Chapter Two
The next few days were not what I expected. Renee seemed to be back to her distant self and was withdrawn from me. When I finally got her to talk, she told me that she felt dirty and ashamed by her actions the other night. I assured her she had nothing to feel dirty or ashamed about, thatβs what the class is for. She said she could not help it but was planning on talking to Karen about it at this weeks class.
As we were getting ready for our class tonight I noticed Renee was very nervous and could not settle on what to wear. She must have changed her clothes six or seven times. I finally told her she looked great in everything. I poured her a glass of wine and asked her to drink it to relax her nerves a little.
β This is why we are going to these sessions, so you can over come all these feelings. β I said.
β I know, but I am just embarrassed about last week. But at least I am still going, because I want this to work and I know I need the help. I know this will help us I just need to get through it. β She replied.
β Think of it like this, everyone there did the same as you. Everyone shed their clothes and they all explored each partner. Its not like you did something all by yourself. β I said. βBesides you said you were going to talk to Karen tonight and I am sure she will be able to help you. β I added.
Renee decided on what to wear and we were on our way. We wanted to be a little early so Renee could talk to Karen before class. We arrived just as Karen unlocked the doors.
β Hi guys, your early, are you anxious to get started? β Asked Karen.
β Not really, but thatβs why we are early, because we want to talk to you before class. β Renee responded.
β Sure, come on into my office. Have a seat and what is it you want to talk about? β
Renee began telling her how she felt and told her the things that had happened to her all her life and that she does not trust men because of it. Karen just sat and listened as Renee spilled her feelings and handed her a tissue now and then to wipe the tears away. When Renee was finished talking, Karen told her she had an idea that might help her. But she would have to trust her and know that all she is learning is how to enjoy love making and bring passion into her life.
Karen turned to me and asked if I was the jealous type?
β I am not sure I understand, but I guess I would be if my wife cheated on me. β
β Would you consider it cheating if it was in a class setting with you there? β
β No, I would love to watch her do anything that brought her pleasure. I think that watching her have great erotic pleasure would be exciting and hot. I love her so much and have felt so bad for her cause she has missed out on so much that the thought of seeing her experience the things she has never been able to enjoy, would be a very erotic moment. It brings me to tears when I think about her not knowing what it feels like to collapse from having multiple orgasms and not ever being able to feel the joy of making love for hrs. Nothing would make me happier than to watch my wife have great pleasure. β
β Ok then, I have an idea for tonight that everyone will enjoy and learn from. β