We just clicked together, I think that's the best explanation how we came to be.
I first saw him in college. We were doing some field work and I got paired with him. I was very discreet about my bisexual orientation, at least that was what I was at that time. He was just my type, the twinky cute slim guy with a very nice sweet smile and smiling eyes that brightened up the already bright day.
We shared the same lame and shallow jokes and my heart swelled whenever I made him giggle. I loved hearing his soft chuckles and his cute eyes. I restrained myself and gathered all the strength that I could muster to keep me from jumping him, dominate him, bend him over and punish him for being the beautiful twink that he was.
He was straight, apparently, and in our side of the town, there was a big force of homophobia. I tried to hint to him that I was wanting to have sex with him, not beating around the bush, but we always talked about the girls and stuff guys talked about. At one time, I put my arms around his shoulder and we walked coyly. That was all that happened between us.
We separated ways after that field work and never saw each other again. I had relationships here and there, finished college, found work, and kept that part of me hidden from everybody, even myself. The memory of him faded, years passed by, and then there he was. I didn't recognize him at first, even the feeling I forgot. I had the same reaction though, which was a ping in my crotch, and a slight engorging of my cock.
He volunteered at the building I was working. We casually talked, but it seemed he didn't recognize me, not even the smallest hint of "Hey, where have I seen you before?" I tried to capture that moment where I saw him first. Everytime we exchanged pleasantries, I kept having this feeling that I knew him, but somehow I couldn't figure out who or how.
We worked side by side at one time and my attraction to him grew stronger. He was kind and gentle and appeared to be caring. Do you know that feeling where you just met a person but you just "click" so you kind of talk and share with each other like you are the best of friends? Happened between us. We immediately clicked and shared with each other things that otherwise we wouldn't have.
He just told me randomly that they had a comfortable life until his father died, where finances for them became very hard. Then his mother contracted diabetes and that him, being the only child, had to take care of her. Then it clicked to me when at the 100th time I stared at his beautiful face and his sweet lips, it was him, that guy, that twink that invaded my fantasies ten years past.