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I wandered the streets of London in torment, desperate for a fuck. My sex drive, you have to understand, is immense. I could go quite a long time without it, but once I was aroused it needed far more than a quick grope to satisfy it. Right now I needed cock like a diabetic needs insulin.
I walked past the crowds in Piccadilly Square doing my best to catch the eyes of men, but to no avail. I was beginning to feel lost and unwanted, in a way I hadn't for years. I managed to board the tube and stood in the rush hour crush with men pressing up against me, and I had to bite my lip to stop myself crying out for them. As it was I couldn't stop myself from hitching up my skirt and playing with myself between stations, when I was sure no-one had a view.
The tube lurched to halt at one station and stayed there an immensely long time. There was obviously something wrong, and the passengers eyed each other nervously. I looked over at the station name, and something about it spoke to me. There was something about that stop that I should remember...
I pushed quickly through the crush on the train and just managed to get off before the doors thudded shut behind me, and half-ran to the escalator. I jiggled up and down with impatience as we rode to the station exit, and skidded to a halt whilst I got my bearings. A possible salvation was here somewhere, somewhere I had considered a visit to once before. If I could just recall which direction... It all looked so different in the orange glow of the streetlamps. Ah, yes that was it.
I stood and watched for a while from across the street. A small entrance, with a sign above it, in fading blue paint. Mann's Erotic Cinema picked out in an attempt at an oriental script. As I watched three or four men, none of them together, went up the stairs, all of them looking furtively around before disappearing. My heart pounded in my chest. I left my hiding place and walked over the road and up into the building.
Contrary to my expectations, once I was on the first floor the place was quite pleasant. A large pot plant, some sort of fern I think, stood over in a corner, and the walls were hung with heavy red velvet curtains. There was a small opening in the wall, mostly glassed over, with a half moon opening at the bottom, through which a man, maybe in his sixties, peered up at me from a seat that was clearly too low.
'Yes?' he said.
'How much?' I said, opening my purse.
'Seven pounds.' I fished out a ten pound note from my bag. 'But you have to be a member.'
'How much is that?'
'Twenty-seven fifty.'
I looked into my purse. I had the ten, a five, and some loose change. 'Would you take a cheque?'
The man looked up at me, and put his head on one side. 'Why do you want to go in? You looking for someone?'
'Erm.' I tried to think of the best way of putting it. 'Actually, I'm looking for anyone.'
He looked at me for a little while longer, and then finally he laughed. 'Oh,' he said. 'Well, tell you what. Used to get a stripper in a while ago, till she put her prices up. If you put on a little show for us, well, I'll make it free membership and free admission, any time you like.'
I smiled. 'Ok, thanks,' I said. I made to set off through the double doors and the end of the hall.