I would like to thank Grania2 for editing and advice during the development of this story.
This is a three part story of a frustrated young bride who finds sexual satisfaction outside of her new marriage.
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The Marriage
My friend Kenny did stop by the store, and he and I began dating. It was obvious we had no other paths in life to go, so we got engaged and married shortly thereafter. Our honeymoon took us to Niagara Falls. The wedding night was the most shocking thing ever. Kenny's momma and mine were close friends at church. Both viewed things the same way. By then I had developed needs. Spending evenings with Papa had unleashed desires within me. I hoped that I would have these needs met by my husband after marriage. Kenny and I never had sex before our wedding. Short of some kisses and holding we hadn't done much. I attributed this to his upbringing and the church.
On our wedding night, Kenny turned off the lights in our honey-moon cabin. He crawled into bed with me. It was so dark I couldn't see anything. By then I had developed a strong sexual appetite. I was very visual. I liked the sight of an erect cock. I wanted to run my fingers over it and explore new sensations. Kenny didn't touch my breasts. He pulled clumsily at my bottom's and used his hand to feel for my vagina. He seemed disgusted to find me wet. I felt him wipe his fingers on my leg and then he rolled on top of me. He was stiff, and pushed his cock into me without any feeling whatsoever. He began thrusting quickly and within less than a minute he was done. He rolled off and onto his side, and just lay there with his back to me. I couldn't believe it. That was it! He started snoring sometime after that.
Oh my God, what have I done, was all I could think. We needed to talk about this. The next morning we sat facing each other. Turns out his momma had warped him so badly into thinking that sex was a horrid thing to be ashamed of. His momma's beliefs had taken root in him. Sex was a nasty foul thing people had to do to have children. Children! Fuck that! I wanted to spend time satisfying the appetite I had developed. I wanted all night-long orgies of lust with a husband who would satisfy all my cravings. I wanted someone to fuck my brains out, flip me over and pound my ass until I screamed for mercy.
Our honeymoon ended just like it had begun. I hadn't cum once. Kenny wasn't even bothered by this. I guess he felt only a dirty whore would want sex that way.
Both of our mommas were expecting grandchildren as soon as possible. I guess they felt this would cement the marriage. Divorce was against God's commandments. The sooner I became pregnant the better. Fuck that! I had no problem having children down the road, but Kenny and I had some serious issues. Without telling anyone, I traveled to the opposite side of town and found a doctor who would start me on birth control pills. I paid cash and hid the prescription. No one would ever know.
Well it wasn't like Kenny and I fucked a lot anyway. It was all so short and over with so quickly that I never had time to get excited. You won't believe the time I tried to suck him off. He acted like I was a filthy whore for even offering it. The whole thing came to a boil one time when I suggested getting a vibrator for me. I figured I could use it when he fucked me. At least I could get some satisfaction then too. The look on his face made me feel like the lowest street-hooker there could be. The worst part of this was that he went and told his momma about it. Of course she told my momma and next day mine calls and is screaming about how embarrassed she is over having such a slut for a daughter.
Kenny's job at the truck place kept him busy all week. Since they liked his work they offered him overtime hauling finished vehicles upstate to customers. He would leave Friday and sometimes not be home till late Sunday evening.
Kenny's job required us to have a computer for e-mails and a cell phone for his travel. This was the first time I had complete access to the internet and my own cell phone. If Kenny was at work or gone out of town delivering trucks, I was on the internet. This was my first venture out into the real world of sex. The web sites were absolutely my only outlet for my sexual longings. I was interested in everything sex. I explored sites with perverted videos I could only have imagined years before.
My interests were all over the spectrum. One of my favorite sites had interracial videos showing a young skinny white girl being held in mid-air by three powerfully-built black men. Two held her at the waist and supported her legs. A third guy stood behind her holding her head and shoulders. The girl's expression could only be described as being wasted, or maybe she was just cum-drunk. The three men were serving her up to the next man in a long line waiting their turns. They were guiding her on and off of another black man's cock. The cock inside her was as big as an arm. Her lower abdomen bulged as the huge cock could be seen pushing its way up through her belly. As each man came, a flood of semen could be seen spilling onto the floor underneath her. The cameraman stepped around and showed the cunt oozing as the pulses of cum pushed its way back out. On the floor beneath her was a pool of cum. No telling how many men had been at her already. But a line extending out of the room was still waiting.
I wanted that. I wanted to be her. I wanted to experience that kind of nonstop fucking. I cruised sites all the time looking to satisfy my desires. One day I stumbled onto a swinger type site. Couples were looking for others to "party" with. I knew Kenny would never have anything to do with something like this but could I? Alone, a single female, I could at least offer an opportunity for couples to experiment. I wasn't ugly or fat. I was in my early twenties and was considered at least cute by my friends.
Cheating on Kenny was something I had never thought would happen. I wanted the marriage to work, but we were so far apart sexually I could not imagine this going on very long. Kenny's idea was to get me having kids. Then I'd be stuck.
A couple of the swinger sites actually listed some local couples who were looking for others to party with. I really struggled with should I or not. I figured I would just sort of see initially if they were for real. A few of the first ones were just come-ons to join a nation-wide listing service. I began to receive numerous annoying e-mails, all just trying to sell me some membership. I was ready to give up when I got a response from a couple that lived in a nearby city. They were about thirty miles away. I e-mail chatted back and forth with the wife a few times and she actually seemed normal. Swinging was something she and her husband did to keep thing exciting in bed.
I finally agreed to take the first step and meet them at a restaurant for dinner. This would be a chance to meet and see if we felt a mutual attraction for each-other. I told them my husband would not be in on this, and that seemed still ok with the both of them.
It was a couple weeks later when Kenny was out of town when I drove across town to meet with this couple. Nicky and Shawn were their names. I struggled with using my real name or not. I had been using an on-line alias, but in the end, I felt it wouldn't be right starting a new relationship by lying right off about my name. We met at the bar and after introductions and a few drinks, we moved to the restaurant side. Nicky was like meeting an old friend again. She and I gabbed and laughed about similar experiences. Shawn was a little quiet at first, but over dinner he finally opened up.
I was upfront about things. My husband would not ever be involved. Privately, I thought Nicky would never be thrilled with the fucking Kenny would give her anyway. They were both ok with all that, but I guess I was still showing my nervousness. I told them this was my first venture into something like this. Nicky and Shawn were very considerate of me. They wanted to get together sure, but wanted me to feel completely at ease and be sure about all this. They were willing to wait and let me think this all over first. They stressed that they wanted to be "friends" first, then sex-partners. I really enjoyed the evening and was feeling very optimistic. We parted with each of us giving the other a sensual kiss.
Within the week I decided this was what I wanted to do. I felt more comfortable starting with just Nicky and Shawn. I'd like to see how that went before meeting any others. Kenny's next trip out of town was scheduled, and I texted Nicky. We agreed to meet at the same restaurant and later go to a motel. The restaurant was right near the airport and many local hotels were scattered around it.