I was still struggling with my sexuality, was I bi or gay or a confused straight man, I was no longer sure. The porn I watched was straight porn, it was women who drew my eye. I didn't fantasize about men. I was hooking up with girls and wasn't giving guys a second look.
Tom and I were both 21 and we both moved back home to live with our parents.
Toms parents were wealthy, they had a large house and land. They had horses, pool table, Jacuzzi, sauna, home cinema. They were going away on a five week cruise and Tom invited me to stay over with him for a week. I thought it would be nice to catch up as I hadn't seen him since we finished university.
I wasn't thinking about sex or hooking up. I was just looking forward to getting away from home for a week. Going out into the city for the evening, having a bit of a holiday. I took the train and Tom picked me up from the station and drove us to his parents house, I had the guest room.
the first night was just a regular night, getting take out, watching tv. The usual stuff, played a few games of pool. The next day we took a trip into the city, did some shopping, had lunch and came back home. At around 6pm Tom opened some beers and we got chatting.
"You seeing anyone?" Tom asked me.
"Not really, had a few dates. Nothing serious" I replied "You?"
"No one, thinking about asking Kelly out though" he said. "Seen any guys?"
"Just women" I said "have you been seeing any guys since uni?"
"Nope, last guy was you" Tom said smiling. I didn't respond. Tom looked at me. "How do you feel about it? Do you still think of yourself as straight?"
"I don't know" I said. I truthfully didn't find guys attractive and hadn't looked at a guy that way. I had been with girls since Uni but sometimes I still stroked myself to the memory of what Tom and I used to do. "I'm not attracted to guys" I told him.
"Well you know I'm Bi....but can I ask you something?" Tom said.
"Sure"
"If you aren't attracted to guys why did you agree to...you know.. be my first?" He said.
"I don't know, it was a crazy time. We were all horny, you are my best friend. I care about you. It made me feel good I suppose." I told him. "I was flattered to be asked and it felt amazing when we did it."
"But we kept doing it" Tom said. "How did you feel about that, if you are straight?"
"I don't know, it wasn't like an attraction thing. It's hard to describe its like a power thing I think" I wasn't doing a very good job of explaining. "It feels good and powerful at the same time...kinda primal".
"I think I get it, I enjoyed the feeling of being taken I guess. Making my friend feel good while he makes me feel good is also why I loved it" Tom told me.
"It did feel good" I agreed. "Have you ever told anyone about it?" I asked.
"No, I actually enjoyed keeping it secret" Tom said. I knew not many people knew he was Bi, certainly his parents didn't know.
"Don't you mind?" I asked.
"Sometimes but I am used to it...have you ever told anyone?" he said looking at me.
"No, at least not yet. I wouldn't tell anyone without your say so anyway." I told him. We sat in silence for a while. "I still think about it though" I said.
"Me too" said Tom smiling. "I remember being so nervous when I asked you that first time, I was fully prepared for you to say no" he said.
"I almost did say no, but I don't regret it at all. Even if I do feel confused sometimes." I confessed. Again we sat in silence for a while. "Well I'm going to try that sauna of yours, or that hot tub" I announced and got up. "Is it easy to use?" I asked him.
"Yeah just turn the dial and give it a while to warm up." He told me. I went upstairs and turned on the sauna. I took a hot shower while waiting for it to warm up. After drying I got in the sauna, it wasn't big, maybe it would fit 3 people or 4 if they squashed together. I settled in to enjoy the heat.
After around 5 minutes Tom walked in, also in a towel. "Mind if I join you?" he asked.
"Not at all" I said and made space. Tom sat down and leaned back to enjoy the heat. It wasn't long before we were both sweating. I caught Tom looking at me, I looked back at him. It was like something clicked in our heads at the same time, we didn't need to say anything. I opened my towel and so did Tom. Our cocks were exposed and they both began to get hard together. My 8 inches and his 5 and half inches. I slid across to him and took his cock in my hand and started to stroke it, he did the same to me. We both exhaled, a sigh which became a moan. Tom took my hand off my shaft and leaned down, he kissed my chest on the way until his lips touched my cock. He licked the tip gently. "Ahhhh" I moaned.
"Fuck...." Tom whispered before taking my cock in his mouth. He pushed his head all the way down until he gagged. He didn't stop, he sucked me, he licked me, he bobbed his head up and down.
"Mmmmhmmm" I moaned running my hands through his hair. Tom stopped and got up, he stood in front of me and straddled me, he put one hand on my shoulder and one grapped my cock. He pointed it at his hole and slowly lowered himself. I felt the tip of my cock touching his hole, he gripped my shoulder harder with his free hand and forced himself onto my hard dick. "Urghhhh....yeah" I cried out.
"Oh fuck.....oh fuck...." Tom called out as I popped inside his hole. I slid in a couple of inches. "Ahhhhh" he cried and put both hands on my shoulders and slowly lowered himself and let my cock slide all the way in. It was so hot in the sauna, we were both sweating and skin was glistening. Tom let out what I could only describe as a high pitched squeal as he took me all the way.
"Urh huh....grrrn" I grunted. He looked into my eyes and I into his and I grabbed his hips and he gripped my shoulders and together Tom lifted himself up and then I pulled him back down. He was tight, his hole felt so good. It gripped me, I could feel every inch of his insides as he rode me. I didn't talk, I just grunted and growled. It was so primal. Two young fit guys, our bodies hard and sweating in the heat. Him slamming his tight ass down on my big cock. Our bodies were slick with sweat, it would drip and spray out as we moved.
