I had decided that since my meeting with a friend from a gay dating website wasn't going to happen and he had bailed citing he didn't want to get involved with a married man and that drama I was going to remain frustrated and waste all the preparation I had done to make that first appointment with him.
Earlier we had decided to connect that morning online and confirm the time that day so in advance of that I had showered well and cleaned out as well as shaved my balls and area to my asshole smooth and ready for anything that might happen. Getting out of the shower I had dabbed some astroglide all across my asshole and cheeks and pushed some in so anything might happen easier if the face to face went as the two of us had discussed.
I have been married 30 years and being in my 50's she had all but lost interest in sex and I had succumbed to an old past interest in male to male sex. I had joined a gay website for older men and younger looking for older and had made a few contacts that I was exploring when this date had been arranged form there.
As I left for work I quickly checked my email for a response and when none came I went to work and decided to wait. By lunch I was confronted with an email that said he had the reservations of getting involved with a married male which had been upfront communicated and marked him off as being a flake and decided to not waste the efforts or hungers I was feeling already built up around this meeting. I went to the file cabinet and got my hidden stash of items which included a tube of glide and dabbed on some more in the restroom and slipped out to lunch.
I headed straight to a local know park that I had been to before and knew married bi males and gay and gay married men frequented for a hidden area for nude sun bathing and casual sex and voyeurism. I removed a picnic blanket I had stored in the trunk for any return I might have there and walked through the main park area then deep through the wooded area along a dark trail to a sunny clearing where all the action happened. Being a partially clouded day I waited at the edge of the clearing and then headed across the area looking at the men and couples that had already arrived and set out to be seen or were engaged in various erotic acts. I selected a bench on the far side next to the tree line that was secluded but I had sat at before and had watched and even played a little before.