One's mind can play tricks when the brain is on overload the last week of the semester? Which is trick, and which is reality? Hard to say when one's in a fog, as I am.
Here we three are again. It's about 1:00 am, and Tanner, Mitch and I are working away in the fraternity house dining room. Tonight's scene will undoubtedly repeat the last few nights. We'll be up all night again working on school projects, or maybe catch a couple hours of sleep and a shower before our first class. This is the fourth such night in a row for me.
I study marketing, and I'm building a retail display. Tanner is assembling some hydrology report and PPT that's 50% of his civil engineering course grade. Mitch is painting for his fine arts studio. No nudes; just shapes and colors that mean nothing to most, including me.
Since what we are doing for our degrees often entails making tangible, visual objects, rather than taking 4 or 5 final exams at the end of the semester, only a little mind cramming at the semester's end is required for us. As time-consuming as these projects are – and they're extremely time-consuming -- at least we can chat while we work.
Being the red-blooded males we are, the conversations inevitably turn to sex and more sex. We also talk about other stuff, then sex. Many tales of sexual conquests are told, real or imagined. Mitch's are likely true. He's quite the stud.
Mitch is 6' of a solid runner's physique and has longish, naturally spike-ish blonde hair. He has large eyes and an enormously wide, friendly grin. His muscular ass from miles of running makes chicks swoon. I can say from the showers that the blonde drapes match the rug, and his tool is 5" and thick even when the showers run cold. The word is it tops out at 9.5" real big inches when angry. He has no trouble getting dates, and getting what he wants on these date, or so he contends. I believe every word.
Reality dictates that Tanner and I must admit to more mundane specifications, neither grotesque nor particularly impressive. Tanner is a bit shorter than 6' and has reddish, ginger-colored hair, top and bottom, and extremely fair skin. His long hours at the gym more than compensate for his somewhat modest manhood. The ladies say they like my blue eyes, and at 6'-3" I at least have this one redeeming quality, in stature vertically, but like Tanner not so much verticality of appendage when horizontal. We're just what you might call average.
Did I mention sex? After days of this shit, our minds are frantically looking for anything else to escape the tasks at hand, and sex is seemingly the only place our minds will lead. Mitch's soft-spoken tales of tails he nails are mesmerizing. As I carefully apply some of the artwork, I can easily visualize his massive tool lifting some hot, tight-assed co-ed off the bed by the pussy as he unloads into her.
Tanner and I tell a couple of tales each because a couple is about all we have. I say "about" because he and I have one we aren't about to share. It involves fellatio and each other. Tanner and I glance at each during these chats knowing what the other is thinking: having one of our little twosome include a threesome with Stud Mitch. The exhaustion and horniness under which Tanner and I labor provide enough questionable judgment to act on our lurid thoughts given the opportunity, if any.
I go into the adjoining women's restroom to take a leak, and Tanner soon follows. We are peeing side-by-side, eyes fixed on each other's enlarging dicks. We finish peeing and linger a while, looking and stroking. I reach over and stroke Tanner's tool, which makes me harder. Tanner returns the favor, and his gets harder too. We're thinking the same thought: how we'd both like to write a new chapter in our book of fellatio. Man, I wish we could continue this, but Mitch is just outside the door. When we finally speak I say: "you want him to fuck you, don't you." Tanner replies simply and succinctly with only a large grin. As much as we hate it, we drop our hand, put up our organic toys and return to our work.
Although we've known each other well since we were freshmen, Tanner and I began to bond earlier in the semester through innumerable drunken chats sitting at our bar of choice. A frat brother tends bar there, and it features $1.75 mixed drinks. They're so filled with alcohol we sometimes have to ask for more mixers. We save the quarters for what seems like a free round. You can do the math.
It's always a turn-on as we get wasted and talk about sexual fantasies we have. I told Tanner I have a weakness for blondes. I'm an ass-man, I explained, and like modest-sized tits. I even admitted to Tanner, best I recall, that I'd like to try man-on-man sex. Tanner, in a similar drunken state, once confided in hushed words in an alcoholic haze that his fantasy is to pull a train while others watched and gave instructions. A queer thought, I thought at the time, but certainly no more so than my subsequently -- that very night -- placing my lips around my dick's dick and sucking his cum into my mouth and swallowing.
As well as I know Tanner, though, he's still an enigma. After we shared our very secret fantasies and even traded loads, one would think barriers to more buddy-fucks would be broken. One would think he'd go for it again. That's what I though, but he never takes the bait I toss. As exciting was the experience we had, I almost wish it never happened for the simple reason that now I spend countless hours wondering what the fucking deal is. My mind finds an obvious target and blames my innumerable shortcomings. As we exit the restroom I hope -- probably in vain – that maybe Tanner and I can sneak away later for a little action.
As we return to the dining room, I'm even more turned on at the more lurid thought-grabbing fantasy of some action tonight with Mitch and sport an enlarged dick strapped against my pubes by my jeans. My mind suggests that maybe tonight really will be different. Alas, the reality of the absurdity of this mind trick quickly sinks in. Tanner takes a seat and continues pouring over his numbers. Fuck; he ain't biting – again. I look at Mitch to see him contentedly painting away and become convinced that my thoughts of something sexual delivering me from this drudgery won't happen -- again. I'm pissed at myself for allowing my exhaustion to play a trick on my mind by momentarily believing my fantasies might become a reality -- again. The real mind trick is how completely wrong I was.
I can't say with certainty what turned Mitch's light on. Was it the knowing glances Tanner and I gave each other earlier, Mitch's clairvoyance, the heavy sex karma and good mo-jo that has been filling the room for three nights, or Tanner and me lingering a bit too long in the can? Shit, maybe he's just tired and horny like the rest of us. Whatever his motivation, Mitch says out of the blue that he's always wondered what it would be like to "butt fuck a tight pink hole." The X-acto blade I'm using nearly takes off a finger. The fact that Mitch didn't mention gender is not lost on me. Tanner and I quickly agree, of course, we'd like to try that too. We all laugh that not even the skankiest of bitches we would be caught with would give that up. Inside, I'm receiving a huge shot of adrenalin from Mitch having possessed and shared the thought, which will at least provide fodder for my modest cannon when I later jack it off, with or without subsequent sleep or help from Tanner. I laughingly observed, and internally half seriously say, that I know Mitch fancies redheads, and damned if we don't have one sitting in the room with us (Tanner, of course). More laughs, but no one says no or has any negative reaction. Instead, Tanner and I look over as Mitch's chair scoots backward across the floor and see him leaning back kneading his remarkable tool. There's renewed excitement of sexual possibilities. Incredibly, Mitch suggests that we take a break and "go pull one off." Tanner says he just downloaded a new porn video. Off we go to Tanner's room for a break.
We respect the considerable quiet in the dorm area of the house by talking in whispers as Tanner sets up his laptop and turns on a small bedside lamp for minimal light. I quietly ask Tanner whether this video is to be part of his hydro PPT. Our chuckles are subdued and a bit nervous. We lie back on the floor against a couple of gigantic, upholstered pillows and stare at the screen. Our minds leave engineering, marketing and the fine arts to focus instead on Tanner's video, which turns out to be a bi-MMF. I get a bit nervous from this development, but it's not my video. Mitch doesn't comment, complain or care.
As we become engaged in the porn, we are each soon rubbing our throbbing dicks through our cloths. My left arm is rubbing lightly against Mitch's right, which fuels my horniness. Tanner is the first to overtly act. He unbuttons and unzips his jeans and slides them down below his round hips, which look nice as he lifts them. Mitch and I follow Tanner's lead. Mitch's exposed ass is even nicer – much nicer – as his pants slide past, and it's exposed.