, the two women entered the spacious public lounge of an upmarket hotel that was playing host to a business conference. They approached the bar, ordering drinks, noticing that already they were being eyed up by several men. Taking a table that offered a good all round vantage point they waited to see if any predatory men would make a move on them.
Jen and Mary chatted away while sipping their drinks maintaining an air of normality, though Jen's eyes constantly scoured the room, weighing up the predominately male occupants, noticing which ones looked like they might be on the prowl for a willing woman; she concentrated her observations on small groups of three or four men, who she noticed were ogling the few females in the room, undressing them with their eyes.
When Jen noticed that Mary's glass was almost empty she persuaded her to have a second, though reminding Jen she was driving, Mary asked for a lemonade. Walking to the bar to order, Jen intentionally chose a crowded corner, standing amongst a group of high spirited men.
'Are you and your friend here for the conference?' one of the men asked. Jen was pleased that they had obviously caught the eye of the men.
'There is full waiter service in the private lounge if you wanted somewhere quieter, less raucous.'
'I'm not a resident, just here for a drink,' Jen told him. She noted that three of the group were taking note of her response.
'Ah! So you are both locals - no point in asking if you'd like to accompany us on a walk around some of the other establishments in the town - you will already be familiar with them.'
'My friend can't stay long; in any case she wouldn't want anyone telling her husband they'd seen her on the town with a group of other men. Apart from that she's driving - she kindly gave me a lift here, and she's stayed for a quick drink.'
'So are you waiting for someone?'
Jen looked at each man in turn as she answered.
'No, I'm out on my own, hoping I'd find some good company.'
'I see you're wearing a wedding ring - or are you a free spirit now?' Jen was asked.
'My husband is away on business.'
The interest of the men perked up.
'While the cat's away... etc..., as the saying goes. Are you out looking for some fun?'
'Might be - are you guys, looking for some fun?' Jen asked, giving them a knowing look. There was no answer.
'I'll have to rejoin my friend - we can chat more when she leaves if you like.'
The men took her up on the offer. When Mary expressed her envy before making a quick exit one of the men came over to her table.
'Have you drawn the longest straw?' Jen asked laughing.
When the man smiled thinking he had succeeded in winning her company for the rest of the evening she disappointed him.
'No offence but I haven't come out to find a man - singular - I hoped you'd all entertain me.'
The guy, feeling a bit put out, rose to return to his friends at the bar; Jen followed him.
'How about we all move on to a normal pub - somewhere less formal, a bit more relaxed?' Jen suggested.
The men liked the idea.