Why Did I Wait My First Time

My first time was an awakening.

We were swimming at my house in the backyard pool. We finished and sat in the sun. It was a nice summer day. The sun was hot and very intense as it was the middle of the afternoon.

I got some sunscreen and rubbed it on myself. I gave it to him and watched as he spread it over himself. He had a great body. I watched as he rubbed it on his stomach. He had nice muscular abs and just the right amount of hair. He had a more prominent strip of hair that ran from just below his bellybutton down his abdomen and disappeared below the waist band of his swimsuit. As he applied the sunscreen to his stomach his hand slipped under that waistband, and I got a glimpse of the white untanned skin of his lower abdomen. He moved his hands up and rubbed it on his well-defined chest. I stared as his hands past over his nipples. I got a little turned on watching him.

I was surprised by my reaction. It must have been the hot sun and his glistening muscular body that affected me, and I became I somewhat aroused. The reason I was surprised by my reaction was because I never had a sexual thought about him. We had been friends for years and I never felt this way before. This was the first time I had seen him in a couple of years. We had both matured a lot since the last time we saw each other.

We lived far apart but every year while growing up we spent several weeks on vacation together. His parents and my parents were good friends and both families spend summer vacations at his parent's cottage in the North. We were close to the same age (I was a year older) and we became inseparable best friends for those weeks. Those were great summers. They were full of adventure and fun. The cottage was on a lake with a woodland behind it. We would swim and water ski and have a wonderful time on the lake and playing in the woods. We became good friends. We played together on those vacations from ages of 6 to about 14. We wouldn't see much of each other throughout the year but each summer we picked up right where we left off. During those vacations there was never anything sexual between us.

It had been a several years since we saw each other. I was 19. He and his family were there for my older brother's wedding. When I first saw him, I was shocked. I was always taller than him but now he was my height and a bit more built than me. He had filled out and was a strikingly good-looking guy.

He bunked in my room as my brother had moved out and there was an extra bed. That night we talked until late into the night and reconnected easily. We spent most of the time reminiscing about the good times we had at his parent's cottage. He filled me a bit about his love life as he had a steady girlfriend. We talked until we fell asleep.

The next day everyone was out doing things, and we stayed at my house. We spent the day sitting around the pool and swimming. After he finished putting the sunscreen on, he sat in the lounge chair next to me. We talked for a quiet a while. It was easy talking to him, and we became comfortable discussing all types of subjects. He asked about my brother's relationship and his upcoming marriage. I told him I liked his fiancée, and I thought they were happy.

He said, "I have a confession. I don't have a girlfriend. We broke up. She dumped me for a guy she met at school. She is the only real girlfriend I have had."

"I'm sorry to hear that. When you say real girlfriend do you mean the only one you had sex with?"

"Yes and no, we haven't had sex unless a blow job counts. She wanted to save herself. It was very frustrating dating her. I had to beat off when I got home after every date. Good luck to her new boyfriend. How about you anybody serious?"

"Yes, I have a steady girlfriend. I've had a couple girls that I dated regularly and a few more casually."

"Have you had sex with them?"

"Yes a few."

"You are lucky I haven't done it yet. I'm 18 years old and still a virgin. Tell me about them."

"The first girl would only jack me off. The second one was different we had sex a lot. She loved to fuck, and we even got into some kinky stuff. She like anal sex she even asked me to eat her out her ass which of course I did. She was unbelievable when it came to sex. She wanted it more than me. She got to be too demanding with my time, so I ended it, but damn I still miss the sex."

"My current girlfriend, you'll meet her tomorrow, isn't as sexual, but she is still rather good. We fuck but she loves oral. When I eat her, she goes wild, and I love her reactions when I do it. I could eat her for hours. She likes to blow me too so that's a nice benefit. Tough to beat a good blow job and she is surprisingly good at it. I have learned that I'm an oral person too. I get aroused bring them off with my tongue. I like getting up close and personal with those special areas. The taste, the textures, the juices, and especially the fragrances. It just gets me excited eating someone."

"The last time I ate my girlfriend something happened that I didn't think girls could do. She was completely wet when I went down on her. It smelled so intoxicating I rubbed my face in her womanhood. I ate her out aggressively and she was going crazy bucking her stuff in my face. She grabbed me by the ears and pulled my face into her genitals and rubbed them all over my face. She was moaning and going wild. I started sucking her clitoris in and out of my mouth. She started screaming, I mean really screaming but in an enjoyable way, she tensed her legs and ejaculated in my mouth. At first, I thought she peed, but it didn't taste bad, and it was more of a white milky substance like semen. She came in my mouth while I ate her. It was the hottest thing I've ever experienced. She's a unique woman."

"Holy shit you lucky fucker. All I've ever had is a couple blow jobs. I've become a jack off specialist."

He was lying prone on the lounge chair next to me. He had a prominent bulge sticking up. I think my stories influenced him. Looking at his prone body covered with lotion and with glistening beads of sweat on his chest and stomach and his cock bulging made my cock stir. I started getting an erection. Again, I was surprised by my reaction. I have never been attracted to a guy before. He's an old childhood friend who I never had a sexual thought about. What was with this reaction? The hot summer day, us both in our swimsuits, brought back memories of our summers together. It was a reminder of the attachment I had for him as a close friend and looking at him reminded me we were not boys anymore. He grew up. He looked good. This was very odd. I couldn't understand why I was having this sexual reaction. I kept thinking, 'What's going on with me, settle down dick, why are you getting a hard-on over...stop it. The more I thought about it the more I became aroused.

His jack-off talk made it even more difficult for me. I was feeling the effects in my balls. It had been a couple of days since I got off. I love eating pussy and I know I have an oral fetish. Does my fetish extent to cocks. When I watch my girlfriend suck me, I wonder what it would be like for me to suck a cock. It look like something exciting. I was feeling the urge, and I wanted to beat off right there. I was going to excuse myself and say I had to go to the bathroom. I was going to go to the bathroom and jack-off. I knew this was the only way I was going to get those thoughts out of my head. Plus, I needed to get out of there before he noticed that I was getting hard.

I was just about ready to excuse myself when he said, "You know all this talk of your sexual exploits has me turn on. It has been a few days for me and there won't be an opportunity once everyone gets back. What do you say? Do you want to have a two-man circle jerk while we still have time?"

My semi started to grow, and I said, "I was just thinking about excusing myself but if you want, I'd be happy to go inside and take care of business."

He said, "Ok let's do it."

We both stood up. I noticed he was getting hard too.

I said, "We should do it in the basement rec room. There's a big couch there and if anyone comes home early it will look like we were just watching TV down there."

He agreed and we headed to the basement. By the time we got down there I had a full hard on and precum was seeping through my trunks. He had a bulge, but it was still tucked in front.

I said, "Let's do it on the couch. I'll get some towels to sit on, so we don't get sunscreen all over the couch. Hold on until I get back."

I went to the laundry room and got two big towels and two small hand towels for when we were done. I almost dropped the towels when I came back into the room. He was standing there naked.

Wow he had a beautiful body. His legs were strong very muscular, but what surprised me the most was his cock. I was a year older than him, and in the years we vacationed together I saw him naked numerous times. I was always bigger than him and I had hair down there before him. In fact, I don't think I ever saw him naked after he hit puberty. What I saw standing in front of me now was a fully mature man with a magnificent body and a spectacular cock. His cock wasn't fully hard yet, but it was thick and hung over his conspicuous balls several inches. I was impressed. To top it off his pubic hair was closely trimmed which made his cock look even bigger.

I walked past him and laid the towels out on the couch next to each other. He sat down on the one on the left. As soon as he sat, he started handling his penis. I watched him as I took off my trunks. I had to stretch the waistband out to get it past my erection.

He said, "Nice one! You're eager. You're hard already and you haven't even started touching it yet."

He was getting hard in his hand, but it wasn't quite fully there yet, while I was fully hard with a large amount of precum leaking out of the head. I watched as he more erect, and his cock grew larger than mine. He was bigger than me by an inch or so. It was a bit thicker than mine too. He had a nice-looking cock.

We were sitting next to each other with our shoulders nearly touching. We hadn't started jacking off seriously yet. We were both just playing with our own cocks. I was trying not to get caught staring at him and glanced back and forth between his crotch and mine.

He said something first, "Funny all the time we spent at the cottage, and we never did anything like this. I know we were both doing it back then, but we never talked about it. I wonder why we didn't do it together. It would have been fun."

"I don't know. I guess we were both to self-conscience. Would you have done it back then if I asked you?"

"Yes, I probably would have."

With that said he started jacking off seriously. I watched as he took a firm hold of his veined shaft and began pumping his fist up and down on it. I stared at the head of his dick protruding from his hand. I got more aroused, and it wasn't because I was touching myself. I was seriously aroused by his cock, and I wanted to blow him. My heart was pounding in my chest. Watching him play with his hard cock was the most erotic image I had seen. I was becoming obsessed with his cock. I knew what I wanted to do. I had this uncontrollable desire to lean over and take his cock in my mouth. I moved over closer to him, our shoulders were touching, and I leaned into him. He didn't stop.

I started jacking off too. The urge was building in me. I had a sick feeling in my stomach. My heart was pounding harder. I wanted to ask him if I could suck his cock. I was working up the courage to say the words, but I couldn't do it. What should I say. Should I inquire about blow jobs and try to be subtle about what I wanted to do, or should I just straight out ask 'can I suck you dick?' Should I ask him, or should I just go down on him and see what he does. He was beating on his cock hard, and I didn't have unlimited time. I needed to act soon before he made himself cum. I knew I needed to try. I couldn't let this opportunity pass. This was a one-time chance I had to do something.

While beating my own cock and watching his I moved closer to him. I was leaning on him, and I started to slouch as I slid down on the couch cushion. He was sitting up straighter, and I had slipped down so my head was against the cushion. I slid too far down the cushion, so I tried to readjust myself straighter. I took this opportunity to get a closer look at his cock and imagine taking it in my mouth. I adjusted my position by leaning on my arm closest to him. While moving I purposely positioned my head so it would pass over his abdomen before I sat up. I started to sit up and once my head was over him, I paused. I watched as he jacked his cock a foot from my face. I didn't move. I stayed suspended there for a long moment. I wanted to envelop his cock with my mouth, but I couldn't muster the courage to do it. I thought, 'I've been here too long I better move he's probably wondering what the fuck I'm doing'. Before I moved, I felt his hand on the back of my head.

He pushed my head toward his cock. I thought, 'Holy shit he's going to let me suck his cock. It is going to happen. Fuck yes, I can't stop now. I want to taste it; I want it to envelope every inch of that cock with my mouth.

As I got closer, I saw his other hand move away from his shaft. I was staring at his raging erection with its swollen head dripping with precum inches from my face. He slowly pushed my head toward his stunning cock. My mind was racing as I was about to suck my first cock, I had to have it. I was focused on his cock when I felt him take hold of my cock and start jacking me. I moaned deeply and opened my mouth.

I was going to take it all right then but I stopped to take in the image so I could remember the moment. I stuck out my tongue and licked the pre cum off the head of his dick. I swirled my tongue around the head of his cock then I plunged down onto it. I took as much as I could. I gaged a little, so I backed off. I went back down on him and took more. I did three or four bobs on his cock judging how much I could take. Once I figured out how much of him I could swallow I plunged my head back and forth to that spot continuously. I was taking about four inches of his cock this left about three inches exposed. I grabbed the remaining shaft with my hand. I let saliva run out of my mouth to lubricate his cock so my hand could slide easily and move with my head. I blew him and jacked him like this for several minutes. I tried to work more of his cock into my mouth, but the gag reflex stopped me. I pulled off and licked the head. I grabbed the base of his shaft and squeezed it. The head of his cock swelled, and I sucked in the head with just my lips. With the head between my lips, I sucked it hard then popped it out of my mouth which made an audible sound, I repeated this motion several times. He liked this as he started moaning.

His feedback motivated me, and I knew I wanted him to cum in my mouth. I moved my hand along his cock and squeezed a large amount of fluid out. It dripped onto his abdomen. A string of precum spanned the space between the head of his dick and the pool that collected on his abs. I used my lips to suck the liquid off his stomach and swirled the string around my tongue as I worked back to the head of his dick. I circled my lips around the swelling head of his cock, and I moved my mouth down his shaft. I started to caress his balls.

He was jacking me the whole time I was blowing him. I must have plunged up and down on his cock for five minutes. I took a break a few times, but it was mostly nonstop. He tried to lean over and blow me, but he couldn't reach, and I didn't move to let him. I was too consumed with sucking him off and I wanted to make him cum. He started pumping my cock harder and at the same time started gyrating his pelvis at my mouth more intensely.

I knew he was getting close so I held suction on his cock and plunge my head up and down on his shaft as fast as I could move my head as I cupped his balls. Soon he started moaning louder.

He started shouting, "Oh Yeah, that's it, suck my cock, holy shit I'm GOING TO CUM."

With that I felt an explosion inside my mouth. My mouth instantly filled up with his cum. I could feel his cock spasm inside my mouth with each stream he shot into me. I tried to keep up with the volume but after just the third spurt I could not keep up with that magnitude of cum. I think most of it spilled out of my mouth onto his abdomen, cock, and balls. After the third spurt I pulled off to breath and he shot four ropes onto his chest and stomach while I squeezed the base of his cock and balls simultaneously. I was hovering over his cock as it continued to ejaculate. Cum was dripping out of my mouth onto his spasming cock. He relaxed his legs and slumped into the couch. He had stopped jacking me but was still holding onto my cock with his hand. I sat up and he let go.

I sat next to him. I swallowed what was left in my mouth and wiped off my face. He looked at me and said that that was fantastic and that he was exhausted. I still needed to cum. I started to jack off and it didn't take long. The image before me was enough stimulation. I jacked off looking at my work. His cock was lying to the side covered in his semen. His abdomen and balls were covered in cum. He was still breathing heavily. Within a few strokes I was cumming all over my chest basking in the image of the first cock I sucked with the evidence of my deeds spread over his manhood.

We sat there naked side by side covered in our cum. We looked at each other and he smiled at me.

He reached over and picked up my limp dick. He looked at me and said, "I owe you one I'll take care of him tonight."

With that said my cock started to stir.

When this first started, I wondered why I was having sexual thoughts about him. Now that it has happened, I wonder what took me so long. It was just a blow job, but it was intensely erotic. I confirmed something to myself this day, I am and oral person. I love eating pussy, ass, and especially sucking cock. It doesn't matter what gender I want to give pleasure with my mouth and tongue. I find it extraordinary erotic to press my mouth to someone's private parts then lick and suck them until they cum in my mouth, and it doesn't matter if they are male or female. One thing I knew for sure was this wasn't going to be my last cock. I was going to suck him off again tonight as he was going to be here for another three nights, and we had the room to ourselves. I just had to figure out where I find my next cock.