Author's Note - Mid-way through completing "Warming Up" and about the same time I was working on "While Indie's Away, I wrote "Mea Culpa". I liked the sex scene, but I didn't like the rest. Cory seems weirdly shy here and Efrain isn't quite the Wolfie I wanted him to be. Then, in the development of the story, too many things changed and it no longer fit. Until last night, I was going to revise the opening and ending sections to keep the sex scene, but I'm too fucking lazy to dredge up another fight between them just yet. And thus the chop-chop.
One of the saddest parts of being a writer is trashing things you've written. The main part of the story is 113 pages in Word. However, I know I've cut out an additional 20 pages or so because they didn't work for one reason or another.
Oh, the closing PoV narrator is Mitch Lithgow. At the beginning, I planned to Oprah the fuck out of the PoVs (YOU GET A POV! AND YOU GET A POV! EVERYONE GETS A POV!). Thankfully, I had the sense to limit myself to Efrain, Cory, Indie, and Preston (in reality, there was no interesting reason to go outside of those 4. I did so here because Lithgow's interpretation of the scene was more interesting than Cory or Efrain's. I meant to play Lithgow off Teague more, so I'll have to remedy that later).
This would have taken place in middle to late October.
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Mea Culpa (WKIM Alternate #2)
I make my way across the locker room to Cory's locker.
My boyfriend is pulling a pair of relaxed-fit jeans over his incredibly fuckable ass. He grabs his form-fitting t-shirt and begins dragging it over his head. I try not to stare openly at the way his muscles flex under his practically hairless skin as he eases the shirt down over his stomach and reaches up to finger-comb his soft sandy blonde hair to the side. My roommate, Indie, has been teasing me about how quickly I've been tamed, but I hardly feel I got the raw end of the deal in trading my slutty whoring ways for a bottom who looks like an Abercrombie & Fitch ad come to life and likes to be tied up.
Cory grimaces and starts massaging his shoulder, trying to ease some of the stiffness.
He had pulled it the last time we fucked. Or, I had pulled it. Something about grabbing him behind the elbows and pulling Cory's body into my thrusts just felt right at the time, and we both enjoyed it. Scratch that - I enjoyed it; Cory fucking loved it. And, he seemed totally fine. However, he started bitching about his shoulder hurting the following morning and this week's practices seemed to make it worse.
Apparently, I'm not the only one to notice. Lithgow and Teague look at him from their respective lockers.
"Man, you come to practice with more injuries than you get on the field," Lithgow says off-handedly. "How the hell you accomplishing that?"
Cory's dimpled cheeks turns red and he looks away. With all the crazy shit we've gotten into in the three months we've been together and he can still blush like a virgin. Of course, his reaction makes the reason pretty obvious.
"Oh shit," Teague says. "It all makes sense. Cory, your girl is a freak."
"My girl?"
Oh, that would be me. Not a girl, but he's on the nose about the freak part.
Lithgow appears to think it through. "Fuck, that would explain so much."
"Like what?"
"Like that one time you came in wearing sweat bands," Lithgow starts.
"Bro, I remember that," Teague finishes. "Homeboy had rope burns and shit on his wrists."
I saunter up to join the fun and Cory blushes harder. He's avoiding eye-contact with me by focusing on getting on his socks and shoes.
Well, ain't that cute.
"That wasn't what happened." Nope, that's exactly what had happened. Like I said, he likes to be tied up.
"Or the time you came in with that big ass bandage over your shoulder that started bleeding in the middle of drills."
"Yeah, I overheard some trainers talking about how it looked like teeth marks," Lithgow adds.
"I scratched myself."
I had bitten him maybe a little too hard.
"Then you had a pulled hamstring."
"Overdid it at the gym."
I had stretched his legs maybe a little too far.
"Then you had huge bruise on your hip."
"Yeah, would love to hear how that happened." By this time, most of our teammates at the surrounding lockers are listening to the conversation and are probably just as curious.
"Okay, I really did walk into the table that time."
"Yup, he was fucking loaded," I say. "I saw the whole thing."
Of course, I'd also been the one pouring drinks in him. Cory lost all sense of shame when drunk, and a shameless Cory made for a fun fuck (you just had to deal with him being giggly). Of course, he is sober now, and embarrassed and definitely not giggling.
"Damn. Then you had all those hickeys on your chest and back," Lithgow says.
Teague comments on the ones on his inner thigh, too. I try really hard not to lose it then. They either didn't notice, or pretended not to notice, the ones I put on his ass.
"Can't forget the rug burn on his back he was trying to hide two weeks ago," I add helpfully.
"Wait, I thought that was turf burn," Teague muses and Lithgow nods.
"Nope, totally rug burn."
Cory's slate-blue eyes narrow and his lips tense, just a slight change, but perceptible enough for me to recognize. I know my contribution to the teasing will piss him off, but I keep at it all the same. Shameless and giggly Cory is fun to ride, but he is at his best embarrassed and indignant.
"But, it was only on one side," Teague counters.
"Honest to God, man," I argue.
"How would you even know that?" Lithgow asks.
I entertain admitting that I was the one pounding his ass into the floor when it happened. I chuckle instead as Cory drags the palm of his hand over his face.
Lithgow and Teague, along with everyone else in earshot, lose it. If I wasn't enjoying it so much, I would probably warn him about much he gives away with reactions like that.
"Holy fuck man," Lithgow says, almost in tears from laughter. "Your girl sounds like a piece of work."
I am, huh.
"Shit, man," Teague adds. "Next time she tries to pull that, turn the tables. You could be all like 'Bitch, I'm callin' the shots' and slap dat ass before she slaps you."
"That would be interesting," I laugh, the thought of him roughing me up in bed, instead of just on the field, making my smile a little more evil.
Apparently, that comment is too much and he's had enough. Cory slaps the last of his things into his gym back and shuts his locker. Then, with a quick punch to my stomach and a "have fun walking home" shot over his shoulder, Cory stalks out of the room.
A low whistle sounds after the door had closed. Lithgow and Teague look a little confused. I, rubbing where I had been jabbed, continue to laugh. While it hurt, he didn't hit me as hard as he could have - I mean, he's on the d-line, you can't hang there if you can't hit or take hits - so, I figure he isn't that pissed and he'd cool off within the hour.
Right?
~*~*~*~
I didn't answer Efrain's calls or texts that night. At midnight, he sent a simple "fuck you" and stopped trying to contact me all together. I was slightly pissed off, but him getting pissed off in return just made me angrier. We avoided each other at practice the next day and both cellphones remained silent for the rest of week.
Efrain broke the silence Friday afternoon.
"We need to talk," he texted. "Can you come over after class?"
I answered with "fine," figuring that I might as well get it over with.
Efrain answers the door in his pajama bottoms and nothing else. Even without an erection, I can see an outline of his dick through the fabric. It has only been a couple days since I last saw him, but seeing him free-balling in the thin cotton pants is enough to remind my lower half of how much I miss Efrain's body (even if my mind doesn't want to admit to missing everything else).
Neither of us say anything - no "hello," no "hey, I missed you," no "fuck off asshole, it's over," nothing. He just walks back to his room.
Don't ask me why, but I follow.