After Rosie left Chris' apartment, I decided that I would go for a walk to clear my head. The events of last night played through my mind, and I was still in shock at what happened between the three of us.
Was that me?
I wondered. I experienced desires that I didn't know I had.
I left the apartment and walked down the street. There was a coffee shop nearby, so I ordered a small coffee and found a seat by the window.
I had visions of Rosie, Chris and I all dancing together at the bar.
What were my thoughts in that moment?
There was alcohol involved, so it was hard to recall. But some part of me wanted to go home with the two of them. Some part of me wanted to experience making love with a man and a woman. And some part of me never expected it to really happen. But it did, and truthfully I felt as if I'd stepped outside of my body.
I took my coffee and walked up the street to the nearby park. I didn't force any thoughts onto myself. Instead I let my mind drift. Every so often I would have a flashback: Rosie's hair falling down over her shoulders. Chris grabbing me and kissing me. The two of them kissing each other as I watched. I felt as if I wanted more.
So I walked back in the direction of Chris's apartment, wondering how I would fill the events of my day. Much to my surprise, I saw Chris and Rosie outside on the sidewalk. They were smiling at each other, and as I approached they both turned to me and smiled.
"Well this is a surprise," I said.
"Yes it is. I left work early, hoping you guys would still be here," Chris said. "As it turns out, Rosie had the same idea."
I walked up to them. Rosie put one arm around Chris' waist and the other around mine. I felt the energy from last night returning. Standing out on the street, embracing the two of them, I felt electric again. I didn't care at all if the entire neighborhood knew our secret. In that moment I felt so very connected to my desires that I only wanted one thing. Luckily for me, the two of them wanted it as well.
We walked up the stairs and back to his apartment. I felt my heart pounding again.
What was going to happen this time?
I wondered.
When we stepped inside, Rosie approached me and rubbed her hands onto my chest. She smiled and slowly stepped towards me, and then planted a kiss on my lips. Chris was right behind her, rubbing her shoulders and her back as she kissed me. She let her tongue run over the tip of my lips.
Chris stepped in closer this time, and the three of us embraced as we had on the street. As Rosie pulled her lips away from mine, Chris leaned in and kissed me. Much like I remembered from the night before, her kiss was soft and sweet and his was rugged and masculine. If I had any doubts about it before, those doubts were gone: I was definitely bisexual.
"Why don't we go to my bedroom this time," Chris said.
The three of us walked to the back of the apartment. It occurred to me that we hadn't even seen his bedroom the night before. We were so wrapped up in one another, we never left the living room.
Rosie crawled onto the bed and laid back against the headboard. "You two fool around with each other. I want to watch," she said.
Chris stepped in and kissed me again. From the corner of my eye, I could see Rosie had opened her legs. Being with two people like this was such torture. I wanted to watch Rosie touch herself, then kiss her and rub her. But I also wanted to melt into Chris' kiss. What an awesome predicament!
Chris and I took off our shirts and then our pants. Standing there in our underwear, we continued kissing each other. There was a musky scent coming in the room. I don't think any of us had showered the night before.
Rosie had pulled her pants down, and her hand was inside of her underwear. I could see that her cheeks had become flushed, and her eyes were glued to Chris and me. I laid down on my back, and Chris crawled on top of me and continued kissing me. I could feel our penises touching through our underwear.
Rosie stood up. By now she was bottomless, although she had left her top on. She went behind Chris and slipped his boxers off so that he was totally naked. Then she reached underneath and pulled mine off as well. Chris' penis was now rubbing against mine as he kissed me.
Rosie grabbed both of our penises and began to rub them. Chris then stopped kissing me and stood up on the edge of the bed. He grabbed my legs and pulled me closer towards him. Now, there was more room for Rosie to jump in. Chris put his hands through her hair and caressed her as she stroked the both of us.
She leaned in and put the tip of her tongue first on Chris' penis, and then on mine. The warmth of her mouth was so wonderful it left me aching. I watched as she slowly descended on Chris' penis, and afterwards she put her mouth around mine and did the same thing. Chris' eyes were closed now, and his head was back. I could tell he was really enjoying it.
Rosie continued that pattern, slowly going down on him, and then down on me. By now, she had gotten our penises nice and wet. I let out a soft moan as she stroked mine while sucking on Chris. When she switched, I breathed harder as she put the length of my penis into her mouth.
Then, I watched Chris as he grabbed the base of his penis and placed it between my legs. He then put my legs over his shoulders, and I knew that he was going to enter me. I had never had a man inside of me before, and I felt a mixture of fear and excitement all at once.
He pushed his penis inside of me, slowly. When he got it all the way in he, he paused for a moment. He asked, "Is it ok?" I nodded. At first it hurt, but after awhile, the pain turned into a sort of aching, lower pleasure. Meanwhile, Rosie held the tip of my penis between her lips. One of her hands was down between her legs so she could touch herself.