"Mandy, would it be ok if I came by your dorm room? I'd like to talk to you about something."
"Sure, Cathy." She was a new-found friend in English class.
"You're the only person around here that I feel I can talk to."
"No problem. I'm no great expert on boys, but ... "
"Actually, it's not about boys. Well, I guess it is but only indirectly. God, I am so embarrassed. I've never confided in anyone."
She paused, tears in her eyes.
"It's ok, whatever we talk about is just between us."
She sniffled and dried her eyes.
"Here at school is so different than back home and I'm a little homesick. My sister, Sharon, and I are really close and I miss her a lot. When you and I talked the other day about boys I had another reason for being so uptight about sex.
She stopped again, then resumed. "My sister and I did things together."
"Sexual things?"
"Yeah. It started out really innocent. We share a bedroom since our home is so small. As I said we have always been close, one year apart. She's the older one. Well, one night she climbed in my bed and I sensed she was upset about something. Her boyfriend was pressuring her to suck his cock. They argued and she was afraid they would break up. And if not, she would have to do it.
"Anyway, I hugged her and she kissed me and said thanks for being such a great sister, someone she could talk to. It started out as a little kiss and kept going. I kissed back. Then she put her tongue into my mouth. God, I can't believe I'm telling you this."
Again a lengthy pause, before she continued.
"She put her hand between my legs. I tensed up but didn't stop her. She rubbed my pussy through my panties and it felt really good. Then she took my hand and put it between her legs. Whatever she did, I did to her. She pushed my panties aside and stuck a finger in me. I followed suit.
"She continued to diddle me and suddenly it felt so wonderful. I had an orgasm! It went on and on and was the most wonderful thing. After I calmed down she ask me to continue to do her and a few minutes later she also climaxed.
"She went back to her bed and I lay for at least an hour, unable to go to sleep. What had we done? And with my own sister! I didn't have a chance to talk to her until after dinner the next day. 'You ok?' she asked. "Did you like what we did? Don't feel bad, I've done it before.'
"She said she and Tina, her best friend was the first time about a year ago. Later Fran and Alice joined in. I asked if she did the same things with them as you and I did. 'Yeah, that and more'.
"I felt ashamed of what we did. We were sisters and it was incest. What do you think, Mandy?"
"Well, it's not like a brother and sister actually fucking. To me that would be incest. Anyway, no harm done, right?"
"I guess not. Two nights later I went into her bedroom and we did it again. It became a regular thing to do. This went on for a couple of months and then one night we were laying side by side as usual. She inserted a finger into my pussy and while doing so, licked my nipples. Wow! She continued to finger-fuck me as she alternated tits. Then she kissed her way down my tummy and nuzzled her face in my pubic hair. She inserted a second finger, rapidly thrusting. I lifted my crotch up to meet each thrust. And I orgasmed. The best ever.
"After I calmed down I felt I needed to do the same. My face was just inches from her dripping pussy and then pushed my tongue between her lips. 'Oh, honey, that feels so good.' I continued to lick up and down, tasting her for the first time. Afterwards Sharon kissed me, pushing her tongue into my mouth. I know she had to be tasting her pussy. Neither of us said anything and I went back to my bed. It was hours before I fell asleep.
"The next night Sharon ate my pussy and then I did her again. She admitted that she and her friends did it all the time. So that's my story. I'm a pervert that had sex with my sister and liked it. And then I also did it with my best friend."
Quite a story. This quiet, shy girl has a history!
"Cathy, lots of people do sexual exploration as they are growing up. Girls. Guys. You are being way too hard on yourself. You and your sister are obviously very close, and apparently also your best friend. Sex feels good. No harm done."
"Really? You don't think it's terrible? I mean even with my sister?"
"I wouldn't go spreading it around but no, I can see how it could happen."
"Have you ever done anything with a girl?"
"No, I don't have a sister and was never in a situation where it might have happened with some other girl."
"Would you have, though, if you had the chance?"
"I don't know. Maybe."
"I've never ever told anyone about that. Our secret, right?" I nodded my head.
"And now I wonder if sex with a boy would feel the same? I mean, if he sticks it in me and I have orgasm? Would it be as good? Can I ask you a question?" Again I nodded.
"Your boyfriend, Bobby, was he your first?"
"No. Some older guy seduced me. He was handsome and had a great line of bullshit. He really turned my head and I fucked him the first time we went out. It didn't last but was fun. I quickly learned a lot about sex and about men."
"And then you met Bobby? He seems like a really nice guy, good looking."
"Yeah, he is. He was a virgin but not anymore!"
"Well, I won't take up any more of your time. Mandy, thanks so much for listening. It was all pent up in me. I feel so much better now. And you don't think I'm a bad person?"
I laughed. "No, Cathy, you're not a bad person. Now get out of here, I have some studying to do."
****
"Bobby, what do you think of my new friend Cathy?"
"She's cute, nice body. Not a happy camper, though. How come?"
"She's shy and has trouble relating to guys. I was thinking, how about we invite her to do something together, a movie, pizza, whatever. She's so shy and thinks the first guy she dates is going to rape her. She's a virgin but I didn't get the idea she's against the idea of sex but is just all stressed out. So she turns off guys before they get to know her. I'm betting you can have your first virgin. I just have a feeling she might be a real tiger once she lets loose. Interested?"
"You're saying I can fuck her? Yeah, I would be interested if it doesn't cause a problem between us. Why the generosity?"
"Well, Cathy told me she and her sister played around. Her sister is a year older and seduced her, finger fucking and eating pussy. When I dated that guy, the one before you, we watched some porn together. I remember one scene where two teenage girls were going down on each other. It looked so hot! I wondered at the time what pussy tasted like. After he finished eating my pussy I kissed him so I could taste me.
"Anyway her story turned me on. I've never done anything with a girl but think it could be fun. And with her prior experience she would be a perfect candidate. So I thought we might both get to fuck her. Well, let me work on it. But it might take some time so be patient.
"How about me taking her out on a date as if I were her boyfriend? Each date we do more until I fuck her or she says stop?"
"I like that idea. After classes tomorrow I'll have a long talk."
****
"So you would loan me your Bobby and we would go out on a date?"
"Yeah, just like any other first date you might have."
"And nothing would happen, just a nice date? Maybe a kiss goodnight?"
"That's it. But the whole point, of course, is to get you used to boys doing what boys do, try to get a feel, blowjob, and so forth."
"So Bobby would do those things, not right away, but after a few dates? And you wouldn't mind if I let him?"
"He's my guy, Cathy, and we have a strong relationship. It's the only idea we came up with to help you get over your shyness around guys."
"And Bobby's all right with this plan?"
"Definitely," I laughed. "More than all right. You are a very attractive young girl. And I have personal reason for helping: I want you to show me the things you did with your sister. You know, eat pussy."
"Really? So that turned you on? And here I was worried that you would think me a total pervert. Sure, I'm certainly willing and a fair exchange for Bobby. So when's my first date with him?"
****
"Hi, Cathy, you all ready?"
"Hi, Bobby, yes. Sorry I'm a bit nervous, my first date you know."
"I don't bite, just try to have a good time. I thought we could get a hamburger someplace and then catch a movie. I brought the paper with me to see what's showing. That sound OK?"
"Perfect. Can we hold hands during the movie, just like the young kids do?" she laughed.