I woke up late the next day and was a bit startled to find myself alone. For an instance, I thought it was a dream. All of it -- the affair with Jean-Claude, the sex with Luc, the sex with both of them. Perhaps I had woken up in my own bedroom after a crazy dream. But I hadn't. I looked out the window at the pristine backyard that wasn't mine. I was in Jean-Claude's house. The clock on the wall read 9am. The house was silent. Where was he? Where was Luc?
I contemplated. Two men in the same day. Who would have thought shy, studious Diane would ever be so adventurous? So slutty? Dare I say so sexy? I have been such a proper nerd my whole life, I could not have imagined this. If I told anyone, they simply wouldn't believe it.
I've never particularly thought of myself as sexy. I can clean up well I suppose, but I've never been one of those women that men fawn over. I'm cute and nice and can fix your excel spreadsheet. I'm certainly not the woman who has affairs or multiple lovers or threesomes. I didn't exactly have a threesome, but two men in one day is as close as I've ever gotten.
I remember when I lost my virginity in college so many years ago -- I had such a monogamous heart -- I was convinced he was the only one for me -- that would we got married and spend the rest of our lives together. When we broke up, I was so devastated that it took me well over a year to try and date again, let alone sleep with someone. And since then, it would always take me at least six months before I could date anyone after a breakup. It's shocking that in the last month I've slept with three men.
As I was thinking about all of this, my cell phone rang. It was my boyfriend Max. We hadn't spoken in a few days. "How is your weekend going?" he asked.
I had no idea how to answer that question...good? I guess? I've never had a weekend where I swallowed a lovers' load and then fucked his friend. I'm sure that's not what Max wanted to hear. I wanted to tell him everything -- but of course I didn't. I missed him. I felt guilty after hanging up -- one day I will tell Max everything, but today was not the day. And certainly not over the phone.
I took a long hot shower. I was feeling refreshed but still needed some caffeine. I threw on a tank top and some shorts, headed to the kitchen and made myself some coffee. I found some very high-end expensive Turkish coffee grounds. It smelled wonderful. That first sip felt so good -- like wearing an old soft hoodie.
I curled up on the couch with my fancy coffee and played with my phone -- texting Jean-Claude -- "Where Are You?"
I heard water running. Someone was taking a shower. I followed the sound and made my way to the Master Bedroom. The door was open and as I walked through it I could see the master bathroom. Through the glass shower door, I saw Luc.
I had seen and felt his body up close the day before, of course, but as the water ran down his slim torso, I noticed him in another light. He didn't realize I was watching him. I liked being a voyeur. It was all the more satisfying, like stealing a piece of candy.
I couldn't help but think about our impromptu sex the day before. My affair with Jean-Claude is crazy enough, but fucking Luc is probably the craziest thing I'd ever done. I had known him for less than a day and fucked him. I really fucked him. I don't think I had ever had sex in that position -- against a wall with a leg over my lover's shoulder. I couldn't maintain that position the day before but seeing Luc's taut backside and pretty penis made me want to try again.
Before I could act on my lust, Jean-Claude appeared. I was startled. Perhaps a bit embarrassed. How long was he watching me? Wearing only a pair of boxer shorts, he grinned and asked, "Enjoying the show?" He kissed me. I kissed him back.