This was not happening. The twink who took my order at the café did not brush their fingers along my hand as they handed me my coffee and scone. I must be imagining it.
I think I must be imagining this because I come to this café often, mostly to look at him, not just because the WIFI is good, I like their mochas, and it gets me away from my boyfriend for a while so I can work. And it's not like I've never fucked my boyfriend while I was thinking about this young man.
I shake my head as I pretend to edit a slide -- my boyfriend looks nothing like the barista -- yet I often sit here and glance up from my laptop to see the twink helping out a fellow barista or serving a customer...
Serving -- god, even in my own head I need to be careful. The idea of this boi on their knees looking up at me as my cock - Stop I tell myself, Stop. Work, boyfriend, to-do list. Breathe.
I put my head down and was able to concentrate on the work. After some group discussion on the slides, I made some last edits and saved them. Fully expecting that I would finish my mocha and then depart, I went to take a sip and discovered the mocha was now an iced mocha.
I sighed as I glanced at my Apple watch, somewhat surprised at how much time had passed. I was aware but not entirely conscious of someone standing next to me and it took me a second to process.
Yes, it was that barista, standing closer than they had any right to, holding a steaming cup in one hand and putting the other one on my shoulder in an 'excuse me' way.
"I thought yours might have gone cold," he said. "You looked like you were pretty deep in thought."
I smiled a hopefully winning smile at them and slid my seat further under the table in hopes they would not see how hard I was.