Ivan David Cruz is the name. A six-foot-six, good-looking, lean and rugged young black man living in the city of Brockton, Massachusetts. This right here is my tale of having some wicked fun at the expense of unsuspecting others. I've often been told that I got absolutely no conscience and the city is my playground. Maybe there is something to that. All I know is that I'm different. There is a void deep within myself which can never be filled. The only way to make the hole inside of me a little smaller is to hurt someone else. Especially a trusting, decent person. Or someone wicked like myself. Whatever. Either way, I get to have my fun.
Right now, I'm having some fun with a six-foot-tall, heavyset and big-bottomed, blonde-haired young Irishwoman named Barbara O'Donnell. She's a student at Pine Manor College. We met while she was visiting my campus, Bay State College in downtown Boston. Barbara is one of my playthings. She's one of those high-society white chicks who openly date their white male peers yet secretly have a fetish for black males. She's what I call a hypocrite. For some reason, that's the only kind of female I seem to attract. Makes me wonder if that's the only kind of woman there is in this world. I don't much care one way or the other. She and all others like her mean absolutely nothing to me. Pussy is pussy, know what I mean?
I'm sitting on a couch inside Barbara's dorm. She kneels before me and sucks on my ten inches of hard and thick, uncircumcised black cock. Watching this plump white heifer sucking my black rod was okay, I guess. I had a cigar in one hand and tried to listen to Green Day's Boulevard of Broken Dreams playing in the background instead of the slurping sounds Barbara made as she sucked my dick. Sometimes, I wonder why I do this. Hook up with the likes of her. Lots of black guys like to fuck blonde-haired white females like Barbara O'Donnell. I guess it's because they're the forbidden fruit. Might have something to do with it.
Barbara O'Donnell wasn't a very good cock sucker. I know plenty of black and Hispanic chicks from the hood who could do a much better job giving a guy a blowjob. But whatever. Novelty is a fun thing to explore once in a while. Barbara fondled my balls while sucking my dick. Again, she wasn't very good at it but she gets an A for effort. When I came, she eagerly drank my seed. I sometimes wonder what goes through the heads of these white females who seem to collect black male lovers like toothbrushes. Good-looking young black men who are well-endowed and know how to rock a woman's world in bed. Maybe it's the novelty thing for them too. They will never introduce the black man to their parents and family members as their boyfriend but they will sleep with him on the side and brag about it to their curious girlfriends. Kind of like a trip on the Superman Ride of Steel at Six Flags New England. Whatever.
Why do I live this way? I couldn't explain it to you even if I tried. After Barbara gets done sucking my dick, I put her on all fours and start pounding that pussy of hers. This big white woman has a wide-set vagina seemingly designed to take giant dicks. While I drill my cock into her pussy, Barbara squeals in delight and urges me to give her some of that big black cock. That's all I am to her. A black man with a big dick. So much for women always saying that they feel objectified. They turn around and do the same thing to the men in their lives. Men talk about women's big breasts and big butts. Women talk about men's big dicks and sexual prowess. Both sexes are intensely hypocritical. It's just the way we are.
