I was bent over the general's desk. Thai general Chumpon, taller and more muscular than most Thaiācertainly bigger than I wasāhovered over me, holding my wrists, my arms spread, the heels of my hands pressed into the desktop. I began to pant when he grasped his shaft and rubbed the mushroom cap over my hole.
"Open your hole to me!" he growled, and I relaxed my channel open to receive the cock, not for the first time from this soldier. I cried out as he entered me, strongly, deep. I hadn't been prepared enough; I hadn't dilated enough yet. He didn't care. He wanted me tight, to feel me give, opening to him. He'd told me so.
"Hold still. Take it." It was a command. A general's demand. I moaned at the stretch as he moved up into the channel and willed myself to relax and open to me. And then he was in. I panted as he stroked inside me, releasing one of my wrists, running his long, sensuous fingers into the blond curls on my head and arching my head and chest back, painfully, into his bulging pecs. He buried his face into the hollow of my throat and sank his teeth in. I yelped.
"Fuck. Shit. Hold off. Give me time . . ."
"Shut the fuck up. Open up."
He didn't hold off. He pounded and pounded, setting up a rhythm that was brutal, vigorous, tenacious. He must be in his early fifties, but he was supremely fit and virile.
When he had my channel spread open to accommodate the vigorous raw slide of him, I clicked into the arousal of it. He was a big-cocked man. The cruelty of the taking was arousing as well. He slapped me on the buttocks, hard, and bounced my head off the desk top a couple of times at first, but that was before I full surrendered to him. He was a soldier; he had to conquer. After a while, I became impressed with his ability to hold cadence, and he laughed when I signaled my full surrender by moving my pelvis, fucking back at him as he pumped me. I relaxed to him, fully sheathing his shaft as I had done before, moving in smooth motion with the fuck now.
I took his "
Dimak
āVery nice," as approval that wasn't easily conceded by such a manāa man, who, in Thailand, could take what he wanted by right of positionāa man who took it as by right from me. A man I let take what he wanted. We moved together, his hands grasping my hips now, in cadence, fucking, fucking, fucking.
He had played tennis like a pro too. I was in Bangkok on a gap-year trip between my freshman and sophomore year at the University of Maryland, where I was on an athletic scholarship in tennis in the mid-seventies. I wanted to see Asia, so here I was. I was bumming around, using tennis as my "in" for invitations into people's homes and to their dinner tables, and, when need be, into their bedsāboth men and women, as my finances dictated.
Here in Bangkok, I was being financed and humped by Horst Gerson, head of an engineering firm, working with the Thai military. I met him at the Royal Thai Sports Club, playing tennis. We played tennis and Gerson played me. He told me about the Saturday-morning informal tennis play at the Thai Army Officers' Academy and invited me to attend. I had done so, not knowing that he'd give me to General Chumpon to screw after we played. Gerson wanted something from the Thai military, and Chumpon had a preference for young, blond, Western males who would lie on their backs and pen their legs. Asian soldiersāpossibly most soldiers from third-world countriesāgot an extra kick out of mounting and conquering young Americans.
We were in Chumpon's office after a morning of tennis. He was screwing me on the desk in one of the school's offices. This was a repeat performance of the previous Saturday.
After he came, he left me, belly to desk, and panting hard and stood off to the side, wiping his dick off with a handkerchief. He had been a gusher; his cum was dribbling down my inner thighs. When he'd finished, he reached around and handed me the handkerchief to clean up, as I was able. He didn't ask for the handkerchief back. He had a business card in his other hand, which he dropped beside the cheek I had pressed to the desktop. I assumed it was his card. It wasn't.
"Very nice. Fit young blonds with green eyes are rare here," he said. "You'd do well there."
Do well where, I wondered.
"Your tennis is superb. Next Saturday again . . . and afterward?"
"Yes," I murmured. He didn't say anything about paying for the sex. I didn't expect him too. Gerson had told me he, Gerson, would pay, saying it was business with the generalāand he'd continue to pay as long as the general wanted it. Gerson paid me too. I needed the money to get me on to Malaysia from here. I took the money and I lay on my back and opened my legs. It wasn't all about Gerson's need now, though. The general was a master with the cock. I spiraled higher into the clouds from the soldier roughness of him than I did for men wanting to fancy themselves to be lovers.
The general was dressed and gone before I felt together enough to rise off the desk. The card wasn't for contacting the general. It was for some male strip club, Tommy, on Soi Cowboy, one of the red-light districts of Bangkok. Somebody had written "hiring strippers" on the card.
It was worth a shot, I thought. I had told the general that was what I wasāa male stripper. I was a college student on summer travels, but it seemed so much more exotic to be a rent-boy and stripper. I'd done some amateur work as that and I thought I'd pulled it off well enough. I think the general took me harder thinking that was what I was, and I didn't mind if he thought that.
* * * *
"Go up on the platform, into the light."
I walk through the dark room, which is not as large as I thought it would be. There's a platform, raised just a couple of feet, at the far end of the room. Two spotlights are trained on poles, one in the center, toward the front edge of the platform, with two other poles located at either side and back a bit, rising from the platform up to the high ceiling. The whole stage area, the sides not toward the audience, is sheathed in black curtaining.
The voice has surprised meāa deep bass, rich tone. I hadn't seen anyone here although I was directed this way to see "The Man" by a guy at the bar of Tommy on Soi Cowboy, the club General Chumpon had given me a card for. As I approach the stage in the partially dark room I see why I didn't see him initially. I brush past him almost without seeing him. He's a massive black manāmassive in tall and heavily muscular, not as in fat. He's bare-chested, but wearing a black cowboy hat, cowboy boots, and black cotton harem-style trousers, as many Thai do. He's not Thai, though. His accent is American.
"Very nice," he says when I've mounted the platform and am standing there, a hand on the center pole. I know this will be an auditionāthat I'll have to dance the pole for him unless he sends me away before I can show him what I can do. I've danced the pole before. I wouldn't have come to try this out if I hadn't. I know, in fact, this being Soi Cowboy, that I'll probably have to do even more in an audition to work here as I try to gather enough money to go on to Kuala Lumpur.
He doesn't ask my name. There are more important things he needs to doāthat he needs to knowābefore I can work in one of his bars.