chapter 2. Sam's emotions are catching up!
My brain is in a fog, a whirlwind of emotions. With everything that has happened lately. Me catching Alison cheating on me, finding out that Maja's husband was the dude fucking her. As well as finding Paul, the CEO cheating on Lizzy with the, apparently, the company slut. Now with us sitting at a diner I found, talking things out. It almost feels surreal. I look at Lizzy and wonder.
I've been thinking of the question about Lizzy living with her. "Lizzy, about living with you? Would that include Mikah as well and what would we need to do?" I like the idea of it, but not sure if we could all live together without having some kind of relationship or maybe some arguments. I look at each of the Ladies with me, not sure how I should answer. It's an interesting proposition. Would give us a place to stay, help each of us in our divorce and give all of us someone to talk to when things get tough. I consider it carefully.
Lizzy looks at me and then at Mikah. "Of course Mikah can come, I just wasn't sure if she wanted to." She looks at Mikah, "I'm sorry, I should have asked you too, would you like to come live with us?"
Mikah looks at all of us. "I want to be with Sam. I have loved him for a while, and I'm so glad I got to experience the man behind the COO position even before he became the COO. It would mean giving up my little apartment, but if Sams says yes, then I'll join in too."
"We all have evidence of our cheating spouses, your divorces should be an easy thing, except for mine. I'm more worried about what will happen to me when I divorce that slut of mine. Since we are a no fault divorce state, she will gain 50% of everything AT LEAST of mine. I will lose quite a bit of what I have built. Even my retirement. She gets rewarded for destroying our marriage." Shaking my head, with reality sinking in. Reading about it is one thing, hearing it out loud makes it all too real! "It basically means for me, that I will have to start over and rebuild everything I have worked for. It's just not fair. Of course the world isn't fair. I'm a bit worried about moving in with others though while the divorce is going on. If she or others accuse us of cheating, that could damage our reputation as well as the business. Do we want to risk it?"
I can see the ladies are listening and considering my words. Lizzy seems to be the deepest in thought as she would have the most to lose if the company's reputation is sullied.
Mikah looks at me, I can see tears in her eyes as she tells me, "Sam, I love you. You have been the best boss I have ever had. The most trustworthy and respectable man I have known my entire life. You know after my ex husband hurt me the way he did, I haven't been able to trust men like I used to. You have helped me to trust again. Maybe not as much as before, but more than I was. However, after all this has happened, I want to quit but I don't want to lose you." She turns her head to Lizzy. "Lizzy, I've known you for a couple years now. You have been honorable in your dealings with me and others in the company. Other than your choice in husband that is!" with that she gives a dry chuckle. "I will say this, though, If Sam moves in with you, I would follow him as well." She turns back to me. "Sam, if you decide to go somewhere else, my apartment is only a small one bedroom, but I would be honored to have you stay with me. I would hope we could have a relationship as well. I don't care what your slut of a wife will say. I would be happy to take her place, if you would have me?" I can see in her eyes she is pleading with me, the fear and emotions she has towards me.
I look into her eyes, sensing the emotions behind them. I reach over and take Mikah's hand in mine. "I would love that. You are the best friend I have had, I would love to see how we go together." I see Mikah's eyes light up and a giant smile on her face lights up the room.
I look at the other women and see a frown on their faces. "Uh ladies, what's with the frowns? Did I do something wrong?"
Lizzy looks at all the Ladies before replying. "Sam, from everything I've heard, from everything I've been told, I would love to be able to have a shot at you as well. Paul was not that much of a man, but I thought he was good enough for me. He was good at business. At first he was very special in our relationship, but I petered out after a while. If Mikah would accept me, I think, I would like to get to know you more, maybe, AGAIN, If Mikah accepts, she would let me in as part of your two's relationship and the 3 of us would get to know each other better?"
Maja, not one to want to stay quiet, looks at me, then down at her coffee. I notice her being very shy and quiet and I couldn't stay quiet about it. "Maja, what's going on with you. You're very quiet and won't even look at us. Please talk to me. We both know we have been hit hard by our spouses. Talk to me?"
Maja looks at me for a second and looks back down. I can see a tear being shed. "Sam, Do you blame me for what happened with your marriage? I got to know. Yes, I would like to be with you as well. But I don't know if I could handle you blaming me for your marriage being destroyed. You know I was friendly with Alison? During the picnics and dinners the office had, Alison would ALWAYS tell us how you were in bed, in life. How you were so gentle when you had to be. She called you her gentle giant. I have been jealous of it. Frank was never really gentle, or in any way, put me over himself in the bed or anywhere for that matter!"
I interrupt her at this point, seeing her getting worked up over something she had no control over is leaving me feeling guilty as well. "Maja, I have NEVER blamed you for what happened to my marriage. You are a part of this as well! You got hurt because of my wife having the affair with your husband, just the same as I did. I could never blame you for that. Believe me!"
Maja looks up at me with a shy smile. "OH SAM! Thank you! I know it's gonna be a while till I can believe that, though. I would like to ask Mikah and Lizzy if they are ok with this, I would like to give us a chance as well! I really like you, ALOT and would love to experience what Alison has had all these years!" She looks shyly at the other ladies. "Please?"
I look around at all three and see they all nod their heads, agreeing with Maja. I feel my cheeks and neck start to heat up. I can't believe they got me to blush! I think to myself. I haven't blushed since high school! I look again at each of them in turn and grin. "I don't know if I'm the luckiest guy around, or in a world of hurt. Either way, I wouldn't miss it! If you three would have me, I would be happy!"
I see nothing but smiles and bright eyes looking back at me. "Well, this will be fun. And to think, both of our cheating spouses will be thanked for bringing us all together! That will make it hurt even worse for them!" I chuckle with the looks on their faces as they all start to softly laugh as well.
Out of the corner of my eye, I can see the waitress watching us. Looks like she is listening as well. I'm curious but don't say anything. She catches me noticing her and blushes, Maja notices the interaction and has a small knowing smile.
"Now, Sam, there is another matter I wanna discuss with you. As you know, I cannot have my soon to be ex-husband continue as CEO of the company. It would be bad for business and morale, wouldn't you agree?"
"I do believe having him continue as CEO would not only damage the reputation for the business and hurt morale, but I would also suspect we would continue losing decent hard working employees as well. With Sarah there, she will continue doing what she is doing and possibly more. However, I do know that each married person she has slept with, should be reported to their spouses and lose their job as well for conduct unbecoming. We would also need to word the contracts differently to prevent this from happening more in the future. Maja, is there any way we can fire those that have cheated on their spouses legally?"