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"Attention all passengers, we have arrived at Nome Airport, Alaska. Thank you for flying with American Airlines. To all our first class passengers we would like to thank you for your patronage-" Keean blocked out the nasally happy air hostess and straightened himself up from his light sleep.
The 17-hour flight from New York to Alaska was long and he stretched his arms overhead, glad he had the sense to book first class, he slowly got up and rubbed his legs. At 2pm in the afternoon and even in the warmth of the plane cabin, he could tell it was freezing outside and as such, he put on his thick snow jacket over his hoody. He was not dressed for the cold weather and standing at 5ft10 and weighing a plump 180lbs, he knew even with his natural padding he would get cold soon. His short black hair was faded into spikes and a thin beard framed his round light caramel face. Looking at his reflection in his phone as he powered it on, his deep brown eyes looked weary and his nostrils flared as he squinted. He was contemplating buying snowshoes, as trainers were not going to get him far in this weather.
Thanking the ever too happy air hostess and making his way to baggage claim, he wondered if his driver was waiting for him. The man seemed willing to drive him to the cabin for a fee, but told Keean via email that there was almost no one out that side. Just mountains and snow. Lots of snow.
Keean had no idea how long it would take him to get to his family's cabin and hoped he could grab something to eat before then, as airline food did not sit well with him. He also needed to buy some provisions, as he knew the cabin wouldn't be stocked. Right now, a smoke is what he needed. Stepping out into the frigid cold, he lit up a cigarette and checked his backpack. Making sure he had the 2 solar powered battery banks for his laptop and phone, he put his wireless ear buds back in its case. He squashed in some sweat shorts and a few t-shirts as well as his dad always said to pack some emergency items in case his luggage got lost. Luckily enough, the airline provided a small toiletry kit to first class passengers that slotted in nicely. He hoped the carton of cigarettes would be enough for his stay but at the moment, he didn't know how long he would be staying. His one oversized suitcase had clothes and toiletries for a few weeks and he hoped that he wouldn't need to be here for that long.
Making his way back inside to the food court, he ordered a burger and coffee from one of the vendors and checked his phone for messages. He had a few that wasn't urgent, completely ignoring work emails, and replied to a few of his friends and his assistant that he had safely arrived and was waiting for his driver. After stopping by the restrooms and then the airport's supply shop, he made his way to the front entrance and searched for someone holding a board with his name. Keean remembered the description of a white man in his 50's with a beard and flannel jacket, which described everyone here. Finally seeing an older man wave at him with a board that said "Kevin Andrew", Keean made his way over to the man named Sam. After an enthusiastic handshake and a "Welcome te Alaska!" Keean helped Sam load his belongings into the canopy truck and eagerly went into the warmth of the front seat.
The man looked too comfortable in the cold weather and Keean sighed to himself as he knew this drive was going to be filled with happy idle chitchat and comments about the weather.
"Different kinda snow out here in the wild, don't you think," began the already cheerful Sam. "You city folk has fancy snow there in New York, don't you think."
"Yeah, it wakes you up when it hits you in the face, like an avalanche," his sarcasm seemingly lost on the older man.
"Oh no, avalanches are real my friend, losta toe to frost bite when I was twenty," said Sam.
Keean felt a little bad that he was acting cold to a genuinely helpful person and tried to engage in the conversation.
"So how long is the drive? You think we will make it before dark?" Keean asked.
"Ya you know, the snow is fresh and there aint no strong winds. I think we should get you up there in about three hours, don't you think. You'll have plenty o' light when you get there." Sam said as if a 3-hour drive was a positive point.
"But lad, what you gon be doin up there all by yourself. I heard of the Mungumry cabin around here but apparently nobody been up there in like 5 years," inquired Sam. "Sheriff Porter, he and I been best friends from time we was young, he stops by now and then to check up on the place but it's all closed up."
"My family hasn't used it in while. But I have a few weeks of vacation time and needed someplace quiet to relax and get away," said Keean. Not all of that was a lie but Keean just wanted to get to the cabin and see where this goes.
"Ya you know, a man sometimes needs to get away and just be in nature. To relax and be a man, don't you think," said the older man understandingly. "What bout the missus and kids?" asked Sam
"No wife or kids. Just work," Keean said sheepishly. He knew that small town people didn't take too well to gays. Sam nodded understandingly and Keean was silently grateful. He didn't need the 3-hour long sermon of how his soul was damned.
"Can get lonely like that friend," said the older man. "Work is money but it aint everything, don't you think."
"Yeah, but my work is important to me. I'll find all that other stuff when I'm ready. That's why I'm taking this trip, to rest and clear my thoughts," Keean said sincerely
"Ya you know, everyone takes their own time, don't you think. Me and the missus, we been together since we was 18. Three grown kids and five gran babies," Sam said proudly.
"That's great. Must be lively," Keean said with genuine interest.
"Oh ya you know, the scamps think they can run round their grampy, but I aint as old as they think I am," Sam laughed.
Keean sadly remembered that other people had families and partners in life. He burrowed so deep into his work that he genuinely didn't find any time to date and kids wasn't his thing. Sometimes he went out to a few gay bars and hooked up, spending the night at some guys place before making the walk of shame back home. Relieving some tension was fun but afterwards Keean felt slightly empty. The next day he vowed to never to go back to those places, but every 3 months or so, after a few whiskeys at home, he made his way down to the gay village in New York. Listening to the happy Sam, Keean felt small twinge of envy of the grandfather and his loving family.
Two and half hours later, Keean listened to the proud Sam and the stories of his kids and grand kids shenanigans. In spite of himself, he found the stories entertaining and another small part of him realized that within the hour he would be alone at his family's cabin.
Coming up to the cabin, Keean noticed that the forest was dense and a thick blanket of snow covered the whole area. The cabin was situated on a flat section with the forest in front and the mountainside to the back that provided a windbreak. The cliffs to the west side of the section was also dotted with trees and there was an alcove near the top.
As the cabin came into view, Sam whistled his awe.
"She's a big one, don't you think," said the older man.
The cabin was a 5000 square foot English inspired stone mansion with 5 bedrooms, wide-open plan formal dining room and gourmet kitchen, family room with rear staircase, 4-car garage and even a barn. All of which was supported by its own electrical grid connection and water system. Keean's parents spared no expense on their family's winter getaway. Now that he saw it again after all these years, it did not have the same grandeur it once held. It looked dull and empty and he was beginning to feel a bit nervous to be staying here alone.
"My parents built this ages ago and they never really liked to do anything small," Keean laughed slightly embarrassed.
"Oh ya. But you gon be fine up here by yourself. Nearest folk up here are about 20 minutes eastward. I gotta radio that I can give you in case you run into any trouble. Ill set it to the Sheriff's station," offered Sam.