I woke to that wonderful sensation of him latching on.
"And good morning to you too, sweetheart," I said, lightly stroking his hair.
I used my hand to massage my breast, encouraging the milk flow.
"Drink your fill," I said softly, my hand trailing down his belly, finding where he was hard.
"I love you, baby," I said, as my hand stroked him slowly, taking my time.
He didn't stop nursing as he came, and I held him until he was completely soft.
And still, he nursed until I got the giggles.
I used my finger to break his latch and pushed him away.
"God, baby," I said, "you'd think this was the first tit you ever had."
He smiled and said, "Well, it's the first from my First."
I giggled and rolled out of bed. "Gotta pee, honey," I said, heading for the bathroom. I lifted my arm, sniffed, and said, "and I HAVE to shower"
I heard the water running as I did my morning business and then joined him in the shower.
He was almost timid when I got in with him and began soaping up the washcloth.
But he got over it pretty quickly and soon we were washing each other, making a bit of a game of it. He shampooed my hair and acted very sorry when I got soap in my eye. He rinsed and kissed the pain away and damn but he WAS turning into a very good kisser.
Clean and dry I kissed him and asked if he wanted me. He smiled and surprised me by saying, "I want to show you off."
I smiled and kissed him.
"God, I love you," I said, and pulled the blue shift, the color of a First, over my head and took his hand.
"Get dressed, then," I said, "and let's go show The Community how proud I am to be your First."
And we did just that. It's a small town and as we walked to my favorite downtown restaurant I kept both hands on his arm, signaling my possession of him and his of me. I don't know that I have ever been prouder, walking beside this handsome young man who had chosen me.
He held the door and we drew looks and greetings from almost everyone in the place. I was so proud I damn near cried when he laid his hand possessively on my hip as we stopped and exchanged greetings as we made our way across the room to an empty table. I had a high-energy breakfast, scrambled eggs, bacon, toast, a short stack of pancakes, coffee, and orange juice. He pretty much mirrored what I had. There was no charge for breakfast. There was no charge for anything in The Community for a New Man and his First.
I had never been a First, and it was interesting watching him adjust to his new status. It was nothing dramatic, but the men talked to him as an equal, the handshakes were those of an equal, and the eye contact was that of equal to equal. The women, in contrast, who would have treated him as a boy yesterday showed him a subtle respect. More than one made it clear, through that body language passed down from our hundred-thousand-times-great grandmothers, that they were available to him when he wanted them. The boys with whom he played yesterday were similarly respectful of a New Man. He was accepting it well and I thought his dad had done a good job with him.
There were good-natured catcalls as we headed back for the cottage and I put a little extra swing into my ass drawing a few whistles which made me blush.
I had been thinking of how to, well, how to "teach" him. It's not something talked about among the women of The Community because so few of us get the opportunity. There's no "playbook" or "lesson plan" from which to copy.
So I had been thinking of it, okay, I hadn't been thinking of much else since my husband had told me I was to be a First, and I moved on to the next step.
Inside the cottage, I turned and embraced him, a full-on-try-to-absorb-him-into-my-body embrace, and covered his face with kisses.
"May I undress you?" I asked, making sure to show the proper deference, woman to man.
"Yes," he said, his voice muffled between my big soft breasts.
So I stepped back, just enough space for my hands to get between us, and started.
"This is a lesson, Benjamin," I said, smiling and using his full name deliberately.
"Oh?" he asked.
I smiled and said, "undressing should be a sensual experience."
I reached down and started pulling his T-shirt up, doing it slowly, my fingertips brushing skin up his waist and ribs and armpits. When I had his arms straight up, effectively captured by the shirt, I bent and blew on his armpit and then licked it making him squirm.
I tossed the shirt aside and wrapped him in another embrace, my hands on his back now, covering him with soft caresses and light scratches with my fingernails. He was moving his head back and forth slowly, burrowing between my tits,
I started easing to my knees, kissing him on the way down, but a fairly brief kiss because that was an awkward position for me.