Western Skies - Chapter 3: Homecoming (Part One)
Thank you EVERYONE for the continued warm response! I read everyone's comments and emails and appreciate them all. The rest of the book is shaping up in my mind, so there are plenty of twists and turns still to come...whenever I can find the time and motivation to write.
The Homecoming story is split into two parts. This is kind of a 'bridge' chapter to move us forward...stay tuned for the real fun in Part Two ;)
Notice: This story contains male/male sexual activity between consenting individuals who are over age 18. If this is not something you are looking for, leave now! Always practice safe sex (even if not depicted in this work of fiction).
—D.
©2020 Zorse_D
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Tucking the ball and lowering my shoulders, I charged through my open lane and down the field. My breathing came deep and fast, sucking in as much thin, dry air as I could to fuel my pounding legs. As I turned to check over my shoulder, bright sunlight glinted off my visor — radiant bands dazzling my vision, blinding me for the briefest of moments.
It was long enough.
"Oof!" I grunted, pain racing through my torso. The next thing I knew, I was looking up from the flat of my back, the wind knocked clear out of me by one of our better linebackers. Getting pummeled was an occupational hazard as a running back. Boys with over eighty pounds and half foot of height on me routinely steamrolled over my smaller frame, providing me genuine perspective on the benefits of modern football pads.
My breath returned after a moment, and I noticed a gloved hand reaching into my field of view. Grasping my forearm, it pulled me to my feet. I yanked off my helmet and glanced at the teammate who'd helped me up. Unsurprisingly, it was Luke.
His eyes were glinting, holding back a laugh. "You all right? That was a decent run, I thought Tyler would manage the block but Noah's a beast." He clapped a hand on my shoulder.
Luke let the contact last longer than normal. No one who wasn't looking for it would've noticed, but I certainly did. Luckily, I was so flushed from practice that no one would've seen me blushing.
"Ha ha." I replied wryly. "He's a fucking bull. It feels like I got run over by a bus, and for the third time today, too." Luke's hand fell away and the laugh he was holding back slipped out.
Leaning forward, he muttered, "I know a thing or two that might help with that. Later. Be the last one in the locker room after practice." Then he was gone, leaving me spinning.
I shook my head and ran over to the sideline of our scrimmage. Our first game of the season, Homecoming, was Friday night, and our head coach had worked us hard every afternoon since Monday. Today was Wednesday: a dress rehearsal, our own offense against our own defense. We were supposed to take it easy on one another to avoid unnecessary injury, but Coach wanted the defense to get in some tackles, too. If that was Noah's definition of 'taking it easy,' I shuddered to think about the damage he'd do Friday.
"Kaden! Over here." Resigned, I trotted compliantly down the sideline, ready for a lecture from the assistant coach who'd yelled at me, Coach T.
"Good effort," he barked. "I like what I see, but what should you have done differently when Noah moved in?"
"I should've cut all the way left." My voice was bitter, the knowledge of what I should've done obvious in my mind. "I would've got a few more yards before getting pushed out of bounds, at least." If I had seen him coming.
He slapped me on the back, sending me on my way. "Good man, you'll do fine Friday. Glad you're with us this year." Coach T was a good guy, he always tried to build you up.
"Thanks Coach!" I said. Feeling slightly more cheerful, if not less sore, I made my way back to the bench, plopping down between Luke and his friend Logan.
One of the biggest benefits of my budding relationship with Luke was that I was now his friend every day around school. No one had, as of yet, seemed to question the friendship we'd materialized out of thin air. We played football together and shared a common interest in all things horse, so it was easy to see why we'd hit it off so well. Luke and I had spent the Sunday morning after the snowstorm lazing around my room before risking a slippery lunchtime walk to the cafeteria. There, he introduced me to some of his friends, each one another popular senior. Of the ones who played football, I had met them all in passing, but with Luke's backing they finally welcomed me with some genuine enthusiasm. Tristan, Luke's roommate, played cornerback and safety when he wasn't catching balls himself. He seemed to be permanently funny, smiling, and teasing everyone. Logan was our starting quarterback, the hulking son of a rich Bozeman businessman and one of the few students who lived at home. Besides having a good arm, Logan was most famous around campus for pissing off a mother moose during the freshman camping trip, getting chased into a latrine building where he hid for an hour. Finally, there was Will, who was quiet and reserved. He had lived at home before his mom, an incredibly good-looking television meteorologist, moved the family down to Denver after she got a job with a bigger station. Will chose to board and finish high school in Bozeman, rather than move halfway through his junior year.
Luke was gifted at breaking the ice, inserting me into his friend group like he'd known me for years. For that, I was incredibly grateful. The other jocks rolled with it, including me in jokes and asking about my life before I showed up in Montana.
Everything was relaxed, normal, just a bunch of friends. But a permanent pit had formed in my stomach; a rancid, burning kernel of disquiet that lurked just out of sight. I was haunted by the knowledge of the secret I carried, a secret that seemed to be fermenting just out of sight, waiting to escape its shackles and jump into the spotlight wearing a rainbow flag.
I had always hated secrets. I hated the way my parents had planned their divorce for months before telling me. I hated the way my dad hadn't told me he was retrieving me to Montana until all the arrangements were complete. Now, I hated that my soul yearned to be with another guy — and that I was too afraid, too ashamed to admit it to the world. Most of all, I hated that when Luke sat ten inches apart from me in the cafeteria, he might as well have been ten thousand miles away.
After our first tryst barely a few days earlier, it seemed like a no-brainer that we'd keep everything quiet. Even after I'd committed to seeing where things went with Luke, I never thought that secrecy would bother me; in fact, it seemed excitingly romantic, given how obvious it was that we'd have to keep everything under wraps. Even now, the logical part of my brain acknowledged that nothing good could come of a public revelation at the current point in our lives. Our connection would have to remain clandestine — for the sake of our school experience, our families, and our own immature relationship. At least for now. None of which meant that the recalcitrant, confident part of me had to enjoy our exercise in deception.
With all that weighing heavily on my mind, any hope of more one-on-one time was dashed as the weekend folded into the busy school week. Sunday afternoon, Luke and I split up to chip away at the mountain of homework we'd accumulated. That night, we ended up spending only a few platonic minutes together after our study groups ended.
Monday practice had run long, and then Tuesday stormed in with the return of a much-improved Evan. He did not have mono, apparently — only an early-season bout with the flu, which a quick round of antivirals had nipped in the bud. With both of our roommates now in residence, more long football practices ahead, and endless homework, Luke and I accepted the reality that our next encounter would have to wait for the time being.
And now Wednesday found me sweating on the bench between Logan and Luke. The weather up here was puzzling. Barely a few days ago, we'd gone from sunny and unseasonably warm to blizzard, and now back to sun and mild temperatures. Except for plowed mounds of snow in shaded corners of parking lots, there was no trace remaining of the early snowstorm. In Texas, the winter weather was either mild...or ice storm apocalypse. The whole Montana climate thing sure had thrown me for a loop.
Lost as I was in my own thoughts, it took a second for my attention to return to the bench after I heard my name spoken, the word ringing loudly in the recesses of my skull.
"Yo, Kaden, you going to the dance with anyone?" My attention snapped to Logan. I honestly had barely thought about the homecoming dance, which was scheduled for Saturday night. Moreover, my swirling feelings for Luke meant I wasn't too focused on looking around for a female date to take.
Tristan meandered over, listening in and saving me from having to drum up a quick response. "I'm going with Kelsey. You're taking Allie, aren't you, Luke?" Despite my acute awareness of the charade we had to keep up, my heart still sunk like a stone to hear Tristan mention Luke going to the dance with someone else.