I let out a long drawn-out sigh as I scrolled aimlessly through another porn site in the stupidly early hours of the morning. It had become a bit of a habit as of late, partly due to boredom and partly because, even though I was 22 years old, I had never had sex. This wasn't helped by the fact that I wasn't the most socially adept person in the world, so sex opportunities were few and far between, if at all. This particular site had a social side to it, though it was a porn site above all else of course. I'd uploaded a few pictures, filled out my profile a bit and put what I was looking for which, being bisexual and not being bothered what gender somebody was to be attracted to them, pretty much meant ticking every option!
I clicked on a video that seemed interesting and when it had loaded, I noticed a message notification icon had appeared at the top of the page. I'd been messaging a few people at this point but, with none of it going anywhere, I didn't take much notice of the new message and continued to watch my video instead. It was a threesome involving two guys and a girl. The girl was pegging one of the guys while he sucked off the other. This happened to be one of my fantasies so I started stroking to the video and the thought of being involved in something like this myself. It finished with the guy being sucked cumming on the other guy's face as well as the girl's.
I didn't cum this time, so I went back to the homepage to find another video to watch. Another message notification had popped up. This time, I decided to have a look and see who it was. Both messages were from a guy called 'wolfboy1984'. He was bisexual and a top when it came to guys. We'd been messaging for a month or two, talking about what our sexual likes were, what we'd done in the past, and that sort of stuff. The first message was the usual "Hey, what's up?" sort of message but in the second message, he'd sent me pictures of a guy whose anal cherry he'd popped recently. The guy had a nice arse but what I noticed most was his dick. It was big. It must have been at least 8 inches, not very thick at all but definitely long.
"Shit, I'd love for him to fuck me with that thing, lol." I messaged him.
"Haha, I bet you would! Maybe someday, he's a bit shy. It took me a while to seduce him!" he sent back.
"I find that hard to believe, I bet most people would jump at the chance to be fucked by you!
"Oh yeah? Put your money where your mouth is then (or something else lol!). I've already said I wanna fuck you so why don't we just do it?"
I hesitated for a moment. We had talked about this before but for various reasons (mostly me not having the guts to do it), it just hadn't happened. Don't get me wrong, I was very much attracted to him. He was bigger than me which, being a bottom, I found a turn-on. He wasn't exactly a gym bunny but he was a lot more toned than I was and his dick was about 5 or 6 inches and fairly thick and veiny when hard. Before I could make a decision though, he sent another message.
"If it helps you decide, I'm actually in your city with work in a couple of weeks..."
That did actually help. I was always a bit wary about travelling long distances for this sort of thing but if he was pretty around the corner...
"Fuck it, let's do it." I sent back. "If I'm gonna have my first time, it might as well be with a hotty. :p"
"Smooth talker, lol. Fine, it's a date. I'll double-check the exact date I'm there and let you know."
My heart was suddenly beating pretty fast and I could feel butterflies in my stomach. Partly because of nerves but, I think, mostly because of excitement at possibly finally having sex for the first time. After that, we both logged out for the night and it took a while for me to fall asleep, my brain swimming with thoughts about what was going to happen.
A few days later, wolfboy messaged me with the date he was going to be in town and the name of the hotel he would be staying at. It was right in the city centre so it would be easy enough for me to get to. We messaged a lot more over the next week and a half, mostly just figuring out what we'd both be comfortable with, but also sending pictures of ourselves to get each other excited.
Eventually, the day of wolfboy's visit arrived. He wasn't going to be free until the evening once he'd finished his work so I had the rest of the day to get ready. I spent a couple of hours having a nice, hot bath, making sure I was completely clean for later on. Most of the rest of the day, I was on the internet looking up anal sex just to make sure I was prepared for absolutely everything. Just as I finished looking up everything, I looked at the time and realised how late it suddenly was. I was supposed to be meeting him in less than half an hour! Panicking slightly, I quickly threw on a t-shirt and a pair of jeans and sprayed some aftershave over myself before running out of the front door, locking it behind me, to catch the bus into town. A few stops before the one I had to get off at, wolfboy sent me a message.
"My room number is 412. By the way, I just thought, we haven't even told each other our actual names, lol! I'm Adam.
"Dan :)" I sent back.
"Well, Dan, I can't wait to meet you. ;)"
My heart fluttered a little at his last message and I could feel my face flush a little. I looked up from my phone and realised my stop was up next so I pressed the button to signal to the driver that I wanted to get off and, once the bus had stopped, made my way off the bus and set off for the five-minute walk to the hotel.
I arrived at the hotel which didn't seem to be particularly busy, just a couple of people loitering outside the front doors and a few more people lounging about the lobby area. I made my way past the reception desk and headed straight for the lift. Someone was just getting off it, so I was able to get straight on without waiting. I pressed the button for the floor Adam's room was on and the doors closed. The closer the lift moved toward the floor I wanted, the more nervous I was starting to feel. Suddenly, the doors opened and I realised it was now or never. I could let the doors close again, press the button for the ground floor and pretend this never happened.
Or I could take a deep breath to calm my nerves and step out of the lift and go do what I'd wanted to do for years. I took a deep breath, filling my lungs with air and slowly breathed it out again. Immediately, my nerves died down a little, at least enough for me to step out of the lift and into the hallway, setting off to find Adam's room. Once I'd found it, I took another breath and knocked on the door. A few seconds passed before I heard noise from behind the door, then the handle moved and the door swung open. In the doorway stood a guy wearing a dressing gown, with short, brown hair and a strong jaw with a small amount of stubble. My heart fluttered again.
"Dan?" he asked. All I could do was nod. He smiled at me. "Come in.". He stepped out of the way and gestured for me to enter, so I did.
He closed the door behind us, then moved to a fridge on the other side of the room, taking out a couple of cans of fizzy drink and handing one to me. I opened it and took a small sip.
"Don't be nervous, I won't bite. Unless you want me to!" Adam said, a warm smile making his cheekbones stand out. "I'm glad we've finally been able to meet, I've been excited about this for the last two weeks".
He seemed completely genuine when he said this which made me feel good and also calmed my nerves a bit.
"Me too." I replied. "Sorry, I've never done anything like this before so I'm just a little nervous, you know? But hearing you say that definitely makes me feel better."