I had streamed every day, non stop, for the last three years. I had finally made some money too from this and I thought I learned a lot from internet in the last three years. True, I had put on some weight, and I never felt so much as an imposter like I did now, virgin at 24, I would probably get laughed out of any friend circle except Incels.
I hated the word, but now it felt like I might be one. Then this really cute girl started chatting me up out of nowhere and I had forgotten about being a loser for a whole 3 days.
She told me she was a 18 and a virgin and wanted to meet someone like herself to loose her V card.
Liar.
She looked more like a 30 year old in real life, not 18 and definitely not a virgin. I might have turned around and left when I saw her first but damn me I was so excited and hopeful to loose my virginity that I was ready to do it with a 30 year old. She might even be older, who knows, women are such liars.
She led me inside her house, and then to a bedroom that looked more like a hotel room and made me swear I was a virgin, for a minute I thought I should lie and say no, but then she said she needed to go easy if I was a virgin and I wouldn't be able to handle her rough if I was a virgin and I got kinda scared and told her the truth that I had never so much as kissed a girl let alone had sex.
She had then asked me to take off my clothes and started unbuttoning her blouse, I was ready, I probably never undressed as quickly as I did just then, and then her door bell rang as soon as I was naked, she started getting dressed again and told me it must be her neighbor asking for something but I should hide just in case its someone else, she had thrown my clothes in the other closet and hurriedly hid me in this one. Now I was sitting here in this cramped closet, it was fine for now but my nipples had popped out due to the cold and the floor and the walls of the closet felt colder against my naked ass and back. I needed to find a way out of here asap.
That's when I heard a male voice, "Where is he?"
"There's no one here honey." She sounded unsure of herself, like she was kidding.
"Don't lie to me woman." Male voice again, louder this time, and I could hear a door open, then another, oh my god, he was checking the closets.
"Honey, trust me, there's no one here." Still sounded unsure, almost like chuckling.
"Then who's clothes are these?" Male voice again, almost shouting.
And then I saw light, Fuck, I am dead, I closed my eyes, Fuck I am stupider than a pigeon, he will still be able to see even if I closed my eyes. My, my eyes are closed, not his, damn it.
And then I felt a hand grab me from my arm and pull me out of the closet. I am out of this cold hell, thank god, no, not really. I need to get out of this house as well.
"This? You are cheating on me with this?" He sounded just a little mad. The way he had grabbed and pulled me out, he was definitely more mad than he sounded.
Something cold washed over me as he said it though, I felt ashamed in that moment, of being me, of my body and then I saw him. He was taller than me, much taller, probably a couple of inches over 6 ft. And he was broad and built like a tank under that khaki shirt. I could see the layers and cuts of muscles on his thighs and calf below his shorts. Fuck I hate how much of a man he is compared to me, my imposter syndrome kicked in eyeing the woman's what could only be called a large black husband.
I was naked, my immediate reaction was to cover myself immediately, my right hand went to cover my erect penis while the left covered my chest. Fuck, why am I being so stupid now, why am I covering my chest like a girl?
"Come on honey, this is not even fair. Why couldn't you cheat on me with dark brother, like the proper hood slut you are, why you gotta emasculate me like this?"
Wow, big word for a black guy, I thought in my head and a chuckle came out. Big mistake.
"You think this is funny boy? you laughin at me? " I think I pissed him off more.
I felt like I was going to die, and then he pulled out a pistol and pointed it at my temple and pushed my face with the barrel and I moved my face as it pushed me down.
Fuck, why did I laugh? Fuck, he has a gun, damn me, I am going to die a fucking stupid vrigin. Tears entered my eyes out of no where and I sobbed, looking down, at my feet, shivering.
"Honey, its nothing like that, you were gone for days, I just needed someone to lick my pussy a little to get off." That fucking lying whore of a woman was not doing a very convincing job to calm down her man.
"Then why's he naked huh? you want me to believe that? and look at this shit, he's crying, you cheating on me with this sissy? and this pencil dick? "
He touched my dick with the end of the pistol's barrel, "look at it, honey, its hard and its barely even the size of my pinky."
He took my fully erect dick and ballsack in the palm of his hand and they almost vanished in his hand. Then he just held my dick and he squeezed, Ouch, Fuck. I cried almost.
"Look honey, you can't even see this thing if I close my hand." It felt like he was playing with it. Why was he crushing my dick so hard? I suddenly felt like my pee went inwards and the blood drained from penis and it went limp, practically in an instant. Damn, I am fucked. I wanted to die.
"Nothing happened honey, I promise, I was just getting him naked, I promise I wasn't going to fuck him. You touched it, you know how wet I get, his dick wont be this dry if it went near my pussy. "
Wow, solid argument woman, I thought. I need to find a way to escape this. My voice barely came out as I said, "she's right sir, nothing happened, I promise, I am still a virgin. "
The man looked at me funny. "Really?"
Then he looked back at the woman, she nodded. "Oh come on." he sounded almost hurt at her betrayal as he should have. The woman was a lying cheating whore, he needed to point that gun at her, not me, I was tricked, I was innocent here.
"I promise sir, I haven't touched your wife."
Smack! "Shut up you virgin bitch, I am talking to my wife." he had shifted the gun from his right hand to the left and slapped me across the face. I spun a full 360 like a top. My cheek was burning and more tears rolled down on both sides. I covered my face with my hands. Fuckkkk, I need to get out of this shit. I don't want to die here like this, naked and fuck why is my dick getting hard again, I instinctively moved a hand down to cover it.
"Honey, he's a virgin, my pussy hasn't gone near another cock, I promise, its all yours, I promise, nothing happened." The woman lift up her skirt, "look, its here, its safe, its yours. I promise." Her husband was looking at her exposed bald pussy, like he was hypnotized for a second.
All my senses kicked in, I thought I saw a chance and decided to run to the door across the room.
Bad choice, the man was too quick for his size, as he swung his arm at me trying to dash, I landed on the floor, face first, and then I felt a knee pressing down on my back. Smack, Fuck, my face, I cried again, I thought I broke a tooth, or my cheeks were bleeding on the inside, it felt warm in my mouth, or maybe my lips were bleeding.
"Really boy? you think you can come here and fuck my wife's pussy and then run away?" Smack!
