I still couldn't believe I'd actually gone through with it; but having said that, sometimes once you start down a path there's no turning back. I sat in the back of the cab on my way to work, hoping that no one would notice that I was wearing yesterday's uniform. But why would they, the hotel from which I'd come has an excellent dry cleaning service. I grinned to myself and once again opened the envelope I carried to count and recount the money within, or perhaps it was simply to confirm that the previous night had actually happened. But maybe I should take a step back. . .
My name is Bethany, or Beth depending on how close we are as friends and I'm a 24 year old mature student. My parents are divorced which is fortunate on many levels and on the whole they both seem happy now. Although I'd lived with my Mother throughout childhood, I'd recently been accepted as a student at York University and, as my Dad lives just over a mile from the city centre it made sense that I moved in with him and his girlfriend, Emily, in term time and went back to Mom during the vacations. Emily was ten years his junior and in comparison, very liberated with regard to sex and relationships. My father and mother on the other hand were tight-lipped about such matters, both believing that sex was something that happened behind closed doors and I often wonder whether this might have been the root of their problem. I liked Emily and we would often enjoy a glass of wine or two and chat about boys and relationships. Mom thought that she was only after Dad's money, but that is by-the-by.
Whilst working my way through university I'd taken a part time job at a local tearoom to help pay my way. Dad had a good job and money was never an issue, but I didn't want to appear ungrateful or to be taking him for granted and this was my way of showing that I was, at least partly, independent -- but let's face it, what student can claim that they don't abuse their parents in this way.
As regard to sex, my tastes were rather traditionally heterosexual and unexceptional, or so I thought and I'd had several lovers and three long-term and largely unfulfilling relationships in my short life. Perhaps this was partly because deep down, my parent's influences and beliefs had been instilled in me, or perhaps it was that I simply wasn't overly adventurous. Don't get me wrong, I'm no prude, but sex with men, in my experience to this point, was generally disappointing and I had never climaxed at the hand, tongue or cock of any of my lovers. But let's face it, when a man is fucking a woman, her orgasm is rarely high on his list of priorities.
My sexual awakening, shall we call it, began yesterday afternoon and I think it changed the direction of my life entirely. We'd just surmounted the Saturday lunchtime blitz, but even so I knew the café would be busy until we closed at 5:30 that afternoon. I was leaning against the counter taking a sip of water when a tall elegant woman entered. Although she looked familiar, I didn't immediately recognise her; that is not until she spoke. How could I forget that rich American accent and indeed the generous tip she left earlier that day? She was perhaps in her late 30s or early 40s and had dined that morning with her husband who was a several years her senior by his appearance.
"Hey Honey." She said, approaching and gently holding my arm. "Do you have time for a quick chat? Somewhere quiet, perhaps?"
The dining room was busy and all of the waitresses were rushed off their feet, but I shot a glance at the owner. "Bill, can I take five minutes?"
"Sure." He replied, no doubt noting that I'd not taken a break all morning.
There was a changing room and relaxation area for staff at the back of the café, and I led the woman through the kitchen and into the relative calm of the lounge, flopping onto the worn leather sofa, taking off my shoes and massaging my aching feet.
She smiled and took a seat next to me. "I have something to ask," she said, her Texas drawl as thick and rich as molasses. "My husband and I are only in town for one night and it's his birthday today."
"Oh, I had no idea."
"Well why should you sugar?" She smiled and I had no answer for her. "You might remember that we were in earlier and I must confess that Robert could scarcely take his eyes from you. You're a stunning young woman you know."
I felt myself blushing and thanked her.
"Now don't let me frighten you, but my husband and I consider ourselves to be quite open-minded and as it's his birthday I wanted to ask if you'd be prepared to do something for me. I'll pay you of course." She added quickly.
I was stunned, pre-empting her request and in my confusion the woman filled in the gaps. "My name is Elissa." She said extending her hand.
"Beth." I replied nervously, placing my hand in hers.
"I know." She laughed, "It's written on your name tag." And I couldn't help but laugh with her.
"Ok," she continued, "I'll just say it." She took a breath and smiled reassuringly. "Would you join us this evening for a threesome?"
My jaw dropped and my eyes opened wide.
"It's Ok if you say no. But my husband has been talking about you all morning and I had to return to ask." She took my hand between both of hers and I gazed into her hypnotic eyes. "Tell you what, I'll let you think about it." She said standing and as she did I found 5 crisp twenty pound notes in my hand. "That's for listening to me," she beamed, her perfect white teeth dazzling me. "I'll give you five hundred more if you agree. I'll call back later, but right now I have to get back to the museum before my husband misses me."
I was shocked and speechless, but the woman turned and left without another word.
I was in a daze all afternoon, but as the hours passed I'd more or less decided that I'd not see her again. But shortly after five pm a messenger arrived, carrying a large shallow box.
"Hey Beth." The manager called over, "this is for you." My face must have painted a picture as Bill simply shook his head and said, "Take it out back and call it a day. You've already put your hours in."
I sat on the leather lounge sofa sinking into the broken springs and balancing the box on my knees; I was shaking and for a while simply stared at it. I could hear the other waitresses starting to clear up and knew that they would soon be joining me in the lounge to change out of their uniforms before heading home. Tentatively I opened the box. Inside was something soft covered impossibly thin tissue paper. But despite my urge to rip it open I was drawn to the pristine envelope that lay within; a single word written upon it in perfect baroque calligraphy.
"Bethany" it said.
I carefully opened the flap and drew the note from within.
"Beth my dear. " It began in the same immaculate hand. "I hope you have had time to chew over my proposal." Of course there was no doubt of the author. "Please find enclosed a dress, underwear and shoes. You may keep them regardless of your decision -- I am a good judge of proportion and hope that they will be a good fit. We're staying at The Grand, suite 402 and I've told reception to expect you. We're not intending to return to our room until 7pm, so please take advantage of the bath and minibar and feel free to order from room service if you like, though I've booked a table for dinner at 8pm. Reception will call you when we return so that you can hide in the bathroom; I want this to be a surprise for Robert. Of course if you don't show I'll have to improvise at short notice, but please don't let that influence you."
I was lost for words and despite its sympathetic tone, the letter just seemed to add more pressure and give me little room in which to wriggle. I'd spent the afternoon worrying and had eventually come to a decision, but the arrival of the gift and Elissa's absence made it impossible for me to tell her face-to face that I couldn't accept her offer. And yet, as I had had not yet told Elissa of my decision, I could enjoy the illicit feeling that I was actually going to have a threesome with a mysterious American couple and it excited me more than I could have possibly imagined. I took the one hundred pounds Elissa had already given me and placed it in the box with the dress and other clothing, changing out of my uniform and carefully folding them into my back pack to wash once I'd arrived home. The Grand was only a five minute walk and Elissa's absence meant that I could leave her a message at the desk without having to see her disappointment. I would also leave the money and the gifts with the receptionist of course; I couldn't possibly accept it even though the couple had clearly not been short of money.
But as I walked, I considered how Elissa had so skilfully manipulated me, her generosity and consideration seemingly blocking all routes of escape. The receptionist smiled as I approached the desk, as if knowing who I was and what I was here to do and I felt my cheeks flushing.