Chapter 20: Aftermath or Warm-up?
I was studying for finals when Alexis returned to our room around noon, doing the quintessential walk of shame. Her hair was messy, her make-up was smeared, her skimpy mini-dress was rumpled, and she was carrying her heels in her hand. When she opened the door, we looked at each other—her with what looked like a mixture of guilt and shame, and me with trepidation and uncertainty. Neither of us said anything at first. She closed the door and exhaled.
"Where are Ty and Chris?" I asked.
"They each went to their rooms to shower, change, and nap. I'm going to do the same," she replied, and began to undress. She wasn't wearing panties or a bra. I noticed that she had hickeys on her neck, breasts, and ass. She reeked of sweat and sex.
"Um, so how did it go at Desiré's?"
"It was amazing," she sighed while she wrapped her torso in a towel. She walked over to me and gave me a quick peck on the forehead. "I'll tell you more later. I'm too tired to talk right now. Let me shower and sleep first. Then I'll give you all the dirty details." With that, she walked out the door toward the bathroom.
I texted Chris, but he didn't answer. He was probably in the shower or sleeping already. It made me feel anxious. I decided to go to the library to study so Alexis could have a dark and quiet room to sleep in. I finally saw all three of them in the dining hall at dinner, but since there were other people around, we just sat there awkwardly, making small talk. At least they appeared clean and refreshed rather than messy and used. That would have made seeing them harder for me.
After dinner, we all went back to our room. Alexis and Ty sat on the edge of her bed. I sat on mine. Chris stood, looking unsure of where to sit.
"So?" I said loudly, with a bit more of an edge to my voice than I wanted. There was silence. "Is anyone going to talk to me about last night?"
"Of course," responded Alexis. "I told you I would fill you in after I recovered."
"Was it
that
strenuous? You needed recovery time?"
She hesitated and looked at Ty and Chris. "Well, yeah, actually."
"Shit." I wanted them to have a good time, but jealousy and not knowing what happened was getting the better of me.
"We didn't get much sleep," added Ty.
"Because you were fucking all night?"
"Well, yeah," he answered.
"Babe," began Chris, "that was the plan, right? You knew about this ahead of time." He could tell I was battling ugly feelings. He sat next to me. "I thought you wanted us to go with her."
"I
did
want you to go with her. Of course I knew about it. And I wanted you to... I don't know... experience it, I guess. I'm sorry. I'm just feeling left out. And I know I don't have a right to feel that way, especially because I went with Lance and YasmÃn. But... I don't know, I guess I feel jealous and left behind because I want to be with you..." My eyes welled up with tears.
Chris sat next to me, put his arm around my shoulder, and squeezed me. "I'm here with you now."
"I know. Thanks, babe." I sniffed.
"Do you actually want to hear the details?" asked Alexis tentatively. "We don't have to tell you."
"I guess I don't really want to hear everything. Just tell me the gist of how it went. If I want to hear more, I'll ask."
"Well, when we got there, she poured drinks, because that's what bartenders do. Then, we went to the balcony. I didn't realize that she lived so close to Rendezvous and From Famine to Feast!"
"I know. That surprised me too. Pretty convenient, huh?"
"Yeah, she's right in the middle of the action."
"So to speak," joked Ty. They laughed and I shook my head at his corny word play. Ty being Ty helped break the ice. It felt like we might be heading back to our normal interactions.
"She waved at the neighbors across the street," said Chris.
"Oh, the tall guy and the short girl with the nice tits?" I asked.
"Yeah, how did you know? Did..."
"Let's just say that I've waved to them from the balcony too. I think I know where this part of the story is going." We all laughed—even me—and they razzed me for my hypocrisy. I was starting to feel better now that we were finally talking. It was way more comfortable to hear them tell the story than to not know what had happened.
"Well, Desiré kind of orchestrated the whole evening, just like Lance does," continued Chris.
"Yeah, it was hot," picked up Alexis. "She had the guys stand at the rail out in the open while we undressed them from behind. We jacked off the boys while the neighbors watched. But we only edged them. We didn't want them to finish too soon."
"I just about erupted over the balcony on the poor pedestrians below!" exclaimed Ty.
"Then," added Chris, "she brought us to the bedroom where she told Ty and I to rail them from behind with their boobs pressed into the glass windows."
"The neighbors watched that too!" Alexis jumped in. "And then they joined in! They did the same thing we were doing and we watched each other get fucked. It was so hot."
"We basically spent all night sucking and fucking in just about every position she could think of," summed up Ty.
"What was your favorite position?" I asked.
Chris answered first. "I liked when we were standing up. The girls were face-to-face. We were behind them, fucking them. The girls were hugging, with their boobs rubbing into each other. They hung their heads over each other's shoulders, and we made out with the girl that the other guy was fucking. I never would have thought of that! That was amazing!" The others nodded in agreement while I tried to picture how that worked. It seemed like it would be a bit awkward to make out while getting pounded from behind, but it did sound pretty hot.
"I liked when the girls were in doggy, facing each other," said Ty. "They made out while Chris and I hit it from behind. I was doing Desiré while Chris was doing Alexis. Alexis had her eyes closed for most of it, but at one point, she opened her eyes and looked straight into my eyes. Then, her eyes rolled back in her head and she uttered this strained groan until she came hard. That sent me over the edge and I erupted inside Desiré. Fuck that was intense."
I watched them all reminisce silently while I imagined how erotic that must have been. "What about you, Alexis?"
"Well, I liked both of those moments, for sure. Those were fucking amazing. But I think my favorite was when Desiré brought me over to the window and had me stand with my hands on the glass and my feet spread wide. She bent me over and had me stick my butt out. Then she ate me out like she was starving. The couple across the street did the same thing. Both the neighbor girl and I came at about the same time. Desiré is insanely good at knowing how to please a woman. Plus, it was hot to both watch and be watched while being brought to an earth-shattering orgasm."
"Shit, that does sound amazing, I have to admit." I imagined it. "Wait, what were you two boys doing while the girls were occupied with each other? Oh my god, were you guys getting it on?!" I clapped my hands in eager anticipation.
"Unfortunately, no," answered Alexis. "I would have loved to watch that! Disappointingly, they were both spent by that time. They were just lying on the bed with flaccid little dicks watching us girls go at it by the window."
"Oh no! That is so sad! I wanted to hear about how the guys made out and jerked each other off." I was disappointed.
"Hey!" defended Ty, "we had each already ejaculated three times by that point."
"Boys..." lamented Alexis, shaking her head. "I had already cum like six times, and I was getting my clit licked to a seventh while you two just watched with soft, shriveled cocks. Pathetic."
"If watching the girls go at each other didn't get you hard, then you must have been completely spent," I said. "Still, you could have at least kissed a little bit, like you did at the movies."
"Oh, that was hot! I want to see that again too!" agreed Alexis. There was a pause. She looked at me. "Do you feel better now, babe?"
"Yes, I do." I turned to Chris. "I don't mind you having sex with other people, but I do want to know about it. I realized that not knowing is harder for me than hearing about it. I want you to have a good time. I just want you to come back to me. And I want you to be honest with me. Does that make sense?"
"Yeah," he answered. "That works for me. And I think I want the same thing. Speaking of which, what exactly did you do last night while we were with Desiré?"
"Yeah, shouted Alexis. "What about