It wouldn't stop. The impure thoughts wouldn't go away. Whenever he tried to ignore it, it always returned. It made him feel crazy in the head. He knew it was wrong, but his imagination continued to be more of an inconvenience in the real world.
Joshua had nothing to do on a Saturday morning. Florence, his wife, had already left the house to visit her friend's place. The twenty-nine-year-old husband was now alone in the master bedroom, and he wished that he would be somewhere else other than his own home. He wanted to take a peek through the blinds, but he tried to fight against it. He closed his eyes for a moment as he lay on his bed. He started to shiver. He took a deep breath. He couldn't understand why he wanted to take a look at his neighbor so badly. All he could understand was that he felt drawn to him.
Leroy had moved in next door just a few weeks ago. And all of a sudden, one look at the black man and Joshua became transfixed owing to some unknown force. They two of them had barely talked to each other, and they didn't know much about each other. But Joshua did know that Leroy had some neat features surrounding his body, and his handsome appearance would have made any woman weak in the knees. Joshua did indeed feel the same way. He had been married to Florence for the past four years, and now, the high probability of being unfaithful took full reign of the household. And to make things even stranger, it was another man who initiated that deep magnetic pull.
Joshua buried his face in his pillow. He wanted to see Leroy through the window again. His twenty-seven-year-old neighbor would still be at home at this time. Joshua knew, since he had seen him every Saturday morning.
He couldn't take it any longer. He got up from his bed and lifted up the blinds only slightly. He took a peek through the small opening between blinds and windowsill. He already spotted the man. Leroy spent his time exercising in his own bedroom. At this time, he started his routine pullups. Joshua slowly licked his lips. Leroy didn't have a shirt when he had his back turned. Joshua could only wish that Leroy faced the opposite way so that he could gaze at the abs that made him tremble with excitement.
He closed the blinds again. He sat down on his bed and stayed silent. He took one look at his closet and quickly turned away. He had been hiding something from Florence ever since Leroy moved in. This would have been the time to open the box and use it, but he tried not to. He clenched his fists. The exhilarating feeling overwhelmed him. With no other option, he opened the closet and searched for the shoebox he had been hiding from his wife. As soon as he found it, he opened the box and stared at what lay inside it.
He always wondered if Leroy had any preferences, but he never asked. His blond hair and slender physique could have been a turn-off for Leroy in some way. No matter, since he still had a good imagination ready for use. Joshua grabbed the blue-colored dildo and dropped the shoebox on the floor. He held the dildo with both hands as he lay flat on his back in bed. All he had to do was imagine that he held Leroy's big black cock in his hands.
He kissed the dildo with moist lips. He licked the cold surface and closed his eyes. He pretended to be the submissive one to a complete stranger. His kisses remained dainty and passionate. He began to moan in a slightly feminine nature. He enjoyed his own personal pastime, even if it didn't make his dream come true. He soon lost control of his feelings that he had been suppressing for the sake of everyone else. He shoved the dildo deep in his mouth and throat. He would have loved to give Leroy his own personal service.
For the next few minutes, Joshua played around with his inanimate object a little more. He did everything to imagine how life would have been like to be dominated by his neighbor. He slid tip of the dildo all around his neck, which made him sigh with glee. Having it touch some of his most tantalizing locations made him understand how his wife felt whenever the two of them made love. And then, he started to caress the dildo with his fingers. If he ever showed Leroy how convenient his hands could be, then this would have been the moment. He moved his fingers up and down the dildo and imagined Leroy's precious cream landing on his chest. Joshua could just envision the thick cum sticking to his skin. It would have been a special moment between the two of them.
Then, he stopped. He put the dildo back in the shoebox and hid it in the closet once again. He took a peek through the blinds to see if Leroy continued his exercise in his bedroom. Unfortunately, the neighbor had left his room and was now nowhere to be seen. Joshua could only frown. It was good while it lasted. Now, he just had to find something else to do for the rest of the day. He left his house and took a long drive all around the city of La Mirada. He found this to be a very effective way to ease the tension inside him. He drove through certain neighborhoods and didn't stop moving. Once his thoughts had been cleared of impurity, he returned to his home and parked on the driveway.
* * *
And that was when he had received a text message from Florence. He grabbed his smartphone and looked to see her what she had written. The short text revealed that she wanted to see him. He texted back to her, asking where they would meet. Her next text message made him feel a little flabbergasted. She said that she was in Leroy's house and that she wanted Joshua to join them.
Joshua's hand that held his smartphone started to shake. Now, he wanted to know why Florence paid Leroy a visit at this time. Now, he had to be prepared to meet his neighbor again. He took a deep breath to calm himself and rubbed his palms together. It didn't take long for him to leave the house and knock on Leroy's front door.
And when the door opened, Joshua didn't know what to say when he saw Florence standing right in front of him.
Strangely enough, she was smiling. "Hello, Josh. Why don't you come in?"
Joshua didn't have time to hesitate. "Of course, I will."
He stepped inside the house. Florence led him into the living room. Joshua looked around to see if he could spot at least a hint of Leroy's existence. He was nowhere to be seen at the moment.
He asked his wife, "So...what's going on?"
Florence chuckled. "You don't have to hide things from me, you know."
"What do you mean?"
Florence folded her arms across her chest. "I know what you've been hiding in the closet. I saw it."
Joshua quickly realized what she had been saying. He tried to fake a laugh, but failed. "I don't know what you mean by that."
"Don't lie to me. I know about the dildo. You bought it online, didn't you?"
