Wally and I were roommates in college when I realized who I truly was sexually.
Before Wally, I had been with girls. Hell, I liked being with girls a lot and loved eating pussy particularly. Hardly the resume of a gay bottom, but maybe the way I lost myself in the act of giving pleasure to women should have been a tip-off to me somehow. There was something submissive about the way in which their pleasure became my pleasure.
Anyway, one drunken night in the bedroom Wally and I shared in our off-campus apartment, I recounted to him some gossip that had made its way to my ears. "One of your recent conquests is spreading all sorts of wild rumors about the size of your dick," I told him, laughing. "Apparently, she's been calling it the eight wonder of the world."
I was teasing him, saying the girl hadn't been on campus very long: "I hope you enjoy this adulation while you can, before she has something to compare it to." He was taking my digs in stride, but after awhile I guess I had gone a little too far. He looked up from his bed and said simply, "You know, it is pretty big." Drunk as I was, that got me laughing really hard. "I'm serious," he said, doing nothing to stop my cackling. Finally, with a frustrated look on his face, he got up out of his bed, crossed the room to where I was sitting on mine, and, looking me straight in the eyes, he dropped his shorts.
I found out later he just wanted to shut me up, but, in that moment, he changed my life. There it was, his huge dick only a foot or so from my face. It stopped my laughing pretty quickly, I can assure you.
My mouth went dry as I gawked at his flaccid, meaty 8 Β½ inches. I glanced up and saw him staring at me, seeming waiting for me to say or do something, anything to break the tension. I looked back at his dick. Almost involuntarily my hand started to reach for it, but he backed away almost imperceptibly and I froze. Unable to tear my eyes away from his beautiful cock, I asked robotically, "How big is it when it's hard?" I was barely able to hear myself speak.
Saying nothing he slowly reached up and began stroking. My heart was pounding in my chest, but I didn't move a muscle. The whole world seemed to stop as his hand moved back and forth rhythmically. In almost no time at all, his dick was hard, the head level with my eyes and only a few inches from my face. Before long a tiny drop of pre-cum formed and began to bead at the tip of his cock. I knew what I wanted: almost whispering I said, "Let me see you come."
His hand began moving faster and after that it didn't take long. His eyes closed, and I could see his body tense in anticipation. Bursts of cum flew from his dick and landed hot and wet on my face. Before long my whole face was covered in his sticky fluid. I was shocked, shaking like a leaf, and it took me a minute to realize I had come in my pants. I hadn't touched myself, hadn't even realized I was hard. Between the dousing my face had gotten and seed congealing in my pants, I felt like I was covered in jizz.
I was totally overwhelmed. Part of me was in heaven, as sexually excited as I'd ever been. Another part of me was completely embarrassed. Without even looking at Wally, I jumped up from my bed and ran to the bathroom. Locking the door, I stared at my come-covered face for a minute. Slowly, I inched my tongue out towards some of the semen that had come to rest on my upper lip. Compulsively, I licked at it, tasting its saltiness. Still staring wide-eyed at the mess on my face, I lowered my pants and grabbed my own dick, hard again already after having just come. Stroking it, I thought about how much smaller it was than Wally's. I couldn't believe how excited I was thinking about his amazing prick and staring at my cum-covered face. I orgasmed as hard as I had ever in my life, yelling "fuuuccckkkk" at the critical moment, hoping Wally was outside the door hearing me, hoping he was realizing what he had done to me. As that orgasm hit me, I knew there was nothing I could do: I worshipped his cock. His cock was my master now, and there was no going back.
After that there was nothing left to do but clean myself up. As I left the bathroom, the embarrassment was taking over again, and I was relieved to find Wally in his bed with the light turned out and his earplugs in. I don't know what I would have done if he wasn't there, but I also had no idea what to say to him right at that moment. All I could do was go to sleep, hoping the morning brought some clarity.