A couple of years ago, everything had been going my way. I was 23 and starting a new job in a completely new city. But there was something else I was new to, men.
For around six months I'd been going through a bit of a bicurious phase. And by bicurious phase, I ofcourse mean frantically masturbating to gay porn three times a day and constantly sexting guys on Grindr. But I was still bicurious because I'd not actually had sex with a guy, right?
Well that was about to change. A new city brought with it a whole new selection of men to explore. As soon as I moved, I re-downloaded Grindr to see what was out there. I found sexting extremely fun, just saying the most lurid, dirty things to a stranger was a great way to explore my gay fantasies safely. But the jump to actually meeting someone felt too much. Plus I was very picky, with women I'd have sex with anyone, but for some reason with men I was far more choosy. Someone had to be just right.
One of those perfect people though was a profile on Grindr with the very unique name 'Top4Fun'. With a name like that, it might not be a surprise that our conversation didn't stay PG very long. Within minutes, our conversation was playing out every kink we had. I had a domination fetish so I was dropping so many lines like 'Use my fucking hole as a fleshlight daddy', and 'take my ass and use me like the slut I am'. Meanwhile he was saying he'd make me 'his boy' and 'feed me his big fucking cock'.
Then came the wave of nudes. I showed him every inch of me, literally. And spread my cheeks to show him every inch inside me too. In return I saw all of him too, and he was perfect. He had jet blonde hair, big manly curves, a beautiful amount of body hair all over, big fucking ass cheeks that you could grab onto, and his cock, I mean wow. His cock was fucking magnificent, thick and throbbing and just the right size. I was furiously wanking my dick at this point, turned on by my own submission to him. In my flaming horniness I was daring myself to go further and say gayer and gayer admissions to him, to submit myself more and more. And he definitely obliged. It was one of the hottest sexting sessions I'd ever had and made me want to meet him so badly. I wanted him to be the first to take me.
But you know how these things are, you have an amazing chat to someone one night, you try to arrange something, but one of you is busy, then you're ill, then it's been three weeks and you haven't got anywhere. But that didn't stop me thinking about him, even re-reading our messages when I was horny and wanking myself to his pictures. But the reality was it had kind of fizzled out, as so many interactions I'd had with guys did.
So I went back to reality. The day-to-day of the new job went by quickly and suddenly Christmas was right round the corner and the office had organised a few drinks one night. It was kind of an annoying choice of date though as the 2022 winter world cup was on and they'd chosen a night with a big match on. All the people I knew from work were going though so I decided to go along so I could hang out with them. With it being Christmas though, the office had invited a few former colleagues as a nice gesture. I'd only joined a couple of months ago at this point so I was a bit nervous about the thought of the guy I'd replaced turning up. His name was Ryan and everyone had raved about who good he was and how missed he was, which had created a lot of pressure on me to live up to 'The Great Ryan'. So I didn't exactly relish the idea of him showing up, but noone had said he'd confirmed so I figured it was kind of unlikely.
I got ready for the night ahead by putting on my favourite yellow shirt, one that I liked so much it was in all my profile pictures, even my Grindr one. I head out feeling great. The night started and everyone was having fun and getting in multiple pints. I'd forgotten about any mention of Ryan turning up and just settled in to a fun night with my current colleagues. Just when I'd almost entirely forgotten though, a voice from down the table called out.
"Ryan has just text back, he's on the way over." said Tom, a colleague of mine.
"Oh for gods sake" I thought. I'd been having a good night establishing myself with my new colleagues and now the ghost of Christmas past was coming to interrupt it. Everyone would probably be distracted by him being there and I'd forgotten about.
When Ryan eventually turned up though, I realised I'd been worried about the wrong thing. In he walked, jet blonde hair, big manly curves, body hair poking out from his shirt, thick ass at the back and a strong bulge at the front. FUCK. The Great Ryan was also Top4Fun. My stomach sank. As I looked at him, my sexts felt like they were being written on the walls around him. 'Use my fucking hole like a fleshlight daddy' 'use me like the slut I am'. This man had seen every single tiny millimeter of me. No part of me had been hidden by him. He knew the inside of my head, every dirty desire I'd ever had. My stomach sank. My Grindr fantasy wank had turned up to my work drinks. And not just that, I'd replaced my Grindr fantasy wank, I'd taken his fucking job.
"Hi everyone" he said. We met eyes for a second across the room. But nothing. No recognition. Had he not recognised me, had he not looked long enough? He sat down at the end of the table, with several colleagues between us. Maybe I'd got away with it. Maybe everything would be fine. Maybe he wasn't about to say "Hey don't we know each from Grindr, I've seen your dick haven't I?".
I sat there as conversations went on around me, gripping my beer glass in my hand. As I gripped the long... thick... glass... something else filled my mind. Sitting just four people down from me was this beast of a man, with a big beast of a fucking cock. I gripped the glass harder. His body kept flashing in my mind. The way his body hair surrounded his nipples. His big juicy ass. The tree trunk thighs he had. And that beautiful cock. I took a sip of my drink and tried to think of something else.
That's when I realised, the football match was about to start and I'd promised my friend I'd go to his to watch it with him. As other people from work had already started leaving, I took the opportunity to get out of there. After all, I wasn't about to risk outing myself in front of my work colleagues just to chat Ryan up. None of them knew I was bicurious and I wanted to keep it like that whilst I wasn't sure if I fully liked men or not. I made my excuses and got the hell out of that situation.
I arrived at my friend's flat with a huge sense of relief. We got battered in the world cup but I'd avoided a potentially awkward social situation atleast. Or so I thought. I'd had a message on Grindr.
TOP4FUN: 👀👀👀
ME: Oh shit haha, I wasn't sure if it was you 😂
TOP4FUN: You took my old job lmao 💀💀💀 as soon as I saw your yellow shirt I was like oh that's him
ME: Wow 😂 yeah I guess that's what I wore in my Grindr pic. Sorry for not saying hello but I wasn't sure if it was you or not
TOP4FUN: It's all good haha.
ME: Would have been awkward if it wasn't and I was like hey weren't we gonna hook up 😂😂😂
TOP4FUN: Hahahaa, dw I realised that. But we should still meet up if you're still up for it?
As I read his messages in my friend's flat, I felt my cock starting to grow. Even though I was with my straight friend right now who had no idea about my bi side, I couldn't help but get turned on. This hot as fuck guy had just gate crashed my work party. I'd replaced him, literally sat in the chair he'd left just a couple of months before. And here he was, suggesting we should meet up so he could fuck me still.
TOP4FUN: When are you free?
Fuck, it felt so great to be wanted by Ryan. But was this normal? Was it a bad idea to get involved with someone that everyone knew and admired from work? What if they found out? I wouldn't just be outing myself but it would also be the work gossip of the century. But my cock was making my decision for me as it kept rising and rising inside my pants.
ME: This weekend could be good, would you wanna meet at mine or yours?
TOP4FUN: Your call lmao. Since you've replaced me. But bring your lil yellow coat 😉
ME: Only if you promise to take it off me 😉
TOP4FUN: Oh I want you in nothing at all. It's been long enough of a wait.
ME: Are you going to punish me for how long it's been 😉
TOP4FUN: I mean you made me wait a fair while, and took my job too. Seems only right 😈
ME: True, very naughty of me
TOP4FUN: Seems like I've got a lot of reasons to go hard
ME: Go as hard as you like. Definitely the best way to finish my handover period
TOP4FUN: Good way to pass your probation yeah.
I was absolutely rock hard at this point. I had to make an excuse to my friend and leave his flat as soon as my dick had died down enough to walk home. As soon as I got through my door I ripped my jeans down and tore into my pants. I furiously masturbated as we carried on sexting into the night. We agreed to keep it a secret from everyone else at work, which just added to the kinkiness of the whole situation.
I went to work for the rest of the week and revelled in this thought. Little did they all know that I had weekend plans to get destroyed by The Great Ryan. Their friends sack was going to tapping my fucking ass cheeks and they were none the wiser. I even took myself off to the work bathroom to rub one out to his nudes. I took all my clothes off and loaded up his messages. It turned me on so much thinking that everyone in the office was just a few cm of wall away from my naked body pumping my cock to their former colleagues body.
The weekend finally came around and my horniness had been replaced by nerves. I'd been straight all my life, been with multiple women, but tonight I was going to bottom for a guy. And not just any guy, but The Great Ryan. Ryan on the other hand was more than prepared. He'd been spending the last few days trying not to touch himself so he could build himself up for the occasion.
RYAN: I don't wanna cum tho. I kinda wanna hold it all for Saturday. Give you the full experience. Like I shoot a lot. So it'll be a fucking load and a half. But I'll also be horny as fuck. It's a task but if I can make it to then it'd be insane, for both of us.
ME: Makes it a hard decision where to cum tho 😉
RYAN: Always looks good on the face tbh. But once I start fucking as ass it's so hard not to fill someone up.
ME: I want you to fucking fill me. I've been wanting it now for so long.
RYAN: Should have got back to me a bit earlier then. Took me accidentally turning up at your work haha.
ME: If noone else was there it could have ended differently.
RYAN: Really could have. Hey you've made progress, that was almost a week ago and you're already asking me to fill your hole like a good lil boy.
These messages had turned me on so fucking much. Now all I needed was to show up at his that night and fulfill my ultimate fantasy.
He sent me his address and I drove over to his side of town. I parked in the area of the street that I had reasoned must be closest to his house. In that quiet moment alone in the car I asked myself if I could actually do this. Sure I'd spent the afternoon trying to clean my asshole, but was I ready mentally? Was I horny enough to go through with it? That's when I saw his door open and him standing there.
I walked up to the door very anxiously.
"Hey, you alright" Ryan asked warmly.
"Yeah good thanks, you?" I replied.
He showed me into his house and, as he was living in a house share, we went straight up to his room. He locked the door and we both sat on his bed. Here he was, jet blonde hair and rugged good lucks. His thick body in the flesh in front of me. An actual man was staring into my sole on this bed and I knew exactly what he wanted from me. I was here to fuck. To give him pleasure. I was a formerly straight man here in an almost written agreement that I was going to take this man's penis inside my most private place. My dirty little submissive ass hole.