Note to readers:
Heyla, all, Tom Collins here.
Itâs been a while since chapter three of this story posted, and Iâd like to thank everyone for their patience and continued interest in seeing the rest of it. There were some bumps for Jushorny and I that kept us from finishing it and it finally happened that he acquired a new job and wasnât be able to complete the tale with me. With his go a head, I found someone willing help me finish writing it. Thatâs where 3113 comes into the picture. She magnanimously agreed to pull my ass out of the crack it was in by taking over Devlinâs POV. Jus and Iâd already begun writing this chapter when the lapse started, so poor 3 took up the gauntlet not only in the middle of the story, but also with part of a chapter already written. I think sheâs done a marvelous of fitting her own style in with ours, and I hope you all agree.
Let me just finish by saying Iâm sorry for the lengthy delay in completing this story, and I most sincerely hope yâall enjoy this chapter and the others that shall be submitted as soon as they come through the editorial process.
When Irish Eyes Are Smiling Pt.4
By Tom Collins, Jushorny and 3113
*Devlin*
After an excruciatingly anxious ride home, massaging Joelâs cock the entire way, I finally had him where I wanted him: spread out naked on my bed. I knew I had some explaining to do about my behavior at my friendâs barbecue, but that could wait.
âJust lay back, Joel, and let me play.â
Raising his arms over his head, I licked his slightly damp pits, tasting his salty skin; smelling his masculine scent. I moaned right along with him, alternating from one armpit to the other, teasing his shaft with my fingers. When I glanced up, Joel peered at me with half closed eyes, and his thick, soft lips seemed to be asking for a kiss. He willingly let me slide my tongue in and along side his.
He sighed as I moved lower to suck the heated skin below his Adamâs apple. I reached back, taking his hand off my head and placing it back over his, shaking my head no. I couldnât seem to get enough of Joelâs hot, sweaty, squirming body as my thigh ran over his cock while pinching and tweaking his nipples. I knew he wouldnât last long once my lips wrapped around his shaft. That was exactly how I wanted it to be. I wanted to get him off fast, get him nice and relaxed before I explained my rude behavior and the reasons for it.
I noticed how sharply the thick, dark hair on his legs contrasted to the pale blond fuzz on mine as I shifted to spread his further apart. His cock was pointing up, a string of pre-cum connecting it to his abs. He jerked and squirmed even more as I pressed my tongue against his balls. I felt his hands on my head, attempting to guide me to his cock.
âJoel, either you raise those hands above your head, and let me get you off my way, or the only satisfaction your cock will get will be from your hand.â
I chuckled at how quickly he released his hold. He grumbled unintelligibly, but the tone was clearly pleading with me. Tilting my head, I slowly opened my lips and sucked his hardness into my wet, hungry mouth. I coated him with saliva, continuing to descend until he was completely inside, poking at my throat. The sucking sounds became louder the faster I bobbed my head. His vocalizations grew in frequency as his hips attempted to push in deeper.
No longer did I want to tease and extend his agony. Now it was all about coaxing a deliciously creamy load from his balls. Running my tongue along his cock as it slid in and out of my mouth, I stroked his inner thighs lightly. His ass lifted up off the bed as I worked my magic. The feeling of having control over Joel, of controlling his sexual need and urgency, was intense.
His pubic bone smashed against my nose while he grunted, sending a signal for me to get ready to accept his seed. I sucked down harder, licking his cock as it throbbed and jerked. His howl of ecstasy was perfectly timed with the first gush of semen. I swallowed around his girth eliciting yet another grunt, yet another spurt of cream. I sucked and swallowed until his body began to relax, eventually releasing his softening cock, and moving to lay along side him, kissing his neck. I rested my face on his shoulder, my lips inches from his ear and waited.
I could hear his breathing slow; I sensed his heartbeat softening through the palm of my hand as it lay on his hairy chest. Opening my eyes enough to see his closed, I thought about what I wanted to express to Joel while he rested. I wasnât sure how much time had passed when I felt his hand run along the side of my body. This time when I looked, his eyes were open, and he was smiling back at me. Now I could begin my apology and attempt to explain my actions, my feelings of earlier in the day.
âJoel,â my voice soft, wanting him to know I was sincere, âI was way out of line at the barbeque. Iâm not sure what got into me. I guess it was a combination of things. I wanted you to accept my friends, and I wanted my friends to accept you.â
The deep green of his eyes seemed to beckon me on.
All right, Dev
, I said to myself,
you can be yourself now, just tell this him how you feel.
âI donât hide my sexuality, but my friendsâŠtheyâve never seen me with a guy. Frankly, Iâve never been with a guy I wanted to introduce to my friends. I guessâŠI guess I was over-eager to show you off.â I could feel my heartbeat speeding up. I wanted to be honest, but I didnât want to piss him off, either. âAnd I was hypersensitive about what theyâd think. Especially when you mimicked Robbie.â
He was quiet for one long, drawn-out moment. âYou donât think your friends will take you seriously if they believe youâre with a flaming queen,â he finally said. Trust a lawyer to get right to the heart of the argument. His tone didnât condemn, but neither did it approve of my prejudice.
Shit, fuck, piss.
Was that strike one for meâŠor a strike out?
âPretty much, yeah. Look, it was a knee-jerk reaction,â I said quickly, âmaybe due to my upbringing or just social pressure. Either way, I didnât like myself acting like that. Truth to tell, I wasâŠkinda surprised.â
âYouâve never really tested how open you are about being bi, have you?â
I winced. Got in it in one. âNot really. I thought I was more out than that, but I guess not. I mean itâs weird. I donât give a shit what strangers think. But when it comes to my friendsâŠI guess it matters to me.â
Another pause. âBelieve it or not, I can understand where youâre coming from. I worry about what others think too, which is why Iâm not completely out myself. If Iâve learned anything itâs that I canât censor myself to please others, not even those I want to please. Iâm not like Robbie, but I donât know that Iâll always act like you want me to. Can you be okay with that?â
There is was: the deal breaker. Iâd never had anyone be so upfront with me about it. I could feel his fingers run through my hair and his lips kissing the top of my head, trying to soften the blow.
I wanted to lie, string him out and milk the relationship for all it was worth. With anyone else, I might have, but I couldnât do that to Joel.
âIâŠdonât know,â I confessed. âLook, Iâve only been with a few guys, but my first, my college roommateâŠall we did was fuck around. We didnât even hang out together. Just studied for exams and screwed and thatâs pretty much the way Iâve viewed guys ever since. I figure they want sex like I want sex and thatâs all weâre going to have.â
It wasnât the biggest revelation of my life, but it wasnât one Iâd examined up close either. I was equal opportunity at first glance, guy or girl, if I liked them I wanted to bed them. But with the girls, I also thought about what might happen afterwards. Males didnât get that consideration. At least, they hadnât up until now. Up until last night.
I added, with a forced chuckle. âThere was this one gorgeous hunk I showed a house to. We exchanged looks in the kitchen, kisses in the bedroom, and blowjobs in the rec room. He didnât buy the house, but he did say I was the best real estate agent heâd ever met.â
Joel laughed, and I felt a relieved break in the tension. I relaxed at last and concentrated on his body touching mine.
âGirls are the ones Iâve had relationships with and while I havenât thought much about living happily ever after, I always kinda assumed Iâd end up with a woman. Not that the idea of ending up with a guy feels bad or wrong or anything like thatâŠâ
âWhat does it feel like?â he softly asked.
âNew and a little strange, like being without a compass. Like today, how do you introduce your sexy new guy to your friendsâŠand let them know that youâre going to be giving that kind of a relationship a try? That you want them to take it seriously?â
I rested my head on Joelâs wonderful pelt of chest hair and listened to his heart. I hoped he understood, because Iâd never confessed so much to anyone.
âWell, this is a mess,â he finally sighed.
âWhat?â