(All rights reserved. All characters and events are fictional, the participants were all consenting adults, staunch churchgoers and members of the Rotaries. All safety precautions were observed at all times, social distancing was applied etc.)
This is the story of a naΓ―ve girl who embarks in a journey into a world of mysticism and sensual discovery. Join her as she reaches for higher levels or self-knowledge and pleasure.
Elizabeth Frost: An 18 year old first year student from an extremely conservative religious background. Her first experience with sex leads her to becoming a disciple or chela of a Tantra adept, and begin to discover a world of pleasure.
Dr Bill Ogden: General practitioner and eventually lover of Elizabeth's
Sunitra: Tantra adept, healer and relationship expert, Elizabeth's teacher and master.
John Wills, retired engineer, tantra adept, Elizabeth's lover and teacher.
08 Worshipping the Goddess
They had just finished an advanced class and were tidying up the room. Sunitra placed an arm around the girl's shoulders and asked: "Why so quiet, my
chela
? Something disturbing you?"
Elizabeth blushed. "We had a guy in class today."
"Yes, Denzil Vernon. You know him from before, no? Ah, I remember, he taught yoga at a summer camp you went to. Good looking guy, do you think?"
Elizabeth blushed furiously and nodded. Sunitra had to prod.
"Does he give you the hots? Do you want me to set up a meeting? I think it is too early, but with Denzil it might work."
Elizabeth took a deep breath. "No, my teacher, it is just that I was watching the students, as usual, and I noticed his body, his muscles and his... You know his thing shows through the yoga pants a little."
Sunitra smiled. "And you smelled his scent, his pheromones. That is normal, you know. At your age your body is looking for a mate to make babies with, and a suitable male will set your spark plugs firing. Maybe it is time for you to learn more about men."
Elizabeth sat down on a low stool and looked up at her. "My teacher, please tell me, is this not sin? I know you disagree, but I was brought up to believe that a woman and a man has congress only to reproduce, and that any pleasure a woman draws from that is incidental. And that desiring a man is a sin and will be punished. My mother..."
Sunitra smiled down at her. "Damn that mother of yours."
Elizabeth shook her hear slightly. "No, she meant well, I just think she never knew better. She believed that a man has urges and when he needs to, a woman has to be ready to..."
"Serve him? I have heard that before. That a man can insist and a wife must comply, that her needs and pleasure are secondary. It is a result of an age-old struggle between the old earth mother religion, where the man was unimportant and merely there to inseminate a woman, and the later earth father religions that still predominate, where a man owns his wife or wives and their reproductive capacity. But there is another way, and maybe you are ready to take that step. Will you suspend your judgement until I have taught you? Then you can decide for yourself. And I will give you a reading list to study, about the male anatomy.
***
Excitement filled Sunitra's little car. They had just finished an advanced class and Elizabeth had had to demonstrate poses and postures until she was sore and stiff. But now Sunitra had promised her a special lesson, something she did not want to talk about. Elizabeth had cleared her afternoon and evening on her teacher's instructions, and the anticipation had her all wound up.
Sunitra darted between a bus and an oncoming taxi and placed her hand on Elizabeth's thigh. "Worried, my
chela
? Tired, perhaps? Well, first you are going to get a long, slow massage, so do not worry, all the kinks will be worked out of your body. And then..."
Elizabeth by now knew better to question the woman whose discipline, or
chela
she had become. In the three months she had been her follower she had learnt much about her body, about her own ability to orgasm, to enjoy her body and to give pleasure to another woman. But Sunitra had promised something special, and she had always delivered on such a promise.
They stopped before an upmarket apartment building, and Sunitra lifted a gym bag out of the back of the car. The building welcomed them into its quiet, wood-finished interior. A penthouse door opened to Sunitra's knock, and a warm scented perfume wafted out. A tall, handsome older man greeted them, and from the settee a familiar figure rose to greet them. Sunitra introduced their host, John, and Elizabeth noted his trim figure, his grey hair and his twinkling eyes. Then she noticed the second man.
"Dr Bill!" Elizabeth flushed with surprise and the memories of the intimate examination she had undergone before her first sexual escapade, and again afterwards, after she had been nearly raped.
He smiled at her. "Just Bill. I am no longer your doctor, I had your file transferred to a colleague of mine. Still, we had better be prudent, no?"
Elizabeth nodded, remembering how she witnessed Sunitra making love to this man right before her eyes. He lifted her chin. "You look very good. Are you well? Studies going as they should? Sunitra is not too hard on you?"
She smiled. "She has given me so much, taught me such a lot of things. And my studies are going better than ever before. But I am learning much more from her."
He smiled. "I have seen that happen, when people get in touch with their bodies. And no more bad boys?"
She shook her head, grinning. "I met him a few times on campus, but I think he is afraid of me now. No, I have been off boys altogether. Sunitra is...."
He grinned. "I quite understand, and agree with her method of teaching. And you are very welcome, I hope we will be able to learn something together tonight."
Sunitra had set up a music system, and now clapped her hands.
"Enough chitchat, people. Elizabeth here is my
chela