Thank you to Oldbroad76 for editing.
YEAR 2
BOOK II
Forgetting Ryan
I stepped back into my empty dorm. It was the same dorm that I had the year before with Ryan, except it felt like there was no heart in it anymore.
These last six weeks at home were hell. When I wasn't sobbing over Ryan, then I was craving a cock. Six weeks without sex. Once upon a time that would've been nothing, but after the last half of my first year where I was getting cock on a regular basis, it was hell!
The ghost of Ryan still haunted the room as I looked around. I pictured the first time I touched his cock, right on that sofa. I remembered first taking his cock in my mouth.
Most of all, I remembered the first time we made love. How we made out as we worked our way through the living room and into his bedroom.
I felt... empty. I was all cried out over Ryan, but the feelings were still there. If only we had more time.
What is this going to be like without Ryan?
I thought as I dropped my bags into my bedroom.
At one point in the summer holidays, I considered getting my University changed to the same as Ryan, but I could never will myself to contact him. If I kept that window open just a little bit and he didn't want the same, I would be even more broken.
I needed to get over Ryan, and if the gay porn I had been vigorously watching over the last six weeks were at all true, the best way to get over him was to get under someone else.
I wonder who will be the first rugby lad to use me again.
"Hello?" I heard a voice call from the living room.
I stepped out of my bedroom to see a face I didn't recognise. He was definitely no Ryan. This new guy was a little taller than me but fairly slim. He had black hair and a little bit of stubble that made him look older.
"Hey," He said with a soothing voice, "You must be my roommate."
He dropped his bag down and extended a friendly hand.
"Yeah," I replied and shook his hand, "I'm Harvey."
"Nice to meet you," He replied with a medium firm handshake. "I'm Alex."
Suddenly I was hit with a massive realisation. Throughout the last half of last year all of the rugby players had a key to our dorm. They would come and go as they pleased to use my mouth and ass. I couldn't possibly do that with a new roommate! Chances are he wasn't into any of that stuff, and I couldn't force it on him, definitely not without getting a name for myself.
"So, that's your room?" Alex asked and pointed to the door I came from. "So that's mine?"
"Yeah," I told him. "What dorm were you in last year?"
"Oh, I'm new to this Uni," Alex revealed. "The last one was too far for me, and this is a lot closer to home."
"Ah, fair enough." I replied.
Alex knelt down and reached into his bag, only to pull out the latest gaming console, and my eyes shot wide open.
"No way!" I shouted.
"What, you're a gamer?" He asked me.
"Massively! But I could never afford that!" I told him, awing over the console in his hands.
"Well help yourself," Alex told me. "Go on it as much as you want."
For a second my heart broke again. The memory of staying in and playing games with Ryan came back to me, but I pushed them aside.
I left Alex to unpack as I unpacked myself before we both ordered a pizza, settled in the living room, and played a game together.
"A little bit about me," Alex said as we focused on the screen, "I'm not much of a partier, so you don't have to worry about me making a lot of noise."
I laughed in my head. He was further from Ryan than I could've imagined.
"That's fine by me," I told him. "Have you got a girlfriend or anything?"
"I wish!" Alex laughed out. "No, me and girls just don't seem to mix."
"Oh, I understand that." I replied.
Alex was nice. The sort of guy I could really be friends with.
--
The first two weeks of University flew by. Getting back into the swing of lectures was harder than I thought it would be, but every night I relaxed with Alex, and we gamed and chatted. We were already becoming pretty good mates.
I hadn't heard anything from the rugby lads, and I wondered when I would. Without having Ryan as my roommate to work as a go between, I wondered if they still wanted to use me.
--
Alex was setting up a game while I got us drinks from the fridge as we both heard some noise coming on the door. We both looked at each other and then the door., which was followed by a knocking.
"I'll get it." I said.
"Cool, what character do you want to be?" He asked me.
We had started playing a new fighting game, which was amazing.
"I'll be King Karat," I said. "Don't be starting without me and cheating!"
"I don't need to cheat to beat you." Alex laughed back.
I answered the door laughing, which immediately stopped when I saw Eric on the other side.
He was smiling from ear to ear as he towered over me. My cock grew in my jeans as I looked up at him.
"Sorry, I haven't had a chance to come round yet." He said.
I turned my head and saw Alex looking at me confused before I turned back and leaned closer to Eric.
"My new roommate is here," I whispered. "You can't come in right now."
Eric looked over my shoulder and then leaned in close to my ear.
"I'm pretty sure freeuse means anytime and anywhere I want." He whispered.
My legs felt weak. I was ready to sink to my knees and suck his dick right then and there, but I couldn't let Alex see that side to me.
"But I get it," Eric said and leaned back. "Call me when you're free."
He turned and walked away, and all I wanted to do was call him back. God, it really had been too long since I had taken a good cock in my mouth or ass.
But I managed to drag myself back to Alex where we carried on gaming, although I lost the next few matches as my mind was elsewhere.
--
That night I was lying in my bed, and it was nearly midnight. Alex was asleep as he had a lecture early the next morning, and so did I, but I couldn't get Eric out of my head.
Without giving myself time to doubt it, I sent him a text asking if he's free. I wated ten minutes, and when I saw that he wasn't online, I assumed he was asleep.
So, I closed my eyes, let my hand sink into my boxers and gripped my very hard cock.
I tried to only think about a cock, but it always turned into Ryan's. I couldn't stop it, which gave me a mix of horniness and sadness. Fortunately, the horniness won.
With my eyes closed I remembered what it was like to feel his thick, warm cock enter my mouth. The sensation of having my lips wrap around his shaft as my tongue tasted his precum. I even let out my own moan at the thought of his taste.
My hand stroked up and down faster as I pictured bobbing up and down on his cock. As my cock grew wetter, I imagined myself on my back, legs spread as Ryan got on top of me and feeling his lips against mine as his cock entered me.
"Oooh." I moaned as my chest arched into the air.
I kept stroking faster and faster as I remembered Ryan fucking me, and then I covered my stomach in thick, hot cum. In my state I immediately brought my fingers to the pool of cum and then licked it clean.
"Mmmm." I moaned as I tasted myself.
It's hard to explain, even though I absolutely loved cum, but tasting myself was never the same.
--
I woke up the next morning after eating all of my own cum, enough anyway that I didn't need to clean it up. As I got up, I grabbed my phone to see Eric texted me back.
Eric:
Hey mate, sorry I was asleep. I have training most of today but I'll be free tonight. Is it safe to come to yours?
Living with Alex was going to prove difficult for me to carry on my freeuse lifestyle. Even though he was in a lecture, I texted him to ask what he was doing that night. After that I got showered and went to my own lecture.
I sat there, barely listening to the professor as all I could think about was cock. I had made a vow to myself that I wasn't gay, but I had only been at Uni a few weeks and the thought of sleeping with a woman hadn't even come into my head.
And as I thought that, Ryan came back into my head, and my heart broke a little. I wondered what he was doing, whether he was thinking about me as much as I was thinking about him,
probably not.
Part way through my lecture I got a text.
Alex:
Hiya, I'm at a late night study session tonight. I should be back around 8pm.
YES!
With excitement I texted Eric back.
Harvey:
Hey! Yeah all good to come to mine. My roommate won't be back until 9.
Eric:
Perfect, I can't wait to feel you sucking my cock again.
My cock ached in my jeans knowing that soon my dry spell would be over! The only problem was my day was painfully slow! I checked the time nearly every minute. And finally, I was done!
I ran back to my apartment and texted Eric.
Harvey:
Okay, I'm back now, come over whenever.
Eric:
I'll be about an hour.
Fuck sake!
I wanted his dick now!
For another hour I sat, very impatiently, until a knock came on the door. With a raging hard cock, I ran to answer it and smiled when I saw Eric. His big frame dominated me as he smiled back.
"Still a good time?" He asked.
"Fuck yes!" I told him as I grabbed his shirt and practically dragged him inside.
I walked backwards while holding onto his shirt until we were in the middle of the living room. Without a second to lose I sunk down onto my knees and grabbed his belt.
"Eager?" Eric laughed.
"It's been a long time since I've had a dick." I told him without even looking up.
His belt was finally undone, and I unzipped his jeans, and then my fingers grabbed at the waist and pulled them down.
Finally!
I thought as his big, hard cock sprung free just inches from my face! It was as if my entire body was itching, like I was an addict about to have what I needed most.
I licked my lips, sat up and leaned forward.
