Sometimes I wonder if other people have strange but ultimately harmless things that turn them on. I mean, we all have the things that we like to have done to us, things that get us hot. It seems for guys that pretty much all you have to do is look at them and they get rock hard.
For us girls, though, it's not quite the same. I know, I know, it's cliche to talk about the differences between boys and girls like that, but there are differences even among women. I like sex as much as the next girl (believe me, I do!), but what gets me completely and totally dripping wet is not what I think other girls find intense.
I have one girlfriend who loves to give blowjobs. From what I understand, although I get most of my testimony from her, she's really good at it. She gets an oral fixation to suck some guy off and has been known to have it so overpowering that she's grabbed some guy at a party that she's not even been introduced to and drag him off into the bathroom to suck him off.
Dangerous? Yeah. Stupid? Quite possibly. But she tells me that maybe
because
it's dangerous and stupid that she gets off on it so much. She says she can come just from sucking some strange guy off in the bathroom of a party, by feeling him pulse in her mouth.
I think my own fixation - if you can call it that - is probably her fault. I mean, I like sucking dick as much as the next girl (and in some cases next to her I
am
the next girl, but that's a story for another time), but I've never been able to come that way. Every once in a while I feel an urge, a craving, to suck, but that's not the first thing I think of.
I guess you could say I have a
manual
fixation. I mean, I love the feeling of a guy's throbbing cock in my hands. I love feeling the veins pulse and the tissue swell with blood in the palm of my hand. Just thinking about a hard cock in my hands always gets me soaked.
It was all Jesse's fault, of course. Her libido is off the charts. I mean, mine is pretty high to begin with but Jesse makes me look like a wait-until-marriage virgin.
She came up to me at a party with a sly grin on her face. The music was too loud, and the people were too drunk.
"What?" I asked, noticing the look on her face. She had a cat-got-the-canary look, and was mighty pleased with herself.
She giggled, and leaned in close. What should have been a whisper needed to be a scream to be heard over the noise. "I did it again!"
"Did what again?" I asked, confused. Up until that point in time she had only done the stranger-grab once, and it was a few months prior, so I honestly wasn't expecting it.
"See that guy over there?" she said, and then pointed across the length of the house to a tall, blonde looking guy, slightly geeky but still cute.
"Yeah," I shouted back.
"He just came in my mouth," she said. Always the one for shock value, Jesse sure knew how to get to the point.
It worked. I was shocked. "What?" I shouted, my eyes wide in surprise. "He did
what?
"
She laughed so hard at my reaction she almost spilled her fresh beer. "I had, you know, a
craving
," she said, one finger curved across her lips in a weak attempt to looking coy. "So I grabbed the nearest guy that I liked. He was it."
"Who is he?" I shouted. She didn't quite hear me. "What's his name?" I clarified.
She shrugged. "Who the fuck knows?" and laughed. "C'mon, let's go get a beer!"
As we went towards the backyard where the keg was, we passed her blonde victim. He didn't seem
too
victimized, of course, and I think there probably would have been no shortage of volunteers for victimhood for Jesse's talents. She was, after all, cute, short, with a big rack. She wasn't skinny, but she oozed sexual confidence that guys like.
She was holding my arm as we went towards the keg, and I tossed out the rest of my beer, which had become flat anyway. As I reached for the nozzle of the keg, I noticed Jesse making a gesture and I looked at her. She started making sucking motions on her index finger, still pleased with herself. I nearly overfilled the cup.
"I can't believe you," I said, but I
could
believe her. In fact there was a part of me that was envious that she could be so brazen, and I couldn't. My mind started filling up with the mental image of her grabbing the hand of the blonde boy and pulling the surprised guy off into the bathroom.
The rest of the night was a blur. Jesse continued to make comments and fill in some of the gaps for me, though my imagination ran away with the thought of it as I replayed the scene in my mind over and over again.
By the time I got home I was drenched. I could feel my thong cutting into my web pussy folds with each stride and I just had to get undressed. I was drunk, horny, and my fingers started their familiar dance around my clit and inside my pussy.
My mind placed me in Jesse's story, grabbing the blonde guy by the hand and pulling him into the bathroom. Maybe it was because I was drunk, or maybe it's because my mind just works in strange ways, but I kept switching between different parts of the story.
The part that seemed to excite me the most was not blowing the guy, but the first part, the part leading up to the sex. I kept going back to the very first part where I grab some surprised guy who's never seen me before.
The vision cuts back to what I'm thinking I'm about to do as I lead him to the back. Taking him out, sucking on him, then cuts back to grabbing his hand again. My mind goes completely nonlinear until I'm sucking him, stroking him, fucking him, grabbing his hand for the first time and taking him back. It's not making any sense but I'm loving it. It's different types of sex all at the same time.
The visions settle into a pattern, though, and the anticipation of sex becomes the true turn-on in the fantasy. As I take his hand and lead him back, my fantasy pussy gets wetter with each step. I can almost feel his cock in my hand, unzipping him, pulling him out, watching it emerge from the top of his underwear. I replay this one image over and over in my mind as my fingers slide across my wet pussy lips.
I've got his cock in my hand, my other hand cupping his balls. I'm stroking him off, getting ready to put him in my mouth. Over and over again my mind's eye replays me reaching into his underwear to take out his throbbing cock.
I'm stroking him, stroking him. I get on my knees and am about to put him in my mouth when my orgasm hits me. Hard. I practically scream and instinctively put my hand over my mouth. It's my hand that's covered in my own juices and I suck hard on my knuckles, licking the wetness from them like a woman possessed. It's only after I start my descent from my orgasmic bliss that I am suddenly self-conscious and a little embarrassed, but the feeling passes quickly as an aftershock hits me.
Normally I don't think about sex all that often, and when I went about my days during the week, going to work and doing my own thing, I didn't really have time to dwell upon this latest fantasy. But about Wednesday, Jesse called me and told me about another party on Friday night. Suddenly I was kicked into overdrive, the fantasies coming unbidden. I didn't get any more work done Wednesday afternoon because I was so distracted.
Wednesday and Thursday night as I lay in bed trying to go to sleep I couldn't keep my hands out of my pussy. In some of the fantasies the guy even got to come, but the naughtiness of it, the wanton nature of the act, completely threw me into orgasmic overload. At least, that's what I thought it was.
Friday came, and I wasn't
planning
anything. I mean, I'm generally the low-key person, and really quite shy. My sex drive is probably a little higher than most women, if you go by some of the guys I've dated, but I'm definitely not an initiator. I like to be pursued.
Jesse came and picked me up at my place. "Wow," she said. "You look hot!"
Her comment came as somewhat of a surprise. I hadn't tried to do anything different. "What do you mean?" I asked, but feeling somewhat pleased by the compliment.
"Well, you're wearing that miniskirt like I've told you to do. You've got great legs, honey. I'm glad you're showing them off."
I beamed. "Well, to be honest I didn't even really think that much about it. I just put it on tonight," I said, truthfully.
"Uh huh," she said, not believing me.
She started talking about the clothes that she had decided
not
to wear, and my mind started to wander a little. Had I put on the miniskirt with some sort of subconscious desire to be more sexy? Did this
mean
something?
"... and I'm going to do that again," Jesse was saying.
"I'm sorry," I said, snapping back to the here and now. "Going to do what?"
"Nikki," she said, a scolding tone in her voice. "What do you mean, 'going to do what?' I'm going to do what I did with that guy last time."
She meant sucking his cock, and I knew that. "The same guy?" I asked. "What if he's not there tonight?"