Chapter Two
The next few days were not what I expected. Renee seemed to be back to her distant self and was withdrawn from me. When I finally got her to talk, she told me that she felt dirty and ashamed by her actions the other night. I assured her she had nothing to feel dirty or ashamed about, that’s what the class is for. She said she could not help it but was planning on talking to Karen about it at this weeks class.
As we were getting ready for our class tonight I noticed Renee was very nervous and could not settle on what to wear. She must have changed her clothes six or seven times. I finally told her she looked great in everything. I poured her a glass of wine and asked her to drink it to relax her nerves a little.
“ This is why we are going to these sessions, so you can over come all these feelings. ” I said.
“ I know, but I am just embarrassed about last week. But at least I am still going, because I want this to work and I know I need the help. I know this will help us I just need to get through it. ” She replied.
“ Think of it like this, everyone there did the same as you. Everyone shed their clothes and they all explored each partner. Its not like you did something all by yourself. ” I said. “Besides you said you were going to talk to Karen tonight and I am sure she will be able to help you. ” I added.
Renee decided on what to wear and we were on our way. We wanted to be a little early so Renee could talk to Karen before class. We arrived just as Karen unlocked the doors.
“ Hi guys, your early, are you anxious to get started? ” Asked Karen.
“ Not really, but that’s why we are early, because we want to talk to you before class. ” Renee responded.
“ Sure, come on into my office. Have a seat and what is it you want to talk about? ”
Renee began telling her how she felt and told her the things that had happened to her all her life and that she does not trust men because of it. Karen just sat and listened as Renee spilled her feelings and handed her a tissue now and then to wipe the tears away. When Renee was finished talking, Karen told her she had an idea that might help her. But she would have to trust her and know that all she is learning is how to enjoy love making and bring passion into her life.
Karen turned to me and asked if I was the jealous type?
“ I am not sure I understand, but I guess I would be if my wife cheated on me. ”
“ Would you consider it cheating if it was in a class setting with you there? ”
“ No, I would love to watch her do anything that brought her pleasure. I think that watching her have great erotic pleasure would be exciting and hot. I love her so much and have felt so bad for her cause she has missed out on so much that the thought of seeing her experience the things she has never been able to enjoy, would be a very erotic moment. It brings me to tears when I think about her not knowing what it feels like to collapse from having multiple orgasms and not ever being able to feel the joy of making love for hrs. Nothing would make me happier than to watch my wife have great pleasure. ”
“ Ok then, I have an idea for tonight that everyone will enjoy and learn from. ”
The couples were arriving in class now so we assumed our positions on our mats. As soon as everyone was seated Karen asked for everyone’s attention.
She said, “ tonight is ladies night, so I will pick a volunteer for me to demonstrate on. Renee you come up here with me. Now only the ladies will undress and the gentleman will open the bags in front of you. These are the toys you are going to learn to have fun with and please your lover. ”
Karen looked at me and asked me to come up and sit next to her mat. She said she was going to be Renee’s man for the night. She told me to just sit there and watch and learn because she thinks Renee will open up and relax with a woman more right now than a man because of her trust issues with men. She said in the past it has got them over that feeling of being dirty and shameful.
“ That sounds great! ” I exclaimed. Renee was still sitting there dressed and looked petrified.
“ Renee honey, you will need to undress for us to continue, just trust me and I will not hurt you. I promise you will enjoy this. ” Karen said in a sweet tender voice which seemed to have a calming effect on Renee as she started to undress.
Karen reached into the bag in front of her and pulled out a long pink feather and held it up for all to see. “ This is the first thing I want all of you guys to take from your bags. Ladies spread your legs slightly and relax. Men follow my lead. ” She began to stroke the feather ever so lightly up and down the full length of Renee’s legs, stopping just short of her shaved mound, returning down her legs to her toes. The next up stroke she paused at her slit and tickled for several seconds before moving upward as she circled the belly button and then continued upward to her breasts. The feather then traveled under her right breast and made slow circles around it then crossed over to repeat this on the left breast.
Renee’s nipples were as hard as a rock, something I have not seen very often from her, not even in a cold breeze. She seemed to be very relaxed, more than I ever remember her with me. Seeing her like this was really making me feel good in many ways. Looking around the room all the feathers seemed to be doing their job very well.
Karen asked Renee how she was doing and she replied, “ that feels good and its soothing and exciting at the same time. ”
