Thank you to Oldbroad76 for editing.
Year 2
The room was painfully quiet. The morning sun was lighting the room as I lay on the sofa, fully dressed. My eyes were wide open as my senses hit me like a bucket of cold water.
I desperately wanted to speak, but nothing would come out. The silence was killing me! That and the sore throat and aching arsehole.
All I could smell was the gallons of cum that was drying over my body and inside me. It filled the room. Even if the smell of cum could be ignored, I was covered head to toe in it. My face, my hair, everything had cum on it.
Alex stood in front of me, and his face was as white as a ghost and his mouth hung open.
I couldn't believe it. For six months I had hidden my secret from him, and it was my own fault for getting caught. If I had just walked a few more feet, then he never would have caught me, but I couldn't even make it into my bedroom!
"I..." I stuttered with a raw throat like sand paper, "I can explain."
His eyes darted around my body. I could only imagine what was going through his head when he found his supposedly straight roommate covered in cum when he first walked in.
He blinked, and it seemed the life came back to him.
"It's fine," Alex shot out. "D... don't worry about it."
His face blushed, and I watched as Alex ran into his bedroom and slammed the door shut.
Oh fuck. What have I done?
As much as I wanted to speak to Alex, to try and explain, I was in desperate need of a shower.
Even as the water hit my body, the massive layer of cum on me took a long time to clean off. Every second felt like an hour as the impending conversation with Alex dawned on me.
When I stepped out of the shower to dry myself, I slowed down, as if trying to put off this awkward talk, but it had to happen. My thoughts were that Alex was going to move out, and I couldn't blame him.
I put on a pair of jogging bottoms and a hoodie, and it felt good to be clean again. Then I knocked on his door.
"Alex?" I whispered.
He didn't reply, which made my head spin with fear.
"Alex?" I asked and knocked again. "Can we... talk?"
His door then opened, and I saw Alex looking at me with that same shocked look he had when I first woke up.
"It's fine," Alex said. "We don't have to."
He walked past me, but I couldn't end it there.
"Alex, please," I said and grabbed his hand which made him freeze. "I just... oh god I'm so sorry."
I don't know where it came from, but I burst into tears. My hands began to shake as tears streamed down my face, and I became a sniffling mess.
"Hey, hey," Alex said, and it was his turn to grab me, "it's okay."
"I'm sorry," I got out with a sniffle. "I didn't... I... I'm so sorry!"
To my surprise I felt Alex's arms snake around me, and I found myself being hugged by my roommate. My face pressed into his shoulder since we were the same size. I was embarrassed about him seeing me in such a position, but it felt so nice to be embraced like this.
"You don't have to apologise," Alex told me. "It was... just surprising."
"It's just... it's just..." I said through teary eyes, "I really like having you as a roommate, and I didn't want to make you want to move out."
"Why would I move out?" Alex asked as his hands pulled me in close to him, and I melted into the embrace.
I hadn't realised the toll that keeping this secret had on me. Now he knew, and it was like my emotions were bursting out of me.
"Because... because... because of what you saw." I stuttered out as I sobbed like a baby.
Alex's hands grabbed my shoulders and pushed me back so he could look into my wet eyes.
"It's fine," He said and smiled. "Maybe we should talk."
I could see in his eyes that he was worried about me, probably because of my emotional state. I wiped my nose and nodded before we moved to sit next to each other on the sofa.
"I just didn't want you to think I'm weird," I told him. "I didn't know how you would take it."
"Harvey," Alex said as I watched him take a deep breath and close his eyes, and my mind went a mile a minute wondering what he was going to say. "I... I'm gay too."
His shoulders dropped as if a giant weight was lifted from him as he spoke the words. But for a moment, all I could think was,
I'm not gay.
"I didn't want to say anything because I didn't know how you would react," He told me. "When I thought you were some lady's man and friends with the rugby lads, I assumed you didn't like gays."
I laughed, but when I looked up I saw a moment of realisation in his eyes.
"Wait," He said, "the rugby lads?"
I chuckled again and nodded as he let out a loud gasp. I could see it all connecting for him now.
Then it was my turn to connect the dots.
"The girl you had a date with?" I asked.
"The
guy
I had a date with." He corrected me, and we both laughed.
I couldn't believe it. We had both been keeping practically the same secret in fear of what the other would think!
"I'm so happy," I told him. "I was sure you would think what I'm doing is crazy and hate me!"
"Well," Alex told me, "I think you have a lot more to tell me than I have to tell you, given the amount of cum you had on you."
--
Over the next hour I told Alex every last detail of my experience while at University. The only parts I left out were my feelings towards Ryan. I didn't need to rehash that.
When I was done Alex was laughing at my stories, albeit a little shocked at some of the things I had done.
"I never knew my roommate was such a slut." He said with a burst of laughter.
"Oh yeah!" I joked. "I bet you've got some stories of your own!"
"I wish!" Alex replied. He was laughing, but I could see he had gone nervous. "I erm, I've never actually done anything with another boy. Other than kissing."
"What?!" I practically shouted before realizing I had made Alex even more nervous.
I didn't mean to, but considering I was straight and had spent the last year and a half getting constantly fucked by dozens of men, I couldn't believe that an actually gay guy hadn't done anything.
"I just... I've never been that good at that stuff," Alex nervously told me. "Guess I'm just too shy. I've had opportunities but always backed out."
I'd like to say I understood, but it's safe to say that I took every opportunity that came my way!
He had been so understanding and kind to me that I wanted to return the favour, so I put a friendly hand onto his.
"That's alright," I told him. "I know a few guys that could help you out."
He laughed at that.
"I don't think I'm ready for all that," He replied. "Not sure going straight to being freeuse for the whole rugby team is something I could do... yet."
That 'yet' made my cock twitch, although there was no way of me getting fully hard or properly aroused after my gang bang.
"Well, the option's there," I told him, "even if you just want to break the seal. They're good guys, really."
For a moment we sat in silence, not uncomfortably, but kind of like we had broken into a new area of our friendship.
"Want a game?" He asked.
"Definitely!" I told him.
He loaded up a fighting game, and we sat next to each other as he set it up. I nudged his arm and laughed.
"Come on then, gay boy. Time to lose." I joked, and he nudged me back.
--
It was a few days after me and Alex had revealed our secrets, and I was happier than ever before. I was still in no position to have sex again any time soon, but I was sat in Eric's dorm with a few of the rugby lads just hanging out.
"How's your studies going then, brain box?" Wayne asked me as we watched TV. They were all having a couple of beers while I was just on water.
"Yeah, not bad," I replied. "Got an exam coming up, but shouldn't be too hard."
"I wish I felt like that," Eric said. "I dread every exam I get!"
"Should try studying a bit harder." I sarcastically replied and felt a playful shove on my arm.
"Not everyone's as smart as you!" Eric joked.
"Thank god for that!" I replied.
We continued to chat and laugh for a while until Wayne brought up their next game.
"It's a big match," he told me. "If we win there's going to be a massive party afterwards. You'll have to come!"
I was enjoying going to these rugby parties, mainly because it used to give me somewhere I could have sex with the players without Alex catching me. Then an idea came to my head.
"Can my roommate come again?" I asked.
"Of course," Eric told me. "Maybe he can get some of the girls you keep batting away."
I laughed at that. Since the rugby lads liked to wingman me every now and again, I had actually been turning girls down, which was crazy for me to think about! And although I knew Alex wouldn't be interested in the girls, I wasn't going to out him to the rugby lot unless he said so.
--
It was a week later, and the rugby team won! As I was getting ready for the party, Alex walked in, and I rushed out of my bedroom to greet him.
"Hey!" I shouted.
"Oh, you look nice." He said while noticing my black shirt and jeans and well-combed hair.
"The rugby players are having a party tonight to celebrate their win," I said. "Come with me?"
He looked nervous when I said that.
"They want to, erm, you know," He stuttered, "what they do with you, to me?"
I laughed and walked closer to him.
"Not at all," I said. "I told you they're good lads, and I'll keep you close. Don't worry."
It was obvious that he wasn't sold, but I pouted and batted my eye lashes at him.
"Fine. Give me a minute to get ready." He said.
"Perfect!" I replied.
That minute turned into twenty until Alex came out of his room.
"Woah!" I gasped when I saw that he had shaved his short beard. His face was now as smooth as a baby, and it made him look a fair bit younger, although I knew he was 19.
He was in a nice white shirt and blue jeans, and he looked hot!
Wait, did I just think he's hot? Strange.
"You don't like it?" He asked anxiously and rubbed his smooth chin.
"No, I love it!" I told him and jumped to my feet. "Ready to go?"
"Yeah, let's do it." He told me.