Karen and I have been together for years, since high school. The sex is amazing, if you've read any of my stories on her adventures let me tell you that only the names were changed to protect the innocent. That girl is amazing, if she lost just a little weight she'd be in porn in a fucking heart beat. You never met a girl with her drive. Anyway I digress. We were always open with each other; I knew her desires and she mine. Save for one. One that even tried to keep hidden from myself. I was slightly bi. I say slightly because guys aren't bi-curious. Guys don't experiment. They are either fags or they aren't, and I wasn't. (I've since learned to use less degrading language.)
I've always been a net whore. I met the first woman I loved over the net and eventually the first man. It was kind of odd when Karen started joining in though. At first she was just teasing me about the multitude of women I knew but later she had her own stable of studs to tease me about. It was just that teasing though that lead me to get on one of the bi/gay chats when she was sleeping. It was hard to keep myself convinced that I was straight as I was getting so excited by the idea of another man. It started getting harder and harder to keep turning down the potential lovers, keep myself from looking at men that way. It was just a matter of time before I broke down though.
It took about a month before I couldn't keep myself in check any more. His name was Ken, he was chiseled but not buff. If you're a wrestling fan then saying he kinda resembled Shelton Benjamin means a lot but if not let it suffice that he was perfect. I wish I looked like that. I hate going behind Karen's back on anything but I'd rather lie to her on this than have to listen to her taunt me about it. I would never hear the end of how I'd finally sucked dick or what not. The point is that she didn't know when I met Ken at my local Starbucks for a drink that I won't repeat here. (I still have some things I won't let the public know.)
We were only at Starbucks long enough to finish the drink. He looked better in person than he had in his picture and apparently he was impressed with me. For the record I'm not bad looking, five foot ten and little over one hundred eight pounds I'm just not very cut. I followed him to the house parking in his drive way. Once inside I took a pair of double shots of vodka to loosen my nerves.
Ken didn't really wait for me to get ready. I had just pounded the second shot and turned around when I noticed that he'd stripped down. His body sent a slight shiver up my spine. He had a perfect six pack and you could trace his hip bones (I would later on) and his cock had to be eight inches long. It was the longest I'd ever seen up close. Of course that was really restricted to just a few guys over my lifetime but it still looked kind of intimidating at first. In the good you want to conquer it way, not the bad you want to hide in the corner way.
If I had had any will left in my body I don't think I would have moved when he beckoned me over. As it was I don't even remember how I ended up sitting on the edge of his bed staring at his rock hard cock. I knew what I was supposed to do, what I wanted to do. It was still difficult to jump over that last hurdle and actually wrap my lips around another man's penis. Ken remained silent; I think he already knew that I was fighting with myself so he just waited to see how I would react. In the end I shut my eyes and wrapped my hand around it. I couldn't bring myself to suck it at first, instead I just gently rubbed it around my lips letting the heady aroma of male musk flood my nostrils. His pre-cum started to coat my lips the taste occasionally gracing my tongue. It wasn't disgusting at all, it wasn't delicious either. It did have certain energy in it that can't be put into words.
The first taste of man on your tongue is electric. (I wonder if it's the same for women) The first time you realize that his entire body just shivered because your tongue is tracing his cock just gives you such a sense of power that you want more. So then you open your mouth and start slowly inching your way down it. The first time you stop it's about halfway in and you have to take a breath. (Not to mention you want to see the look in his eyes.) Then you push a little farther onward determined to see just how much of it you can handle. I kept going until I felt him brushing against the back of my mouth tickling my tonsils. (Women make it sound so hard not to gag; you just concentrate a bit and ignore it.) I wish could have taken him completely into my throat like Karen could have. (It's really weird to be comparing your skills to your wife in certain things. I still lick better pussy than she does though so we're still tied) the fact is that I couldn't get the fat head of his cock past my throat and had to back off and use my tongue.