3000
Yesterday was a beautiful day at the beach... full sun, no wind, a welcome relief after several days of stormy rain, gusts and thunderstorms. Like countless other days, I awoke early, ran for 5 miles, went to the gym for a couple of hours, then returned home, put on my sheer Wicked Weasel 404s and hit the beach.
It was hard not to be introspective and reflective as I walked, as I realized that a milestone was about to be broken... #3000. Now, on the backside of my 40s, lucky in love, lucky in business, My life is really so different than so many. A perfectly normal little NY girl, who just happens to be addicted to cock and sperm, and has been used by 1 short of 3000 largely strange men.
Funny, sad, perverse, frightening or erotic... I am not sure. While in large part the numbers are meaningless, the men mostly forgotten, there are always vivid memories of certain encounters that are now nothing more than entries in a journal... some wonderful, some disturbing, but all part of the "patch quilt" that is me...
... The first time I fucked my husband, my first BBC, my first Craig's List ad seeking cock, my first DP, being paid for sex, a three day escort job to the Bahamas, fucking in the theater at FL! bread by 19 BBC, becoming pregnant, electing to not continue pregnancy, being beat up by 6 BBC, getting an STD, hosting my Las Vegas gang bang or sucking cock for 4 hours at a GH... I could go on... such is the slut life I embrace.
An hour passed as I reminisced with myself... soon the sun's rays bore down on me... I was warm, covered in a glaze of perspiration, and enjoying the admiration, and stares... my sheer moist micro-bikini proudly display a deep cameltoe and perky nipples... with not much left to the imagination. As had happened so many times before... the tingles began at my toes... ran up my spine... to the base of my neck. I was aware my pussy lips were swelling, becoming engorged from arousal... that my pussy was dilating... opening like a flower... god I love the intoxicating feeling. I knew I needed to be quenched and soon.
Shortly, I grabbed a stool at CrabTrap. I attracted the eye of two young surfers... 18 -19 years old perhaps... ripped abs, deep tans... cute... although awkward in their flirts... I loved what I saw... .soon they were on either side... their hands rubbing my thighs... after a couple of rounds... a stuttering invitation was offered to return to their room... eager and hungry... I did not make them work for me... I accepted eagerly. I left
Surrounded by my little surfer "dudes" amused that I was old enough to be their mothers.