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Epilogue
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Hi. Cindy the cum slut here. I know John told you the rest of my story, but he kind of skimped on the details after he described cumming up my ass in such loving detail. It WAS memorable, but I wanted to share one last confession with you: the experience of making my first porn movie, and how it opened the last hidden doors inside me.
It wasn't what I expected
Doing a porn video, I mean.
Which is kind of funny, considering I didn't know what to expect. I was still a freshman, with about a month to go in the school year, when I accepted an offer to work as a hostess for a business partyโporn business. I went with my partner, Alex, to keep me company and to watch my backโI suspected there would be weasels in the crowd, and besides, I like it when Alex watches my back.
Alex and I are both grrrls, by the way, and both at least nominally bisexual-we're lesbians, at heart, though at the time Alex enjoyed cocks, too, and I was frankly addicted to cocksucking, loved being fucked (preferably as part of a three-way or four-way with Alex), and was developing a deep, unexpected need to be fucked in the ass sometimes.
In fact, I was right in the middle a four-way, on my hands and knees, getting deeply into my role as party hostess (eat your heart out, Dolly Madison!), with Alex underneath me, sucking madly on my clit, and my friend John's cock lodged deliciously in my asshole, when a porn video producer introduced himself to me, informally, by shooting a load of hot semen into my mouth.
I liked his cum, and I guess he liked the way I swallowed it, because when we all recovered from the chain reaction cumplosion that followed, he gave me his number and invited me and Alex to come to his studio for a "screen test."
Now me, I'm a natural-born cum slutโthough that part of my nature HAS been given a lot of nurture; Alex, not so much. She's naturally quiet and self-possessed, a genuine thinker (me, not so much). Consequently, even though we both figured "screen test" probably meant getting fucked on camera for no money, I was enthused to go but Alex wasn't.
Fortunately, my friend John, who is not a weasel, but who IS part shark (on his mother's side, I think), stepped in and told this video guy that if I did a screen test, and the video went into circulation, he expected me to be paid top dollar for it, and that, as my agent, he would get a 20% cut-so the guy wouldn't just owe me, he would owe John.
I looked at Alex for guidance, and she indicated I should go along. She explained later that owing John money was Serious Shit, that 80% of what John would collect was worth way, way more than I would ever see if it was owed to me, and that she could tell John was sweet on me and wouldn't use me.
Well, you know, sexually he would, of course, but I was totally okay with that, right? I mean, we met on opposite sides of a glory hole, for fuck's sake-we LIKED using each other that way.
Anyway, this video guy owns Tanner Hyde Productions. Yeah, you know: the ones who do the "Mommy May I?" videos ('Yes, you may. Repeatedly. And Mommy will lick it up.').
If you haven't seen these, there's a hot MILF as Mommy, and a couple of young-looking co-stars, as boyfriend/girlfriend, who Mommy teaches about sex.
Whose Mommy she is varies: the mom or stepmom of either the girl or the boy, depending which taboo they're breaking today, and how flagrantly. Anyway, the guy gets to have sex with either his girlfriend and her hot mom, or his own hot mom/stepmom and his girlfriend (or step-sister). Regardless, they all fuck, they all cum, the women end up with spunk on their faces, and they all live happily ever after. Roll credits.
The guys are pretty much interchangeable: a big dick representing the male viewer, as he sees himself. There are a few different MILFs, all big-titted hotties a little beyond their starlet years. And there's a constantly changing gaggle of "girls"-all trying to look younger than their actual 18 or 19 years, with varying degrees of success, assisted by pigtails, lollipops, and cheerleader or schoolgirl uniforms.
I was a couple months away from being 19, but I looked closer to 15 or 16, so I was natural for the Girlfriend role (Itty-bitty titties rule! Sometimes, anyway.).
To save money, they did a production episode as part of the same shoot as my screen test. The director described the situation and the actors ad-libbed the dialogue-what there was of it, before the moaning and groaning took over. They shot the episode using one of their regular girls, wiped the cum off the set, remade the bed, and reshot the exact same video, but with Cindy Love as The Girlfriend (and Tom Cumm as The Boyfriend).
They cast me next to Brandi Luuve, the Mommy of Porn, a really beautiful, sexy MILF with huge, shapely tits and a simple, genuine love of sex, with both men and women, in all its incarnations. I was lucky to be paired with her; she was worldly, but joyous where most porn actors are jaded. We struck sparks instantly. She wanted to taste me and to share me right away, and I instantly, totally wanted to fuck her, with a cock in any of our holes being a pure bonus. And it showed. It absolutely showed. We smoldered, we smoked, we caught fire.
There were two cameras, one doing close-ups (mouths, asses, pussies, tits and cocks), the other either doing "establishing" shots so you could tell who was doing what to whom in the where, or trying to find an angle that showed Brandi's gorgeous, jiggling tits and smiling face, a mouth connected to someone's genitals, and the boyfriend's dick, but not his face.
They regularly interrupted the actors to adjust the lighting or camera angle, or to have them try different sexual positions or even basic dialog ("Beg him to fuck you harder." "Tell her how to deep throat him BEFORE she actually does it." "Tell him to fuck your mom in the ass.").
Since I was re-enacting a scene the rest of them had just shot, they didn't interrupt us much, just cued us when to change positions. They didn't even make us pause while they reset the lights or cameras; if we were into it (and I sure was) they let us keep fucking while they repositioned things, then started rolling again.
I started out in front of a bedroom mirror in a schoolgirl uniform, pushing my tits out and up, trying to make them look bigger, while my stepmom watched through the open door. I looked really young, but when I practiced looking slutty in the mirror my face transformed, and I got that timeless, ageless, "come fuck me" look, despite my pigtails. My stepmom smiled. Her little girl. Becoming a grownup whore. How sweet.
I peeled my blouse off and pinched my nipples to make them hard. My breasts are tiny, but I have long pink nipples that point up and out when they're aroused, which they were. I liked touching myself in front of the camera. It felt slutty. It felt dirty. It felt really good.
I had this big lollipop. I licked it suggestively, then I licked the edge to make it slippery, lifted my skirt, pulled my little white panties to one side, and rubbed the lollipop edge-on in my slit. I actually got a little bit hot doing it, but the lollipop kept getting sticky instead of slippery and I had to keep licking it. I took off my skirt and laid on the edge of the bed naked, with my pussy facing the mirror. I kept licking the edge of the lollipop and trying to masturbate. I let my frustration show.
Seeing my confusion, Brandi came in and sat beside me on the bed.
"What's wrong, baby?"
"I don't know how to work this. Tommy's on his way over. I know he likes me, but I want him to like-like me. I want Tommy to be attracted to me, but I think my titties and my pussy are too small. Your tits are so big and so beautiful, Mommy," I lamented, "and mine are so itty-bitty."
"Well, it's true my tits are bigger," she said, scooping a succulent globe out of her blouse, "but yours are just as soft and silky." She cupped one of my breasts in her hand and one of her own breasts in the other hand. Her fingers slid erotically over the sensitive skin of my bosom. "See? Feel for yourself. Feel how soft and smooth and nice to touch they both are."
She took one of my hands and rubbed it on her breast, then guided my other hand to my stroke my breast. "See? Don't they both feel nice?"
"Uh-huh," I nodded.
Brandi glanced up to see my "boyfriend" was now watching furtively through the doorway. She smiled knowingly.
"I'll bet Tommy would love to feel your breasts. They're so soft and smooth. Now, gently squeeze my nipple. Mmm. That's right. See how hard it's getting? Now squeeze your own nipple. See? It gets just as hard. And what a pretty shade of pink. I wish I had pink nipples like yours."
"Your nipples are beautiful, Mommy."
"Yes, we're different, but we're both beautiful. I'll bet Tommy would like to do this, too." She gently pinched my nipple.
"It feels so good, Mommy!"
"Yes, it does. Does it make you tingle down there, in your pussy?"
"Yes!"
"Here, kiss Mommy's nipple. Now suck it. Oh, yes! Gently bite Mommy's nipple now, dear. Oh! Just a little harder... now put your finger in Mommy's pussy. How does it feel?"