The bass from the club pulsed through my veins, each beat a reminder that I was alive in so many more ways than the old me knew possible.
Paul flashed through my mind for a brief moment, but it only came with a sense of fondness; we had each other in many ways, but this? This was mine. Besides, he wasn't going to help me with this at his business meetings. A girl had to make choices.
And make them I did.
Dawn was home and had every emergency number, including mine, if she needed me. I could afford to really enjoy where I was now.
Paris is far away from the constraints of my life back home. My friends had dragged me out, their excitement infectious as they pulled me into the vibrant night. We laughed, drank, and danced, but I couldn't shake the feeling that something--maybe even someone--was missing from it all.
Lisa had been the first to say it. "Okay, girls, we've all got lives back home, but this is Paris; we owe it to ourselves to have the best experience we can get. Nothing held back!"
Of course, I had nodded at the time; it was perfect with what I had planned. Soon, the others agreed as well, and it was settled.
"Oh my God! We could take a page or two out of that lady's book, you know, the one with the blog?" Sophie shrieked.
"Slutty Wife Anonymous?" Leah asked, and I paused. They have been following my adventures, too.
It was nice to see I had some supporters. Maybe being slutty isn't all that bad.
"That's the one!"
"Oh, she is good!"
"Ever seen it, Ashley?"
They turned to me, and I shook my head, all my willpower stuck on hiding my smile. It all felt good. Very good.
"Oh, you have to; she's one wild babe; she gets me going every time. You'd be surprised what you could do with a bit of confidence and a big fuck you to the world."
They had no idea.
With that, it was decided, and we all agreed that what happened in Paris would stay in Paris.
Everything took a different turn from there.
We had decided to visit a bar close to where we were staying just to get a feel for the area. Sophie was a bit more honest.
"--jumping on the first man to wink my way."
"Sophie!"
"Oh please, French men can get it."
I couldn't say I didn't agree with her.
I scanned the room, my eyes landing on two men standing by the bar. They were tall, with dark hair that fell just right and piercing blue eyes that seemed to see straight through me. They noticed me looking and gave a subtle nod, their lips curling into knowing smiles. My heart skipped a beat, and I felt a familiar thrill course through me.
"Go talk to them," Sophie whispered in my ear, her breath warm against my skin. "They're checking you out."
I hesitated for a moment, then nodded. This was it, the moment I'd been waiting for. I needed this. I deserved this. With a deep breath, I made my way over to the bar, my heels clicking on the polished floor.
"Bonsoir," I greeted them, my voice steady despite the butterflies in my stomach.
"Bonsoir, mademoiselle," one of them replied, his French accent sending shivers down my spine. "We were hoping you might join us."
His friend grinned, leaning in slightly. "You look like someone who knows how to have a good time."
I smiled, feeling a rush of confidence. "Maybe I do. It's Ashley by the way, if this is going how I think it's going."
They exchanged a glance, and I could see the challenge in their eyes. "Well, Ashley, perhaps we could show you a better time," the first man said, his hand brushing lightly against my arm. The touch was electric, and I felt myself leaning into it.
"Maybe you could," I agreed, my voice barely above a whisper.
Within minutes, we were outside the cool night air, a stark contrast to the heat of the club. They led me to a sleek black car, opening the door for me with impeccable manners. As we drove through the city, the lights blurred around us, and I felt a sense of anticipation building inside me. This was it, the beginning of another forbidden fantasy.
Their apartment was elegant, with high ceilings and large windows that let in the moonlight. The moment the door closed behind us, they turned to me, their expressions hungry.
"Take off your dress," the first man commanded, his voice low and authoritative.
Without hesitation, I did as he asked, unzipping the back of my dress and letting it fall to the floor. I stood there in just my bra and panties, my heart pounding in my chest.
"Beautiful," the second man murmured, stepping closer. His hands slid up my arms, his touch firm yet gentle. "Tell us what you want, Ashley."
I swallowed hard, my mind racing. "I want... everything," I admitted, my voice trembling slightly. "I want it all."
He smirked, his fingers tracing the edge of my bra. "Then let's give you everything," he said, his voice filled with promise.
In an instant, both men were upon me, their hands roaming my body, their lips finding mine. The second man kissed me deeply, his tongue exploring my mouth as the first man's hands moved down to cup my ass, lifting me slightly. I wrapped my legs around him, my breath catching as he pressed me against the wall. Our bodies aligned perfectly.
"Touch yourself," the first man ordered, his voice rough with desire. "Show us how much you want this."
My fingers trembled as I reached down, slipping between my legs. I could feel how wet I was, how ready I was for them. I moaned into the kiss, my hips grinding against his hand as he circled my clit with his thumb.
"Good girl," the second man praised, his voice dripping with satisfaction. "Now, let's make you beg for it."
With that, he pulled away, leaving me panting for breath. The first man stepped back, too, his eyes never leaving mine. I felt exposed and vulnerable but also incredibly aroused.
"On your knees," he commanded, pointing to the floor.
I obeyed without question, sinking to my knees before them. The second man knelt in front of me, pulling down his pants to reveal his hard cock. He grabbed my head, guiding me towards him.
"Suck it," he ordered, his voice gruff. "And don't stop until I tell you to."
I opened my mouth, taking him inside, my lips wrapping around his shaft. I felt him twitch in response, his hands tightening in my hair as he began to move. I focused on the rhythm, my tongue swirling around him as I took him deeper. He groaned, his pleasure evident, and I felt a surge of pride.
Behind me, I felt the first man unbuckling his belt, the sound echoing in the quiet room. He pushed my panties aside, his fingers teasing my entrance. I gasped around the second man's cock, my body arching as the first man's fingers slipped inside me.
"So tight," he muttered, his fingers curling inside me. "You're going to be so good for us, aren't you?"
I nodded, unable to speak as I continued to suck the second man's cock, my body humming with need. The first man added another finger, stretching me, preparing me for what was to come.
"Look at her," the second man said, his voice filled with admiration. "She's perfect."
The first man released my hips, standing up to remove his pants. I watched as he revealed his hard cock, the sight making my mouth water. He stepped closer, positioning himself behind me.
"Ready for more?" he asked, his voice dark with lust.
I nodded again, my body trembling with anticipation. He didn't wait for a verbal response, lining himself up and pushing inside me. I cried out; the sensation was overwhelming; my body stretched and filled in ways I'd only ever dreamed of.
The second man gripped my hair, guiding me back onto his cock as the first man began to thrust inside me. I moaned around him, my body caught between the two of them, my senses overloaded.
"Fuck, she's amazing," the first man grunted, his thrusts growing harder, deeper.