Divorced The Third Big Experience

Another significant stage in my journey after divorce. I think it stands alone as a story conveying the conflicting ideas behind such a fundamental expression of personal choice. It was a free choice, but not one made without a great deal of thought and another demonstration of my freedom to choose as I wish.

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'Can I come round for coffee this morning?'

It was a text from Joseph the following week after our threesome. When he replied, 'I'll have a friend with me.' I knew something was up.

We'd spoken on the phone a few times since that evening, mostly to see if I was okay and whether I'd thought the evening had gone well.

I'd told him it was all that I'd hoped for and Carl had been the perfect 'other guy.'

I tidied the house and around eleven 'o clock Joseph arrived with Rob, both of them in their work suits.

"Louise this is Rob, he's a friend from the golf club, I've brought him round because he's buying a house for his son and needs some advice on some renovations."

It all seemed slightly odd but I made coffee and all three of us chatted for over an hour. Rob was slightly older than me, tall, a bit grey, well built and an attractive smile. I learned in conversation that he was divorced too and luckily still on good terms with his ex although she had moved away up north nearer to her parents.

When Joseph signalled that it was time to go I wished Rob well and they both left leaving me still wondering why this had occurred completely out of the blue.

It all became much clearer the very next day.

'Did you like him?'

The text from Joseph immediately brought a suspicious smile to my face.

'Yes, he was very pleasant.' I replied, being annoyingly non committal.

'Then get yourself glammed up for Saturday evening, you're coming to my golf club's 'ladies' night. Rob's your partner for the night.'

I wasn't quite sure how to respond to that. On impulse this sounded like an adventure and Rob looked an okay guy, or was it a match making exercise by Joseph?

I replied, 'Okay. I hope you're sending a taxi?"

The reply came back, 'Yes, he'll pick you up at 7pm.'

I took another moment to think about what was going on. Surely Joseph wasn't trying to match make. Did he want to end our fwb relationship? He knew my view on permanent emotional friendships. And then I considered another explanation.

This had something to do with my bucket list fantasy. In the most bizarre way my instinct did turn out to be correct.

At precisely 7pm the taxi drew up outside with Rob in a smart dinner suit. He greeted me with a, "Wow, you look great!"

I'd found my 'go to' dress for special dates. Red, velvety, low cut, clingy around the hips. It was one where not wearing panties didn't show any tell tale lines underneath, as much as some people might have frowned. Anyway I wasn't planning on having sex.

It felt awkward in the back seat, making polite conversation with a guy I'd only met for a coffee, but what happened next both stunned me and excited me.

"You do know what tonight's all about Louise?" he whispered behind his hand and away from the direction of the taxi driver.

I looked puzzled in the half light, "Not really, you're obviously going to tell me?"

He grinned. "Joseph told me about your bucket list."

My heart almost stopped beating and I said, "Oh my god," under my breath.

"Well, the guys you're gonna meet tonight are all wanting to help you out!"

"Fuck," I mouthed, and added, "oh god I'm really not sure I want to go through with tonight, how fucking embarrassing."

"Joseph thought it might be a good way of you looking over the runners and riders!"

He realised too late what he'd said and he saw my pained expression.

He gripped my arm, "Jesus, I didn't mean it exactly like that."

The taxi arrived and I got out probably showing more thigh than necessary. On the steps of the golf club was Joseph and his wife. He greeted us both and led the way inside, but not before he'd winked at me and managed to say, "You know why you're here I hope?"

I pulled a face and held onto Rob's arm as we went inside to the bar. I asked for a white wine and began a conversation with Joseph's wife Diane.

There must have been a hundred guests or so and after a short while we were called to sit down. It was then it all became apparent.

There were circular tables of twelve, and along with Rob, Joseph and Diane there were four other couples sitting at our table. Immediately I saw Carl with a woman that was presumably his wife. He did well in showing no apparent recognition and I managed to hide the fact that I knew him. I was so glad that nobody had any idea he and Joseph had fucked me silly.

However I knew straightaway I was on a table with all the guys who were lined up to fuck me in a gangbang! I thought I would hyperventilate! I wasn't expecting anything like this. I calmed myself before being introduced to everyone and Joseph did the honours.

"These are Derek and Judy." They sat the other side of Diane. Derek looked about fifty but was a tall guy who obviously kept himself fit, Judy was quite an attractive brunette but with thin lips and a furtive smile. They nodded and smiled.

"Then there's Brian and Sarah." Brian was much younger, about my age, with blondish hair and a suntan. Sarah was of similar age and was a red head, very attractive, with wide green eyes and who held your gaze continually. Both said "Hi," across the table.

"Then that's John and Yvonne over there." John was roughly in his forties, balding with a short beard, Yvonne was just a pleasant non glamorous looking housewife who'd made herself up with a little too much make up. John nodded and Yvonne gave a grimacing smile.

"Finally there's Carl and Josie, and that's about everyone!" Carl's wife was another attractive blonde with very large boobs in an overflowing dress. I wondered why he needed to seek satisfaction elsewhere. Carl said, "Hi Louise," and Josie gave a little wave.

Everyone seemed more or less familiar with the others and they all settled into comfortable conversations.

I leaned in towards Rob and whispered, "You sod!"

Everyone's eyes were on me but weren't on me! There were stolen glances all the time. The women were eying me as a potential partner for their friend Rob, but also like many married women, saw a youngish divorcee as a potential threat to their own relationship.

The men were all studying me because they knew they might be fucking me. The whole thing was really bizarre. The wives suspected nothing, only the men knew the 'plot.' Or at least I thought so.

The food was good, the wine flowed and the speeches were basic attempts at humour which worked to only a limited degree.

As we relaxed after the meal I began to talk to a few of the others. Every one of the men, apart from Carl, made an attempt to engage me in conversation at some point in order to impress me and 'stake their claim.' Inwardly I was laughing, outwardly I was trying to be the perfect escort for Rob.

"You must be really nervous about this whole evening?"

Sarah, the redhead, Brian's wife, had found me in the ladies room alone. I was applying a little lipstick after the meal and took the remark to be a genuine question about meeting so many people I'd never met before.

"Yes, I only knew Joseph and Rob before tonight," I replied.

"I'm really jealous about what you're going to do."

Immediately I saw from her expression that she was waiting for the shock of what she'd said to sink in and for me to respond. At first I took a few seconds to completely register if she was referring to what I thought she was referring to.

In that moment of delay she gripped my arm and said, " It's okay, I know what's going to happen, I think I'm the only wife here that knows. Me and Brian are quite open with each other, our marriage is, shall we say, quite liberal. I don't mind that he's gonna fuck you!"

With that someone entered and she giggled a little watching my face go bright red.

She whispered, "It really is okay, in fact we ought to have a coffee one day soon, no one out there needs to know. Here, take my card, text me sometime and we'll sort something out."

With that she entered a cubicle and I went back to Rob, Joseph and Diane.

By the time the evening came to a close I'd had so many 'eye contacts' with various people that mentally I was exhausted trying to keep up the pretence. The taxi dropped off Joseph and Diane first and then went on to my house. I actually declined to invite Rob in for coffee, giving him a peck on the cheek and thanking him for being the perfect gentleman. I think he knew I wasn't ready to sleep with him on a first date. When I got into bed I went straight to sleep, my head was wondering if my bucket list needed a deletion.

I woke up around eight thirty wanting a pee. My phone had two text messages on it. One from Rob thanking me for accompanying him to the dinner. The other was from Joseph.

It simply said, ' What did you think?'

I replied and said, 'You're an absolute slob. You should have warned me!' I added a couple of devil emojis.

A ping came straight back.

'I meant what did you think of the guys, they all want to fuck you!'

I waited not sure how to respond.

'They all look quite decent, I felt sorry for their wives.'

'They're all up for it, if you are, then we can organise it. I'll phone you tomorrow when I get to work.'

I simply replied with a thumbs up and knew I was actually confirming my agreement.

I went back to bed and thought about it all. Six guys! I began to have doubts about my stamina and then I started to feel quite horny about it. In minutes I was using my fingers to bring about the most intense early morning orgasm.

For the rest of Sunday it was never far from my mind.

I had a busy Monday planned however Joseph must have been in the office early because he phoned before nine.

"So we can plan for the big one?"

He sounded excited.

"The big what?" I teased.

"Hmmmmmm, I'm going to set a date. It's gonna have to be a Thursday evening because that's football night. We all usually have a kick around so it won't seem odd routine wise. Are you happy with those guys on our table, I promise you they're all good blokes and will respect you."

I laughed in a sarcastic way.

"I'm sure they'll respect me as they all fill me up with spunk!"

"You know what I mean," he paused and soon became more measured.

"None of them want to use condoms, are you happy with that?"

"Sure, this is a one off thing so I want to feel everything."

"Okay I'll plan it out and we'll have coffee on Friday, how's that?"

I agreed and hoped Joseph would think of absolutely everything. Friday came and we met in a corner of Costas close to his office.

"The guys have chipped in and I'm going to rent an Airbnb for a night, close to the sports centre. Are you okay for the 25th, it's free on that Thursday."

I knew that I was and both of us were desperately trying to hide our excitement.

"Just think about how you want to play it, do you want to bring someone with you just to have some support?"

I'd thought about that already and wondered if I should confide in Linda my neighbour. We were already being intimate in a 'fwb' way even though she was married. She was envious of my freedom and always wanted to know the lurid details of my 'love life.' However I couldn't believe she'd approve of this. She'd told me several times how much she cared for me and I was really bothered she'd be upset.

"I might bring a friend but the guys would have to promise to leave her out of it!"

"They would, this is such a thing for them they wouldn't spoil it. There's been so many comments about you."

I looked around and spoke as quietly as I could, "Yeah I can imagine what they've been saying."

I left Joseph with my mind full of images and wondering how I'd keep the lid on my imagination until the 25th. The next morning I texted Linda and asked her round that afternoon, i could tell she suspected something was on my mind.

As soon as she walked in she was asking what it was. I told her to sit down on the sofa and told her the whole thing.

"Fucking hell Louise! Jesus... are you sure? Six guys? You'll never cope! I'd hate for you to be hurt, you know I care for you so much."

I'd explained who they were and I let it sink in before I dropped the next bombshell.

"Would you come with me?"

She looked stunned, "FUCK LOUISE! You want me to watch?"

I laughed out loud, " No, not watch, just be there in case I do need to end it, you're a bit like my safeword."

"They wouldn't touch me?"

"No, of course not, I don't think any of them pose any risk otherwise I wouldn't do it and I wouldn't ask you."

"I'll have to make up some excuse to Jim."

And then she hugged me and nuzzling her neck into mine started asking if I'd thought it through.

"Oh Louise, I'm scared for you, you know how much I care. Look at me, look me in the eyes and say you actually want it."

I did look her in the eyes and I did say I wanted it however big a challenge it might be. And then we were kissing and both of us were scrambling to take off each others jeans. If anyone had looked through the window and seen us in that embrace on the carpet they would have been quite shocked.

We'd not had sex together for a few weeks but it was as it always was, perfect timing and a mutual orgasm. As we got dressed afterwards she was still doubtful about my escapade, but promised to keep her side of the bargain.

The evening was as planned as it could be. I spent some time getting myself ready. Nails, hair, make up, trimmed pubes, all were done carefully. I'd looked online and some advice mentioned to drink plenty of water, also to use lots of moisturiser in critical places.

Linda and I, along with a small suitcase of clothes arrived at the house around six. The key was in a key safe and the inside of the house was furnished well. We went straight upstairs and the main bedroom looked great. A king size bed with fresh linen and a room large enough to have a couple of armchairs in. To add spice the wardrobes on one side were all mirrored.

There were two other bedrooms, one large enough for all the guys to 'get ready,' and another smaller one opposite the main one where Linda thought she could be.

"I'll be in there if you want me, but I'm not watching," she insisted.

She'd brought a couple of bottles of wine which we started to drink downstairs. The men were due to arrive just before eight however Joseph arrived at seven fifteen. He brought news that one guy had dropped out so there were to be five of them including Joseph, Carl and Rob.

I sat there nervously, contemplating the evening ahead. At just after seven thirty Linda and I went upstairs and I got dressed in my gangbang 'outfit.'

A sexy crimson bra and pantie set with just a simple crop top in white and a short mini skirt in denim. I wore some red heels just to please Joseph.

Sitting on the side of the bed with Linda we began to hear cars pull up outside and voices downstairs. There was masculine laughter and the sound of banter amongst friends. Both of us were nervous. At a few minutes to eight Joseph appeared at the bedroom door.

"You ladies ready?" he was grinning from ear to ear.

"Louise is! don't include me! Linda was indignant and was making sure he knew the rules.

"I'll bring them up then, they're gonna get changed in the spare bedroom."

'Changed' was a euphemism for stripping off. Before he disappeared he came over to me and kissed me on the cheek and whispered, "Some have taken some pills so they should perform well!"

I didn't react, I'd never been with any men who'd needed them.

"You can stop all this now?" Linda's last words before she went out fell on deaf ears. I stood up and wondered how it would all unfold. To my surprise I could feel my pussy beginning to respond.

The men's voices from the next bedroom seemed much closer, my senses were so heightened that when Rob appeared at the door it startled me.

He was closely followed by Derek, the older guy, and Brian, the blonde guy with the suntan, Carl and Joseph brought up the rear. John the guy with the beard had been the one who'd gone awol. They were all naked and massaging their cocks, I couldn't help staring at their various stages of arousal.

Rob spoke, "I'm glad I had an evening of getting to know you Louise, now I'll get to know you even better!"

His perfect behaviour on the evening of the golf club dinner had departed. He stepped towards me and suddenly I was surrounded by four guys, Joseph seemed to wait in the background to see how things went.

Rob immediately held me by the hips in front of him and one hand went straight underneath my cropped top and began kneading my left breast. Someone behind me had unclasped my bra and in seconds my top was being pulled up above my head along with my bra.

My nipples were pert and hard which showed everyone a certain readiness to play.

Brian had sunk to his knees in front of me and both his hands were up under my skirt and were tugging down my panties. All the guys were in a hurry now. My skirt came down and I was edged backwards to the bed and spread out on my back.

Brian had claimed my pussy and was holding my legs apart, pushing his face between them and his tongue between my pussy lips. The first sound I'd made was a long, loud groan of pleasure. That seemed to raise the temperature even more. Brian feasted on my juices, Derek was sucking one nipple and Carl was sucking the other. I saw Rob clamber onto the bed beside my head and offer me his erect cock which I took between my lips.

All sense of time was gone for me. I had this strange sense of power over all of these men's sexual desires. I was the absolute centre of attention and an instrument for their pleasure.

I could hear myself gently moaning as much as the cock in my mouth would allow. The attention to my nipples always heightened my pleasure and I heard Joseph's voice from somewhere behind Brian.

"Let me go first, my privilege!"

Brian relinquished his position from between my thighs, I saw his face glazed with my pussy juices and then as he stood up Joseph was behind him with the erection I'd seen before.

He grinned. I still had Rob's cock in my mouth but I let Joseph lift my legs up and plunge his cock inside me. My pussy was so ready after Brian had prepared me.

With my heels held right up in the air Joseph began to fuck me. Sometimes before he'd fucked me fast, sometimes slow. This was steady and deliberate. He could see me sucking Rob's cock and was smiling at me as he thrust down on me. Brian had done his work well because Joseph gave a little snort of triumph when he sensed I was about to cum.

The two guys sucking my nipples stood up and gave a whoop of joy and Joseph suddenly withdrew his cock, signalling for Derek to take his place.

I was still on a high from my orgasm when Derek entered me. I watched his face and it was obvious that he was already in a state of high arousal. He looked very hot, a thin sheen of perspiration on his forehead and he was breathing quite quickly. When I saw him close his eyes and grit his teeth I knew he was cumming. I felt his cock jerk inside me and he grunted as he emptied himself.

No one scoffed or derided him for being so quick, he was just a part of all the fun. I could see he was a bit embarrassed as he slipped out of me.

However within seconds Carl had taken his place and had my legs wrapped around his waist. I remembered the time he'd fucked me, not wanting to be home late for his wife. This was similar. His hips thrust like a jackhammer, my body was bouncing up from the mattress with each push.

I couldn't help the rhythmic moan I made for his every thrust. I suddenly caught a glimpse of Linda looking into the bedroom from the corridor outside.