My names Joe and I'm a student at university that always thought I was straight. I've had sex with several women and even had serious long term relationships, so I never thought that I was interested in men at all. I didn't think there was anything different about me.
I was always a keen masturbator, sometimes spending whole evenings wanking myself off. It was probably because of watching too much porn that over several years of masturbating I started to get more and more bored of regular porn. In order to get more turned on by porn I started experimenting with transsexual porn and was surprised by just how erotic I found it. At first I would just try this occasionally but over time I was wanking to it even more than regular porn. One day I was jerking off to one video and the tranny started fucking the guy instead. I found this incredibly fascinating and extremely arousing. Watching this big hulking man submit to another person and get dominated by them was very erotic. I came so hard to that video.
This was a watershed moment for me and by the time I went to University I had started watching full on gay porn and was loving it. Weirdly I still wouldn't have said I was gay, I just liked watching gay porn when I was horny. I would tell myself it's just the exoticness of it, watching someone be dominated, it wasn't about the cock or the men, it was just different and that was interesting. I tried to tell myself that I didn't suddenly LOVE gay porn, I was just BORED of regular porn. Besides, after I had come I would suddenly go off the whole idea.
However over time I started to need more. Now just gay porn was boring, I needed something new. I started wanting to message guys. I found craigslist which was instantly a magical experience. Thousands of anonymous horny guys just needing someone to beat off too. I never met with anyone on the site but I started just messaging guys nude pictures of myself. It was incredibly exciting to snap a sexy pic of my ass and send it too them, knowing full well they were going to beat their big hard dicks to the thought of having sex with me. I didn't want to have sex with them, I just really enjoyed teasing them. The idea of making men hard and making them cum was thrilling to me. I started trying taking sexier and sexier photos of myself. One of my best, was one where I got down on all fours in my bathroom, ass pointed to my mirror, and I looked back with a slutty expression on my face. Every time I would send this photo, the guy I would be talking to would get incredibly horny. It was the ace up my sleeve, and ultimately lead me down a very strange path.
It all started when I saw an advert one guy I had posted, he was around my age, a top, and wanted a guy to dominate. These were always my favourite type of posts. I liked the more masculine guys, they were the most fun. So I started typing an email to him, explaining who I was and that I wanted to get fucked hard by his huge cock. Attached to the email was my ace card, the ass pic. Excitedly I quickly typed out his email and sent it off.
A few minutes of waiting later and I got an email alert. I quickly went to check the emails when, to my horror, my university tutor had replied to the email. I'd sent the email to him by accident! This was my Tutor, John Davis, a tutor who was young for a teacher, in his late 30s. He was a man who was big and hulking, definitely kept in shape. A man that I respected a lot and was one of the better tutors we had. I suddenly got terrified of opening his reply. What would he say?! I just sent him a pic of my naked body, stretching my ass for him and asking him to fuck me hard. There was no way this was going to end well. I tentatively clicked open on the email.
He'd sent back just one small sentence. My Office, 2pm Tomorrow. I gulped.
The next day came and I had just come out of a lecture, it was 5 minutes to 2. This was it. Either turn up and risk whatever awkward conversation I was going to have, or just go home but risk whatever punishment will come from that. I had to go.
I slowly walked to his office and stopped outside. This was it. Whatever was going to happen inside that room felt inevitable at this point. I pushed down on the handle.
Walking inside his office, I saw him sat in a chair behind a large cluttered wooden desk. His full brown hair fell down his face, his muscular body bulging inside a tight white shirt and black trousers. We locked eyes. For the first time I felt something more towards a man than the eroticism I felt when I teased men on the internet. I couldn't describe what it was but John looked different to men I'd seen before, even to how I'd seen him before. He looked powerful, confident. It was magnetic.
"Come in." he said to me gently. I walked further into the room till I stood right in front of his desk.
"Can I sit down?" I asked.
"No." he said back emotionless.
"I'm erm...sorry about the email..." I started, trying to avoid his gaze.
I paused but he didn't respond. I decide to look him in the eye, trying to judge his reaction. What was he thinking?
"It wasn't meant to be for you, I'm sorry you had to see it..." I tried again.
Still nothing. He just kept staring.
"What happens now?" I asked him, my voice wavers with nervousness.
This time his expression changed slightly, I couldn't quite detect what emotion his face was but it was unnerving.
"Punishment." he said calmly. I shuffled awkwardly on the spot. What did this mean?